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我們分手的那一天……481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFgcLVWm3f
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hz2BkWlqa
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DDFZCGoei
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjoegQpchp
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht3cWhv13m
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3WWC80S9Z
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsF01TXD8OH
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuHmUWyEf5
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTdPR7WKK6
顯示的卻是單剔號。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXxqBckRL9
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMy49D67r5
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfXwAIKGPG
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqpTcA1olK
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFuX3v32Ro
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FA70c1Mp6
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYAJLbu4hI
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw2FVee514
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIZVYcDnH0
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCi99pHylo
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Su4Y0kkwE
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XSlakUFA0
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcweekhkPB7
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoeHoVpljN
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9AV4YVQdr
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNwSmyZPuD
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2egF0Abe6
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JZjbk180f
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cCFz223au
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hyBwkMNB8
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MznrxpW5x
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28uu1icAll
這是回憶嗎？481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvCd0CpqLZ
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKgfwQm92X
又是回憶了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg2vBXJtKW
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pcvYfyuYa
怎樣都是回憶。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBATGP0yCXu
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCdqkPo3kL
不要再是回憶了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhJB3riurL
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wOzudUv4z
不要、不要、不要！481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6R9ZgJ0KL
「我唔想離開你！」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKowVPZjK9
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcYOjvt3Kb
「夠啦！」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcNGMVEiss
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sYvgfwfAr
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbWuUbPKId
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHOE7h2kTT
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAanQNm6uAr
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1lIGh3Ma1
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4wEbo8zlD
「咦？」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM16PC6n3d
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JlkvUI0CI
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4ieDHK6rv
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFvRlQ12ui
我轉過身，來到了床邊。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrs8uzKq6y
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGSXfMRBYb
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBCn6JrobM
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ5NVHAM08
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iu6ArT0xb
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGBnqa8dob
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZgv5FHLn2
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVdM1NQUoc
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YfJVdrX4w
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlF2VP08cV
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq03VGafsSi
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntceFKWu3M
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9qXE2Klw1
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3CDWODbZf
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmqEy0QMJh
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPL5PzwP1eK
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBnr9nRVFW
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy6isQgZIU
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK63APK57qO
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN8XZWy1YC
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNt5uUQAyM
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mjmH1UUuG
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRBTR4kD1v
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzLZRWEqrG
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z76eXIFy0
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbGPt6agqy
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YaCqEPtKw
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBwZhTbz5L
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEMcLAxch7
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFy4ToQkep
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdxdHpx3gi
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUAehreHe0
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6Rbmqo43j
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56AM0iBmvf
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjehhLkt7N
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVH3BxaYeA
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqZah751VZ
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c6qDxssp1
不過，當然是沒有了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOwoqpFC8B
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAg6oYja1i
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIjoFq3mZL
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyGLAplmlx
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QO9HBev40
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWfoSlf1w5
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbMbZXAFZA
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ8w6p2o9Q
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4hFVE0qcw
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9P5K9cQ8U
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqlLiLFnNW
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1bNQaviQx
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F2B6jYYg4
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdxlq3pC5t
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9lRR9LvRD
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIBM0QqBog
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ot47pl7y4
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJW6phwWN5
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpeROd0iJQ
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu8IehT2GD
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUiiYVGIgh
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME0vfacVKC
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCXEbkovMi
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481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BKYZUcPoH
「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4nYbCpq3b
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk7WLpOTCn
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFNkbYRieo
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavwbVyjPER
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKYCrfyoIR
481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2bGqGKS4O
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」481Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C277O6NnF
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