第九十二章：承諾與失望574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNriYurUBG
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOMOJisHSW
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaq9YUggFo
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvToedCcSz
對，那個人……就是Mandy。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYhZl0a95U
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ki5R6Xfvn
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEnIduVmlL
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd808uExwtB
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF3ZtnaMcU
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fxi57qUSG
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8eZy9A9zU
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFWwIv7iaV
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0g2CK7Uhd
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoMy3mr1RF
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKqqXYu5WB
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTv3vd2bq2
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY6Onwzbh5
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfQo7rIDtY
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpScWLcYKN6
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW20I2kTQkU
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiG44Q3JYh
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMxBeHeOWF
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN2k4MPVb2
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAGvAG8ZPd
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTXWKsTiX5
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgcdQwKhp7
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLszUB2ON9o
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DQP3DNAiZ
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKimtrvU697
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjDfHP3sZQ
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfdlvCE7CU
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZGS8HzgFz
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkLvBYQVmw
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT3hYqwZO4
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV7Xf2HDn6
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qK9eFIe9G
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRzdgCZSM0
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvDJs795aG
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5QwAJmARW
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0tT1mGAdk
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT40XwKNCt
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnSwfhvlgV
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6t6TtLMwn
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0O2zXnTE2
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYxOp5WDeO
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuNGXWsPPQ
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0vwklV3o1
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFF5oAFukV
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2QiZLk4sO
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjFuB4xy26
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAO95UZMV1
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfHYY9e5R1
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44ofAv8ZBV
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UAa9WYiNX
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTYpbDjflu
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLIssEL5nz
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHhUMi6Ivs
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewcQrt5oFD
「Online住唔應嘅？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ONQXS6cRP
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucKw4VpUpR
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2r9JKkQIK
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZhjgPtBbn
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN3acYLTeo
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm4eb9dvkB
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k1xdCeL3X
「我準備做手術啦」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo8SaVrbAF
「做完再覆你ouo<3」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuebSSTBnSZ
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mRMx7W7ZM
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JhpJcgioE
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFCCx0GS1i
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEAMpcP6vb
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntIPH8lvmu
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Rw5LSRsBZ
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUn1qoHpEf
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ5mUGoEH6
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdmTesZ06x
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf9ZMM6NzO
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVWeVBJSFU
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1FOyTLcho
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3TPjuazFt
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QnJ3P4uHh
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「各就位……預備……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp8IxPskcB
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56H9omYbOj
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8v7l9peGj
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZUAdyTyYn
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2L2MbjVfR
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「呯—」 574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ8kfMb8qh
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7XycGqd45
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPURLPER71A
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG5rhQRqLy
最後更成為了最後一名。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVzSK4PUgW
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVtdg7mWUv
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnWJ0h1sGr
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKypwSUBfdK
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG1jwLHO3k
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjZHKxPuBm
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzak3FZBSKA
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtArHlH2j0b
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmOvoZ1CdU
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz8F8DWi9C
是Mandy。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vu0jg1dG7
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlctitqGpMP
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtDpFCMSox
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq9nOkcDVg
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOW6uy2lbS
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFQzhR1yCw
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz57dbNpPi
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBkHwFv5DH
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk6kAFZSD5
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIgBqxmrmu
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z0ze4d9sF
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUNBJ0nUDi
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26OpK8CeaT
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ992Orn4KM3
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5G0sJJ3uO
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECMQ8zeGv3
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「啪—」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4iESPwWhG
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps2DGF5f7T
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPDC1GJm2T
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDkGkTY16M
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhtbR3FJxj
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnAGhqkxlv
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CnXXQ2gLI
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