第三十七章:問與答732Please respect copyright.PENANA33XSjLt8dI
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」732Please respect copyright.PENANAjI1Kfr7Imd
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。732Please respect copyright.PENANAOKdqak3aXY
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:732Please respect copyright.PENANAuMzAT01BL6
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」732Please respect copyright.PENANATUO867h4yF
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。732Please respect copyright.PENANASnjjBzq83O
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「做咩啦?心情差?」732Please respect copyright.PENANAR57f3xTsPj
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。732Please respect copyright.PENANA5JwW0TGQpK
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANAt6Wp8fpwVt
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。732Please respect copyright.PENANAUYbkd5O9vY
避免令她感到更煩躁。732Please respect copyright.PENANAfDtmMMv4mp
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。732Please respect copyright.PENANAI5nVlji2tc
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。732Please respect copyright.PENANAh3m6Ir5y0b
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……732Please respect copyright.PENANAZDXmdv83IB
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。732Please respect copyright.PENANAEFgHKqmSDs
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……732Please respect copyright.PENANAgkT4xrRdT2
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「喂!Alvin!」732Please respect copyright.PENANAo6cJX2lA7I
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。732Please respect copyright.PENANAtOJ8VcLgAV
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。732Please respect copyright.PENANAyy9xOLxKve
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。732Please respect copyright.PENANA3lnM9S2SEJ
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。732Please respect copyright.PENANAFlROBDkl1X
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAshKSEfSKkQ
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。732Please respect copyright.PENANAGM49fGLv3s
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。732Please respect copyright.PENANAzkYKYEwUbu
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。732Please respect copyright.PENANAHfreqDibiW
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAe0CwMmbTR8
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。732Please respect copyright.PENANA0sKKU99vOZ
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」732Please respect copyright.PENANA3ytRRWWIy9
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。732Please respect copyright.PENANAFfHhwwv9Gx
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。732Please respect copyright.PENANA0zR1vwFkc0
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……732Please respect copyright.PENANA5JxWCirsVe
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。732Please respect copyright.PENANAK3q10xHasJ
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAbzaGW2kkDV
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」732Please respect copyright.PENANAfjuQOPGUrO
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。732Please respect copyright.PENANAn0jnTOPZUV
但我沒有回應她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAR2nkB9MKeb
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」732Please respect copyright.PENANA0nL2BScQdn
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。732Please respect copyright.PENANAFkAh3cK9E4
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」732Please respect copyright.PENANANpxNxlGp3A
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANAuFKltulEvU
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:732Please respect copyright.PENANABxBO8IYLkn
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」732Please respect copyright.PENANAusOwUUh6wr
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。732Please respect copyright.PENANAzvHM4jVqKS
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……732Please respect copyright.PENANAiXt9K2n6el
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。732Please respect copyright.PENANAyx94NNv4ZC
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。732Please respect copyright.PENANA5rU7Cvu4EE
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」732Please respect copyright.PENANA3CA2cpFtIr
她思考了一會後再說。732Please respect copyright.PENANACwDYJ3zUdr
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「如果啲咩先?」732Please respect copyright.PENANA6pwiKNPJHg
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。732Please respect copyright.PENANA7B3VjyvUGA
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」732Please respect copyright.PENANA06JHa4PP8J
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。732Please respect copyright.PENANAIzp1deb7Yt
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。732Please respect copyright.PENANAlIVll9soZj
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……732Please respect copyright.PENANAcLtrKQriQm
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」732Please respect copyright.PENANAHTnAtEWNNo
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。732Please respect copyright.PENANAtCIHzTn0Fl
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。732Please respect copyright.PENANAvb64MLJb5N
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。732Please respect copyright.PENANAO9LSxclgyv
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……732Please respect copyright.PENANAHRcpcJkjOs
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。732Please respect copyright.PENANAtJS0DP3gw4
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……732Please respect copyright.PENANAr6iM8fYsrm
所以我都不能確實回答。732Please respect copyright.PENANAFpFLurhcgd
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。732Please respect copyright.PENANAUiRMIBTudo
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」732Please respect copyright.PENANAxy2zVycdUo
我直接與她說。732Please respect copyright.PENANAUM8VQIXE1W
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。732Please respect copyright.PENANABkrKb5IG42
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……732Please respect copyright.PENANAPB8tMGiqvN
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAVRw5m0lBC5
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。732Please respect copyright.PENANAJ50l2FG2Gs
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……732Please respect copyright.PENANA0rxUZGKsAE
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。732Please respect copyright.PENANAIFbu24esHg
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」732Please respect copyright.PENANAqPrgpa3acM
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。732Please respect copyright.PENANAxyjJJNHiHo
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而我正在換衣的時候……732Please respect copyright.PENANAfNR7g5SDAB
「鈴—鈴—」732Please respect copyright.PENANAeClQ2GQhrx
突然手機鈴聲響起了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAN2QrNzDmIb
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。732Please respect copyright.PENANA3qfmt6L9FU
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。732Please respect copyright.PENANAMJysHobnr6
我二話不說就接聽了。732Please respect copyright.PENANA8m31riKz4l
「喂?依玲?」732Please respect copyright.PENANAVOEaFcSvrH
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。732Please respect copyright.PENANA4IJ4jIFmAo
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。732Please respect copyright.PENANAV4hs3kDqZG
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。732Please respect copyright.PENANArTz2f1n1Vz
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。732Please respect copyright.PENANArWa90eFoI1
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAgG5NTgUBQI
她向我道歉起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANA1ktHlQ76MH
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」732Please respect copyright.PENANA1MKQ9oApDd
我希望她不要太過介意。732Please respect copyright.PENANA0asPeE1Sze
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……732Please respect copyright.PENANATxrxDXRGLw
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。732Please respect copyright.PENANA23XMb8pX3U
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……732Please respect copyright.PENANAOKMxr6mrfG
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANA5ffXhFyG7J
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……732Please respect copyright.PENANA6MfVh0bSmD
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」732Please respect copyright.PENANALaOMe8vbPP
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。732Please respect copyright.PENANAZLPolk9bjZ
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAfEm0bRr5by
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAsJIMceyssV
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「原來喺咁……」她說。732Please respect copyright.PENANAYhIwvtkctW
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。732Please respect copyright.PENANAsPOqAAq8Bi
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」732Please respect copyright.PENANAGHaFS7I0AD
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……732Please respect copyright.PENANA8qPyaaWYMD
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?732Please respect copyright.PENANAwpfKnCi58m
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」732Please respect copyright.PENANAo0YxSCrqiN