第一六零章：約會(下)534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGnSzeIesp
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「沙—沙沙—沙—」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1Xrpw9gPV
伴隨一個個浪花沖刷，陣陣的海風也同時吹拂我們的身驅。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV55mDUdvH
我與Venus二人此刻正抱著雙腳坐在金黃而細軟的沙子上，看著一望無際而白茫茫的大海。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nJ3PiCuLu
至於剛才我在路上所問道的問題，Venus她仍然沒有回答。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IJzxUJlbz
只是稍為移開了眼神並指向了沙灘：「不如去咗沙灘先啦。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7QVbyWMJH
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如今我與她已經在沙灘上靜坐了大約十多分鐘，她依然默不作聲。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGMCJ6gnV0
因此我都再問：「你嘅答案喺？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bfpHc9h0t
但Venus只是搖搖頭：「乜個答案重要咩？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfzkzNtIWF
「我只喺想知……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTir4gz7KNx
「想知我喺咪當你喺水泡？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA59AjsDGO
「唔喺啊！」我馬上扭過頭望了她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S6RQCUW3N
只見她依然一臉平淡地凝視著前方的大海。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdgWXhmFqV
「我就喺驚你諗多咗先一直唔同你講原因。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5Vk4ji9Eq
「點解會覺得我諗多咗啊？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Fs61PBZJB
然而，這次換轉是她扭過頭並與我對上了眼神。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkO7pOMRO6
「你問我點解揀你，已經代表你諗多咗。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MKI0cCguy
我無言了，因為她說得正確。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP63bqHm3BF
而她看見我閉上嘴的一刻，也繼續說：「鍾意一個人都要多多原因嘅，咁仲喺唔喺真心鍾意呢？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYbkDv52K7
「咁……鍾意都有分一見鍾情同日久生情架嘛？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8rJIRL0Sb
她睜了兩下眼，隨後便笑起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYWQpSVcV3
「呵，咁你覺得我對你喺咩？一見定日久？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPJ5Eo7Z4l
「欸……」我一時三刻回答不了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ020wDHDtKo
「你睇你自己都答唔出，咁點解仲要問我原因呢？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ2rjN4oDZ
我再次閉上了嘴，並微微地低頭起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡureeRHW9WT
但一瞬間，Venus也把頭靠到我的肩膊上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MfYbJgSW8
「我對你兩者都有……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKeEWLPRJZ
我沒有立即回應，只是繼續聆聽著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvxoa897PQ
「中三棋藝比賽你做裁判個陣，見你成日都好大反應，又會不時放水比我，覺得你好得意。然後請槍你嚟話劇學會個陣，見到你好認真咁整嘢個嗰樣，覺得你好型。之後中四知道你入咗嚟話劇學會，又知道你都喺住屯門，一瞬間覺得一切都喺緣份……緣份為我哋牽起咗紅線。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6wRu4nw8h
「可惜我喺呢條紅線中間打咗好多個結……」我不禁自嘲起來，畢竟我欠她太多了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxyAnH2oqC
相反她卻否認我的說話：「唔關你事，你有你嘅選擇權利，就好似你最後都同翻Mandy復合咁。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff9SrpYx8U
「我欠咗你哋實在太多……」我還是把那句話從心裡坦白出來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ILuk49dmx
「正如我啱先所講，你最後都同Mandy復合，完咗佢嘅心願。而我，你就喺我留院嘅時候一直陪住我，仲乜嘢攬拖鍚都做齊哂，個陣我哋同拍緊拖真喺無分別。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjurARUHklg
「感覺就好似比咗份假期待你……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGccWZi4gu
她聽到我這樣說著，隨即把頭移離了我的肩膊，並伸直雙腿坐著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2IxhFTYpE
接著便雙手輕撫著我的頭：「你試下瞓落我大髀。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY4JjE5Vet
對於她的請求，我先是愣住了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDclXWH6IVt
但是很快也按她所說，轉而把頭躺到她的大腿上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya80X7tBpc
而躺平的一瞬間，映入眼簾的除了那蔚藍的天空之外，就是那笑容猶如天使般的她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLPURm9iUi
「我哋呢個姿勢好奇怪呵？」我稍為不好意思地說道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYPWvHDAvY
始終躺在女生的大腿上，應該只有情侶才會這樣做……對吧？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda6Ripz8S9
「我想試下呢種感覺喺點嘛，哈哈。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XDRRPK3kS
她在說著的同時，展露出了那熟悉而甜蜜的微笑。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKYhUlPmfd
而在她的笑容紓緩下，我也放鬆了整個人，完全躺在她那細膩柔滑的大腿上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG33Lp8lqB
期間我凝視著她的雙眼並說：「對唔住，突然問咗你啲咁奇怪嘅問題。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZzaf77vke
然而，她只是搖搖頭：「我都預咗你會問，始終喺你嘅心結嚟。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduDdEXDA6b
「我嘅心結？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8MSgQIKqg
她點一點頭：「你擔心自己嘅存在意義，喺咪？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DW87HDsQ9
我沒有開聲回答，只是靜靜地點頭起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidN6bliiYo
Venus說得沒有錯，的確我一直以來都為自己的存在價值而煩惱。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ORrSwl3zc
所謂的存在意義並不是甚麼我生在這世上有何用意之類的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpS79L366U
而是我在其他人心目中，到底有何意義。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ9hGfFpa5
在其他人的心裡，我可以是一個朋友、是一名死黨、是一個知己、更可以是仇敵或是憎恨之人。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcer9jsDQw
曾經我在Mandy的心中，是前男友也是復合對象，使得她即使回來的生活也是近乎圍繞著我在轉，彷彿就是因為我的存在而困住了她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCulVFwryV
而經歷完與Mandy的所有事情後，我意識到自己的存在將會影響其他人，Venus與依玲也是「受害者」之一。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrAReCEzSG
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「愛瑩。」我輕聲地叫道了Venus的名字。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2gD2KmAR6
她則是好奇地「嗯」了一聲，隨後便默默地凝著躺下的我。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZwDZVWTxY
「我剩低嘅時間已經唔多，好快就會離開你。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoSJSNxt3h
「我知……」她的表情並沒有太大變化：「我知你就快要走。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSIYXZprXO
「原來你知！？之前仲呃你一齊溫書……唔好意思。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uR0sltXIg
我別開了眼神向她道歉起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAy3THEmLa
因為我，一直都在欺騙著大家。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsLfz6IkiV
其實我早就答應了呂老師的邀請，前往外國進修。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7mTwXt0gI
甚至連公開考試的成績都不用，就可以直接入學。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLcaobrO6o
現在回想起，猜不到呂老師竟然有如此大的影響力。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fkan5UrTh
就大約在一月初，一次與呂老師會見並答覆我的決定時……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NoBaFNdAz
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「Alvin Boy好開心你會答應我嘅invite。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dqNlWTaut
「始終我都想見識下外面嘅世界……咁喺咪要考埋試，再報個分過去？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdVqsHua29
當我問及考試及成績時，呂老師卻搖頭起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHuM7NXBRt
「你唔洗考exam添啊，有我recommend嘅話，可以直接入學。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9z9fel60W
聽到老師如此說道，我不禁目瞪口呆起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDHRmWvyyk
「唔洗考試分？依家唔喺報U咩？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC50w86ww8A
「你估好似Hong Kong咁咩，入個U都要high marks、awards同OLEs。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFvyg7lY89
的確香港大學就是出了名「難入易出」呢……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxizsAeOLW
「總之有我recommend你就一帆風順啦！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JKaJBmCjZ
「到底呂老師你其實喺咪嗰間U嘅校長嚟架，入學入得咁兒戲嘅……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJvKUdxcDH
「我都想做principal啊，哈哈！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZ059VfbAw
如是者，就在呂老師的開笑下，我們相繼討論了很多有關進修的事情。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6PXjNM3tL
而在數個星期後，我更得知了那邊學校打算在三月尾會見所有受特殊推薦入學的準學生。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N5ISNhbh2
因此與學校及我的父母商量後，中六年級的last day，也將會是我真正離開這間中學的last day……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIihzJnyR8
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「我最唔識應付呢啲離別之交，唯有扮會繼續同你哋一齊溫書考試……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ1dBZl4NX
「我就知道你喺有嘢扮緊……」Venus說道後便把手輕放到我的臉頰上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOLbV5rhdM
「你點知……？」我一同輕撫著她那只手問道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2Zt07tmmP
「幾次同你溫書都發覺你淨喺教我、幫我解題，然後又幫我搵past paper、highlight重點，仲幫我整咗好多notes。但從來都唔見你自己喺到操卷，就好似你喺到為緊我準備考試多過為自己。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YK8eT5aHU
「咁都比你發現……」我隨即便冷笑起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpC2ur90BB
想不到所有為她的小動作都被她看穿了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW21iawkiL
「如果……我做呢個進修選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68LxE8optw
她收起了笑容並說：「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXna5mDCWrq
「真？！」我不禁瞪起雙眼、有點震驚地說道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q3ZTemMGg
但是她下一剎那又臉掛笑容說：「憎你同忘記你一秒鐘之後，就會掛念住你直到下一世。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nqhgHQXMK
聽到她的這番說話，我先是愣住了，隨後也臉頰泛紅起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oqMr7cJOe
「咁快就下一世……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5f3TSi0SX
而她相繼一同面紅耳赤起來，並微微撅起嘴說：「下一世唔好咩？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pvU9AvmmA
「但你咁樣一直掛住我，會好辛苦。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7boyCD6jCh
「唔好睇小我……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr5OKtQ0cw
在話後，她便低下頭吻到我的嘴唇上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWyRvtQ5L4
與那柔潤的嘴唇觸碰一刻，我們也一同閉上了雙眼、聆聽著不斷湧上又消退的海浪。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HKY8sDKRb
而隨後在吻過後，我也從她的大腿上站起身來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ1Tj30odX
「不如去食飯囉？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXalVziDx0r
但Venus只是先抬頭望向我，然後就向我伸手。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdMQrb20ER
「你帶我去啊。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8U8xkXeHX
我看著她輕笑了一聲，便與她牽起了手並把她拉起身來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV25JRlEb5a
接著也二人一同往燒烤場的方向開始步行。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm8LCWImD5
「想食咩？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikgXcNvC59
「不如去你屋企煮？你家姐同我講話今晚你屋企無人。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoAzGFpOfZ
「喺？點解我唔知架？！佢又去男朋友到？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwonZqi4IR
「嗯……仲有我同咗屋企講，話我今晚過Coco到過夜……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNKwtzTJxU
她說著的同時，臉頰及耳朵也通紅起來，連聲音也越說越小聲。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwGtIu7Qvi
聽著她的一言一語、看著她的表情，我也不禁面紅耳赤起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU8MNvotd0
並一同輕聲細語地說：「咁……咁嚟我屋企食啦……仲有一齊瞓。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWPBSJ5cXA
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「懷疑自己的同時，其實也會有人無條件地接納你」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3eZ1lJ14v
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作者的話：最終話開始倒數……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1US9bgVWn
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