第一二九章：畢業營(八)458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUGmURZahp
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眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVQXoUFkQ3
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHy4X76hzl
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuS9uU83Bn
這種感覺，真的很古怪。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCcvJw8lxX
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSmjKXTZFF
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然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4FZvtuxNf
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNQJ8Z7p4k
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5VLcMhQnJ
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1glaYp8P5Z
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHwETAxFhM
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「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX53SgODjUo
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV7U3VEBWq
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nRtpd7JmT
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7JPxukBoi
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「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvtBtN6KBj
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3do1kQK7Aj
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheXGp49Vpw
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySSHkTAbJA
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0zI8wBPwY
果不其然她也出現了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu9oaaWBPM
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y0c4xQQ7O
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGahDKCGaZ
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDzfdJmN7X
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFPdDDjLRZ
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbG9uW5YMw
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXL8qPNIg8
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFusXTPnvT
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwUVfMFfTl
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9Js6epcQA
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwdfaCfVo6
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd5AYzOVA9
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwadbRIw0i
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeh96vgTwb
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ91RqnDCq
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08z88EQoDg
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvahW2t49W
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「我……」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkvocdkSps
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWjUuDi9Ag
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs45dOk8kjQ
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我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoxbL1Ua5F
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHJAkYJ3Jg
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnoD06UJZS
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「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8hulBDudM
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UdoqArMAD
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsCUxoVbQ1
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvlNrS27o0
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就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNWSMuDGmd
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vx36DQEzT
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn05iYZjzS
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngA02nZe5T
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQWlStPTNr
「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcYa5aiTu1
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif8LKl1pwK
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8dzanQVg2
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1NYqY39aa
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5h8O17h2Y
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgQ3fNnB4T
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxwXCd6jKf
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKi1WpEpD5
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「呱—呱—」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mPuW50HNT
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV79825ilv
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3wDuyP0ta
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNyEsd9JFJ
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwtWNEcIm1
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY8EOVEdeC
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而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlJxR8PGm3
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「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5vs0QoMnH
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKcMxAB31a
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzNdNmyRWJ
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「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2pC0Pos9I
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFnlaaHRGx
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspcntDJoBw
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSOpWdxOXt
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4rK4iiuJR
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「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG15b8BxTep
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV56oY93OTd
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjaXEXcdw0
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWeRsubMgP
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjIfSV59AR
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorDVK6yQLz
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj1auvuWx5
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDPhEY5jEq
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxJxobqh2j
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然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzKj0qVo5w
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpWY3oLV1Q
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWErUrqgQB
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而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWbTAvD9GJ
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlRjCoXH4O
然後就張開眼，並說：458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Q5DzPh5CB
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Z7CNXnMVP
「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplJT7yMIYh
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「讓自己停滯不前的，是過去、現在、還是未來呢」
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