第九十三章：執著586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJujqdaqIu
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lJr8w8gx8
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh3NCyHiB4
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc5yypbjdr
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB7DkmwsCC
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsaxs9t4YL
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SlsiMRN1x
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwppqDpsGqF
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScdraCmeMp
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwrQp8k0z1
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc0KAJGQCX
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9Z9yGXi6f
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8HGaG63Lg
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZX4XDq1Wk
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYB3A04fu8
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjipaODbdmc
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqRFEqtg8H
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXZ81LM36b
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUTEb0kwxx
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pGHFfCZVx
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4yydzhg2K
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44VAsAEdlS
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgMe8FU0Wq
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jxuv0ocEe
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC1fW650fU
「我……記得。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrAhmFas1w
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4bkV0BP49
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG4Z8f2H0e
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DbH20e28i
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHwdLLcizE
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbzy09y4Wq
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3YX4uGwHa
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69kc0nx9u0
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6HGpPgVDt
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjolFnMo4f
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEsXWDPv8F
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7L11aKmDa
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK9dIarWhy
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5021iG1JM5
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJWkch30l1
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W9PYYauTr
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnVTfABVrP
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL43PsKNO3
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ9MQk1OAj
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwohOdPHxXk
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhEVpy7qSl
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4UN55rOJV
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11nytrqNG7
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcN0IuGA9M
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYsOSpwgJS
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAzOrW8zkd
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYGn2oRhxT
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3HXhTkbJU
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BGa1EbBOG
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7BGeWlKWw
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iNIWoMDAP
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK23sJFMg55
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hacQ0YfnH
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuBIBb0Y5b
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3SVSwQF3N
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzwUWbRtZB
接下來，來到了更衣室後。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlcXhuEuYT
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvgqrvhWUJ
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIBz2E2quM
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw5LpGApvE
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp77UyU1Hun
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL2vptCkL6
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6jP32T9nI
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF1ZIgoun1
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfW5e7GQ9Z
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRL35cJ5YW
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiMxuwOhFg
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMkOpotFFD
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2olwmlWds
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOJ67P0wtD
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQVFROwnjp
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyGtsUbcFd
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRKYb8bEoL
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi15gd7lWX1
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IzYMXqdPo
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEiKACVWpL
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcHdWncVii
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtb1nxwuSE
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhFPoqK8R3
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwiKi9wSK0
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KVzvCLPkR
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpCGcjAMn9
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb3QbxvYtQ
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbddR1mNshX
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6VdJZHVgu
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI53kltQOU
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Dh8s0ZRt1
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgOZGTX77C
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmZQRynZz0
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8rUhEyEzl
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlfGSdwaAZ
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCf7XlrfwI
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tXYZGJ9Oq
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhcj7ty6z3
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8HsjGHe01
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDjwlhI1Ks
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco2omoIGzr
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7zrz0NRIU
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKK0ldp7Pw
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDL9Qga9SO
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdmVlZIvnj
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4Qa6IUAah
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMMBufJe6A
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy4ZMTAG3H
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPZkJJ1CeK
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KCHqJGq2W
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN6ALFwe6c
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCNOtbYCvM
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIyxc9rcwt
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcUUEn29ce
586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ37dgJMmU0
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbuvpUWP8q
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。586Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGewm9VKPab
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