第九十二章:承諾與失望337Please respect copyright.PENANAAMHrRXpZh6
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「Alvin,你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界?」337Please respect copyright.PENANAOFoS9zgc0t
在腦海中,我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……337Please respect copyright.PENANAXZMsWXVNcQ
她問道了這一條問題,總感覺在過去的回憶當中,也有人詢問過同一條問題……337Please respect copyright.PENANAY5t0DqrVB6
對,那個人……就是Mandy。337Please respect copyright.PENANAPRsYtPPix7
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我記起,那天是中三時的某一個星期五。337Please respect copyright.PENANA4wyteVP1nR
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。337Please respect copyright.PENANAen3ZkhTlir
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題,一邊走回課室。337Please respect copyright.PENANAEaDm8rkS4i
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「Alvin,Haley!你哋傾緊啲咩啊?」337Please respect copyright.PENANAHOiTLcRoFZ
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。337Please respect copyright.PENANA7DU150XBK0
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Haley見況,立即說:「唔阻你兩個,行先。」337Please respect copyright.PENANANOaaVwlIgg
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後,自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。337Please respect copyright.PENANAirU5ypAkkw
無錯,其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。337Please respect copyright.PENANAbe18M8fmeG
不過他這樣一下子就走掉,也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……337Please respect copyright.PENANAilUDCJdISH
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「喂,Haley!洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。337Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0Nd97xxQp
於是也只好放慢腳步,讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。337Please respect copyright.PENANAxKlJCdBQv7
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「Haley個死仔,話走就走!」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。337Please respect copyright.PENANAOTVugI1l04
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來,並說:「Haley可能怕尷尬掛,哈哈。」337Please respect copyright.PENANAlWyIwXnmLk
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯,踏上返回課室的路程。337Please respect copyright.PENANA2YtB7HRNKV
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然而就在中途,Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說:「Alvin,你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界?」337Please respect copyright.PENANAn05BacRxfZ
「會!一定會!應承咗你架嘛!」我馬上也回應了。337Please respect copyright.PENANAtruqQFTSQo
因為明天星期六,可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。337Please respect copyright.PENANAp17WhYar8U
身為她的男朋友,我沒有理由不去支持一下,為她打氣吧?337Please respect copyright.PENANAdMfbKW8FIW
除此之外,其實我也打算在她完成比賽後,帶她去看電影。337Please respect copyright.PENANAimEfITFQRc
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。337Please respect copyright.PENANAuGz6dGgzbZ
然而,我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……337Please respect copyright.PENANAPWs4RlwQEm
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隔天,正當我打算出門口時,媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。337Please respect copyright.PENANAHvH4CVKnEo
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結,開始進行倒數。337Please respect copyright.PENANAFCcAqUGgMl
若果想見最後一面,就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……337Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ep1Ip4iA5
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然而,我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。337Please respect copyright.PENANAibYpKX6Myb
並在路途上,向Mandy發送了一個訊息:337Please respect copyright.PENANAEFrsOGKSqG
「我公公有事,要趕去醫院」337Please respect copyright.PENANAzusxXl2kBN
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但是,當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身,手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。337Please respect copyright.PENANAAevKGzhNDv
因此沒有接收到我的訊息,並一直在比賽時,無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。337Please respect copyright.PENANAjoUJqVLFLM
卻因為我的缺席,而分神,最後也與勝利無緣。337Please respect copyright.PENANAYZTykmle7T
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世,才會缺席。337Please respect copyright.PENANAXICzKx3laa
使得輸掉了比賽的她,卻要反過來安慰我。337Please respect copyright.PENANAKMHjHsEb7U
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但後來,我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。337Please respect copyright.PENANAP0An2iin4A
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席,彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。337Please respect copyright.PENANAsbvl5eZzww
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣,甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。337Please respect copyright.PENANAcSgdcPeH21
雖然她一直都說不關我的事,而且知道我是有原因才不來的。337Please respect copyright.PENANAtU8OlOjMHH
還覺得我有立即通知她,是盡責的行為。337Please respect copyright.PENANAyxi5ZBWCzh
然而,只是因為她沒有看到訊息,才不知道我沒有來。337Please respect copyright.PENANAzwUXmlUb5D
而一直在比賽時東張西望,這是她身為選手的不成熟。337Please respect copyright.PENANAAdp8PrUnvh
但是,其實我是非常自責的,因為若果我有出現的話,或許她就不會輸掉比賽。337Please respect copyright.PENANAbJ7UHChqsT
我從此得知了,當承諾實現不了的時候,就只會帶來失望,是對自己的失望……337Please respect copyright.PENANAlHYuLLMCU1
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」337Please respect copyright.PENANAuMPl8ZjDIg
「嗄!」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過,並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。337Please respect copyright.PENANA5lnz7zVEc1
於是我立即拿起來看,並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……337Please respect copyright.PENANAt4T5C9ybrH
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「弊,琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗,無覆到佢!」337Please respect copyright.PENANAUdX8LhtP0U
我慌張起來地說道,並馬上點開她的訊息來看。337Please respect copyright.PENANAzSSyD018Cg
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊?」337Please respect copyright.PENANACZ3HxobyoR
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。337Please respect copyright.PENANAcKAuuzEbR1
然而,那時候我卻昏睡了,所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。337Please respect copyright.PENANAFD1nYdWvUs
因此,在大約十分後她又傳來:337Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6EIa5SbdW
「Online住唔應嘅?」337Please respect copyright.PENANAv4wX2Hy7RR
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗?」337Please respect copyright.PENANADM56S4WP10
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接著,再過五分鐘後,她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。337Please respect copyright.PENANAzUDJy54Mel
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。337Please respect copyright.PENANAKNnRy67FQu
「聽日繼續加油啦!晚安啦傻>w<」337Please respect copyright.PENANAhGywevMj5S
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然後,直到今早六時半,她又向我傳來了一個訊息:337Please respect copyright.PENANAUjAIQEESlD
「我準備做手術啦」337Please respect copyright.PENANALQhftEeVkC
「做完再覆你ouo<3」337Please respect copyright.PENANAOP6eKCz9tc
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後,立即就回覆她:337Please respect copyright.PENANAdHHFrzdlEI
「加油啊!我會等你回覆架>X<」337Please respect copyright.PENANAgKnbhGT9V4
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然而,這一段訊息,卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。337Please respect copyright.PENANAjuHxaF5PJZ
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。337Please respect copyright.PENANAMgkk1fCzi6
會是單剔號,可能是因為訊號不良接收不到,也可能是她關機了。337Please respect copyright.PENANAdTk7W1u6GA
但這時候,我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。337Please respect copyright.PENANAV8sWu3DNcv
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息,由單剔號變成雙剔號……337Please respect copyright.PENANA7J1F80nK7X
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雖然剔號並沒有改變,但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。337Please respect copyright.PENANA1HT2YcbPoC
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著,痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。337Please respect copyright.PENANAbbVGPoddkf
而且更糟糕的是,甚至在我平常步速下步行時。337Please respect copyright.PENANAiyd8tepy4N
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛,使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。337Please respect copyright.PENANAtMrvHKNdQC
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但我還不能就此停下腳步,因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。337Please respect copyright.PENANAun3HLJZxEp
只要再多撐三場賽事,我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力,展示自己達成承諾了……337Please respect copyright.PENANA6pUYXm2PXY
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「各就位……預備……」337Please respect copyright.PENANA1WEDkx4AFq
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。337Please respect copyright.PENANA86IE2UxzbL
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備,然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。337Please respect copyright.PENANAlB1eNmuSGC
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣,我也只能以三個詞彙來形容,就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。337Please respect copyright.PENANAubwxa95WTh
但是我已經回不了去,因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。337Please respect copyright.PENANAx7odWjXWsh
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「呯—」 337Please respect copyright.PENANAn2ty9n2EhL
我立即抬起身來向前跑,卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。337Please respect copyright.PENANAeA3DKumFDq
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。337Please respect copyright.PENANAfVj8Vcm4IP
接著更陸續被反超前,由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。337Please respect copyright.PENANAPeHZORkeLc
最後更成為了最後一名。337Please respect copyright.PENANAWIq6q24JR8
但是,即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好,還是追不上眼前的選手……337Please respect copyright.PENANACPo9uzCz3g
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線,自己卻還在跑著。337Please respect copyright.PENANAR3vf1VN7Vt
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這場二百米賽事,我可是徹底地敗北了。337Please respect copyright.PENANAq1WOarjoEZ
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了?337Please respect copyright.PENANA37IKCY8n3Y
為什麼會落敗?為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了?337Please respect copyright.PENANAcIHtyHxoSR
我恨自己,恨自己又未能實現承諾。337Please respect copyright.PENANAii1YmtEMze
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然而片刻後,我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。337Please respect copyright.PENANAadu5lfU2wh
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗,並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。337Please respect copyright.PENANAKCpgt4qkbS
可是這時候,前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路,並說:「阿侑……你做咩啦……」337Please respect copyright.PENANAfoNkd0JLPF
是Mandy。337Please respect copyright.PENANAb2uey7qSuf
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「無啊,我去更衣室拉筋啊,仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」337Please respect copyright.PENANAO3tzESuHHG
我馬上就向她說道了目的,並打算從她身旁走過。337Please respect copyright.PENANAgD2RTzSk0y
可是,她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說:337Please respect copyright.PENANA4IfBLUb0TP
「Zack佢話你怪怪地,搏哂命去參加比賽,所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」337Please respect copyright.PENANABvjJio22kM
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。337Please respect copyright.PENANAR8iPAaclq6
可是她卻表現激動起來:「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁,你無嘢啊嘛?」337Please respect copyright.PENANAoCvF1zLApr
我嚇了一嚇,沒有即時回應她。337Please respect copyright.PENANA9OvzI6ul5m
於是她也繼續說下去:「何鵬侑,你講!到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命?」337Please respect copyright.PENANAPehsiPtr9Y
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「我應承咗人,咁咪要搏命囉!承諾嚟架嘛!」我說道。337Please respect copyright.PENANA62di5P05EL
「喺承諾咁又點?」但她隨即就質問起來。337Please respect copyright.PENANA4RMRHVzVU7
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時,我也忍不住激動起來說:337Please respect copyright.PENANACjitnlEq8M
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉!就好似以前咁,我明明應承咗你,但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽,仲要搞到你分神輸咗!咪搞到你對我失望囉!」337Please respect copyright.PENANAUhuTYWTCDg
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「啪—」337Please respect copyright.PENANATak7rgl3p7
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。337Please respect copyright.PENANAZbGyNzliG3
我瞬間愣住,並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。337Please respect copyright.PENANAgxs6i3m6jC
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。337Please respect copyright.PENANABjEkJT74tp
直至這一刻,我才下意識過來。337Please respect copyright.PENANAfRxkAYeFjY
剛剛的那一句說話,到底是有多麼的錯……337Please respect copyright.PENANAryGPj7mzHo
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望,划算嗎」337Please respect copyright.PENANAySfa2VXQhT