第三十七章:問與答789Please respect copyright.PENANACW2gd5Tqlt
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」789Please respect copyright.PENANA3t8qPJIixT
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。789Please respect copyright.PENANAyJfYcLvGkF
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:789Please respect copyright.PENANABFF4QcjPxl
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」789Please respect copyright.PENANAr94Pl3Cj8b
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。789Please respect copyright.PENANAxRLzFgybSF
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「做咩啦?心情差?」789Please respect copyright.PENANAbnJOhujcnW
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。789Please respect copyright.PENANAuhxzEudZeI
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。789Please respect copyright.PENANAx92VTRlHkI
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。789Please respect copyright.PENANAvoknfBcqym
避免令她感到更煩躁。789Please respect copyright.PENANA2I0GGPgM2I
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。789Please respect copyright.PENANAW6P3bIEnsY
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。789Please respect copyright.PENANAQfZYNmhlW5
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……789Please respect copyright.PENANAY12NyAdXh9
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。789Please respect copyright.PENANAY72Nd6sqny
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……789Please respect copyright.PENANAFESPb5kPif
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「喂!Alvin!」789Please respect copyright.PENANAn0HrUrUOvc
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。789Please respect copyright.PENANAN3T4BaqZ5F
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。789Please respect copyright.PENANAi8HqJZQ5LD
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。789Please respect copyright.PENANAn4eiCQANAH
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。789Please respect copyright.PENANALx35lr7lG7
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」789Please respect copyright.PENANAu6oXnI8TOl
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。789Please respect copyright.PENANAUopbtWdgyC
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。789Please respect copyright.PENANAGp3Gab1Arb
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。789Please respect copyright.PENANAXS5qtnMNB8
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。789Please respect copyright.PENANAtQipc0eqki
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。789Please respect copyright.PENANAXnb6pO63hh
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」789Please respect copyright.PENANAp25KhjqkoC
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。789Please respect copyright.PENANAgRpnomkDcT
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。789Please respect copyright.PENANAxD8Ovssn8E
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……789Please respect copyright.PENANA1PiNYXV9C2
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。789Please respect copyright.PENANAT6muIxh6UD
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。789Please respect copyright.PENANAOly7XpMhbr
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」789Please respect copyright.PENANAP50cJE87dv
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。789Please respect copyright.PENANA4S8wVqLQLr
但我沒有回應她。789Please respect copyright.PENANAuPHxKLsm3i
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」789Please respect copyright.PENANAEZBoPsIH8h
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。789Please respect copyright.PENANAP3D6NUsbIU
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」789Please respect copyright.PENANAsSaQl138sZ
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。789Please respect copyright.PENANAW9zIWz6Wsg
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:789Please respect copyright.PENANAK77cgsN8Et
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」789Please respect copyright.PENANAM45U1BxOeQ
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。789Please respect copyright.PENANAFUdAEDhDAo
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……789Please respect copyright.PENANA5NDLvBLVAC
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。789Please respect copyright.PENANAU5U3l4K3xt
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。789Please respect copyright.PENANAU2vHPWkiMj
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」789Please respect copyright.PENANAdHBG5r78O2
她思考了一會後再說。789Please respect copyright.PENANAoXDbcfElm8
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「如果啲咩先?」789Please respect copyright.PENANAAqUkkTHxWZ
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。789Please respect copyright.PENANAaYLPqW1um7
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」789Please respect copyright.PENANAAj1v6bKe0P
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。789Please respect copyright.PENANAkFjD0ieShF
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。789Please respect copyright.PENANAGdK6d57wfq
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……789Please respect copyright.PENANA2NpFvuFxM3
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」789Please respect copyright.PENANANrjGCE559e
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。789Please respect copyright.PENANA0qIimgXmhs
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。789Please respect copyright.PENANAm2hcL6DLAt
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。789Please respect copyright.PENANAsoFpQEy25t
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……789Please respect copyright.PENANAxn7XS96AzB
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。789Please respect copyright.PENANACtdxqySepz
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……789Please respect copyright.PENANA94GFjBVG2k
所以我都不能確實回答。789Please respect copyright.PENANABxQUbVVAHU
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。789Please respect copyright.PENANAyV8jCDwRQh
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」789Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZbwHjAvuj
我直接與她說。789Please respect copyright.PENANA7xIH44W1fx
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。789Please respect copyright.PENANALPTHM2sA68
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……789Please respect copyright.PENANAxVEz2FJvyk
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」789Please respect copyright.PENANAdSS94iKbFl
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。789Please respect copyright.PENANAACooYRJwYB
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……789Please respect copyright.PENANAZbsGAm5BbC
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。789Please respect copyright.PENANAoHrMasylyI
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」789Please respect copyright.PENANAolXYq06wbB
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。789Please respect copyright.PENANAQkecuNmsXJ
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而我正在換衣的時候……789Please respect copyright.PENANAqEsEr85xB9
「鈴—鈴—」789Please respect copyright.PENANA9jprET8ihY
突然手機鈴聲響起了。789Please respect copyright.PENANAx9J9kSPE9K
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。789Please respect copyright.PENANA27HJcYLeog
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。789Please respect copyright.PENANARGU7qaI2cH
我二話不說就接聽了。789Please respect copyright.PENANAOs7IOYO4GO
「喂?依玲?」789Please respect copyright.PENANAxwzR1FbqY1
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。789Please respect copyright.PENANA6Xs1hxjmmK
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。789Please respect copyright.PENANAXicklMmFd5
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。789Please respect copyright.PENANAZkIVfWB1gY
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。789Please respect copyright.PENANAkn3bWXHVz9
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」789Please respect copyright.PENANAXKOzjWVj0e
她向我道歉起來。789Please respect copyright.PENANAhiJDm0jQTY
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」789Please respect copyright.PENANAzNWQtGUBmK
我希望她不要太過介意。789Please respect copyright.PENANAmtHn4HAYns
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……789Please respect copyright.PENANAF9rnHBDfqc
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。789Please respect copyright.PENANAeP0CGXE47u
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……789Please respect copyright.PENANA2cAvPp1uUx
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。789Please respect copyright.PENANAX4JjMQGRmi
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……789Please respect copyright.PENANAMeJryB7qvG
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」789Please respect copyright.PENANAsbB9wmBf2h
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。789Please respect copyright.PENANADLiWALprvI
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」789Please respect copyright.PENANA7MTI2QjiHK
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。789Please respect copyright.PENANA2olJJtLlRo
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「原來喺咁……」她說。789Please respect copyright.PENANAB4GQOvglMx
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。789Please respect copyright.PENANAawU7B8dFmC
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」789Please respect copyright.PENANAL6vrP876Dv
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……789Please respect copyright.PENANAhuEP5QBTqB
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?789Please respect copyright.PENANAdGMTS1qOYp
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」789Please respect copyright.PENANAM7VgW05OmG