第一二七章：過去547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLgZJepgKi
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我們分手的那一天……547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUoFtcz490
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEof81IRja
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9IrLGGy7S
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqTJTfxqfk
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk1JzV2Hpf
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9sP07BMNf
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtCCI2YV6W
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HnhNIYOJ1
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtIVgruxQV
顯示的卻是單剔號。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfRUDXIkCj
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3Y0E3YurM
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRmA7MULrx
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqGzjiRBlj
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fixmb2fB6
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK1KxXzu8L
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EHQXJJ0tr
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbHlmwzDLO
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb2Ezip2kg
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnrR7OFs96
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqM4XTXhI6
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2YB4zctpJ
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdl7WPgPrI
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIRYnYwQca
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdcfiEF15P
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmWwY2FX8S
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHhHM3IUmf
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIe0DcVFsw6
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUskqw6zrX
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEjVSlEDX7
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1PB7Kf3EH
這是回憶嗎？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxbWhoIl4C
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoJuWpVNW1
又是回憶了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrIsnAeO4h
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3K3ypEtMy
怎樣都是回憶。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdndNqxSPZ
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5JW5IRwOn
不要再是回憶了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbafhcafuzO
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOdPmPz9LE
不要、不要、不要！547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUA4ysjaNl
「我唔想離開你！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwnwYuRAU1
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「夠啦！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt1fGcjew7
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zyvp7Sk4y
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31EzIljX8O
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj2js3LFUo
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExex3EWWOK
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAsODI7jP6
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aJ0x6aeRi
「咦？」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV35QtSSJ8
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0XUW4pH31
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMKLHXYttW
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUySCkRDT4X
我轉過身，來到了床邊。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD5EerKrdx
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U5Re8wGjP
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gAWmIw7zN
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilQOckGtBN
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFV11rLoYr
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g5gKLd1Yi
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye9Bid2mmU
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2O0m98enA
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzypJYiHA7P
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RZlAEfAz1
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcYkjNbYYk
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRpj1NkH1R
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS14FpDBsN
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUS7BJpuDy
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcwGg7vg0f
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA53ZuSye6
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnMIsBiOCa
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Wha19I62
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rLHI4WsPh
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VQPWHmgTs
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUGq6s0AXt
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4EVCUWJoC
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QywWz7jT1
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKoFhgMXm6
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJDBTjwuMl
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVMbUbcpq7
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeBSutSckD
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEgTHvwm9c
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIZkbcTghU
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ns5TZJ0LN
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pWuzSzAH1
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYOA0gO1FB
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk8UvYNP6v
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpO9biT7Su
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtnarpThKD
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjXlivhkaB
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYl8prykwn
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TfL2Edd2u
不過，當然是沒有了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf0imftOii
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNxGeSklU1
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC844KpNSox
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1DEux05UW
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKYQjsFx2c
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRImsd5FtiZ
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5aDumoML1
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaenCqF6t1
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPcFDR9OV6
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrzI7B9AVb
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf23TpP4tPa
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8criwOusHR
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YIvlXzaLD
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCR8oMknZ8
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmv4Ia27rQ
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzpD0hghWC
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg9d9Te5Pi
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj8E0rQMiH
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeMvNOqAKA
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2v8ZYlFbU
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb74c6w23T
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMywBHDlyvb
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvN1aEuLjE
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCjYXHE4RI
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEHTVBNt0Y
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG7BZfSQbt
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09r1MIVx4B
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiSjpDPI4f
547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fiP8KifOs
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTp9GX11D3
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