第一二七章：過去545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAOyfTsAwv
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我們分手的那一天……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFFqkxV6dS
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m2TCeDhTr
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eyTtl4V2i
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0YKQcrMYe
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnFWz03AOD
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NMVhUzpjN
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GG2nfVeHx
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3laQDxmMd
顯示的卻是單剔號。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa5sRduiZr
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmZjJdOe53
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vx5hCtUV1
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIupfJYQYR
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtycM9pplcK
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DJB1FPIIK
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR3kXi4tc5
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM49DJEvfN
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDFrwh34l3
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvWURqF6Hc
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4DQJspfvt
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aCvEyRUzQ
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls8O8QjOkl
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGysgVdMYJY
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKoTrgxsCZ
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphrCku9BcE
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBzNIjgZy3
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1UfaznEJ8
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3U8OesJFV
這是回憶嗎？545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBWLdjFOZL
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2kEVhSAOK
又是回憶了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouAWnTrYcD
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRV43pRC0a
怎樣都是回憶。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllAGDrDPko
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ok2PcvOIq
不要再是回憶了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGbudGWj88
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFACEeUXib
不要、不要、不要！545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeI6t6OFPf
「我唔想離開你！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKwsdxWgTO
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「夠啦！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7agXecapXy
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjpyKiwht9
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuGVbkyPgP
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDVlwlJ9tT
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIAdLiHR5K
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OCbyx1J47
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEETNebIRpM
「咦？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU5a34GJnR
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBocguTg7J9
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDpQNQPYXe
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuPYqvkdb6
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUTkA7Q4w5
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVDUzC5YnG
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2048zcNtY
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L9jED0QLh
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXwM3Q7OXU
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xKc8TAxyX
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNtViaBlBa
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsulIplM0cp
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Ro90t7Sj
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweFye476BL
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5cO0Su6ST
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWAY6bF6CB
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEL4cAjMgb
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY2De4ZVcs
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnG2H384Gc
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgcnBHWCR0
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBidZg6dQyL
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbmKcYFkYV
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzbxgwgFFr
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLLuy9jBRd
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9B5jl0zct
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PC0aQKBvS
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBVOePiRAg
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjcA76esxN
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkQ3npUwrv
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VNjfG2XzG
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2q0TbY0q6
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXpS0vhZKA
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmHipJ69wF
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKlVyzQSBP
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnmCEen3rU
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxwIx1tTHk
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fpvw84SaT
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3kpuQE55H
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TSExmWZB9
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKx14nS6II
不過，當然是沒有了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWjEbU0L0d
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwO7ufEcvc
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvMT1VQzQt
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRlaJfvqHk
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfejGqaWqPp
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvU1Y8uu3M
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDOxND02SF
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3bLGBBxnP
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6SNFhwybl
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5lgb1h2cy
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT4XfdjvUB
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclccBK9cRK
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DyoyXXMlm
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQHc5V2gOq
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0bPaZmR6y
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIurJyBH3e
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFsUcJJbHm
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TUNA1mCBp
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ou5G0zvAB
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrCUVRdpZ3
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx48acWiGS
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyf38N5PYl
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaob4Hwyxbx
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAuCT2fNA7
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanevRMMnFp
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOqMK4BH4P
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sXYDYAZZc
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloVrFumoqP
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