第三十七章:問與答521Please respect copyright.PENANADfXSo5Uw5T
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」521Please respect copyright.PENANA6bvb7ACa0K
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。521Please respect copyright.PENANAEKP3NHTy9N
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:521Please respect copyright.PENANABphskXcyZI
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」521Please respect copyright.PENANApo16NU2Ssf
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。521Please respect copyright.PENANA0rxIH5hILw
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「做咩啦?心情差?」521Please respect copyright.PENANAsrBkDkUQOL
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。521Please respect copyright.PENANAc6CJL2fCVx
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。521Please respect copyright.PENANADAgLnQU3GY
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。521Please respect copyright.PENANAwOSd6fABoh
避免令她感到更煩躁。521Please respect copyright.PENANAymvL0NB6Pr
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。521Please respect copyright.PENANAmZ0A2B0qK0
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。521Please respect copyright.PENANAbkKllsdOpq
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……521Please respect copyright.PENANABNXE4pcFUY
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。521Please respect copyright.PENANAma9qDinTMr
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……521Please respect copyright.PENANANdQN4WNwPq
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「喂!Alvin!」521Please respect copyright.PENANAQmhaM2qHWk
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。521Please respect copyright.PENANAtLSChvYioA
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。521Please respect copyright.PENANAzRmaaDO812
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。521Please respect copyright.PENANAV54VBGTqTJ
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。521Please respect copyright.PENANAtKqtCQabE4
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」521Please respect copyright.PENANAZikP3JlqMT
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。521Please respect copyright.PENANAHR63NqGcon
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。521Please respect copyright.PENANAv6tmldDQto
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。521Please respect copyright.PENANAHG5Qctkafj
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。521Please respect copyright.PENANAp8I25U3i6L
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。521Please respect copyright.PENANAmnRICPBU48
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」521Please respect copyright.PENANAEiI6jCJ69z
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。521Please respect copyright.PENANA9mmN1d9Ivx
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。521Please respect copyright.PENANAz1YruxgSlT
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……521Please respect copyright.PENANAx90Qe6uCJI
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。521Please respect copyright.PENANAspVyRqVaWm
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。521Please respect copyright.PENANAUd72Ek643K
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」521Please respect copyright.PENANAF2aAEyDjG6
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。521Please respect copyright.PENANA3ndHjT3d35
但我沒有回應她。521Please respect copyright.PENANAWSokqUPBoI
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」521Please respect copyright.PENANAIPygZwnUQS
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。521Please respect copyright.PENANAR1cL1431OF
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」521Please respect copyright.PENANAxP985GHhmi
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。521Please respect copyright.PENANAAcn8zvLBbQ
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:521Please respect copyright.PENANAD05OqeLmUu
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」521Please respect copyright.PENANAshkXcXvelI
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。521Please respect copyright.PENANAEx7pZkcImt
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……521Please respect copyright.PENANAmUhS8PBoTU
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。521Please respect copyright.PENANAGapfRcut6e
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。521Please respect copyright.PENANANYWSaMmlUo
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」521Please respect copyright.PENANAMCS1GVHX2v
她思考了一會後再說。521Please respect copyright.PENANAjQUZ8ay8Hn
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「如果啲咩先?」521Please respect copyright.PENANA6wg2laY0VX
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。521Please respect copyright.PENANAHgp19b63KW
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」521Please respect copyright.PENANAnJpIYjjP9Y
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。521Please respect copyright.PENANAa6Y1IyIAWc
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。521Please respect copyright.PENANArzvkNuFBc7
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……521Please respect copyright.PENANAM1QIDAV8F5
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」521Please respect copyright.PENANA1PHqpPggty
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。521Please respect copyright.PENANAgAucip2lgq
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。521Please respect copyright.PENANA0XEDnEXhap
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。521Please respect copyright.PENANAOTklIo56YJ
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……521Please respect copyright.PENANA65Ff0SlBuB
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。521Please respect copyright.PENANAwPdQCA7Qmg
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……521Please respect copyright.PENANA5cmRFj11fs
所以我都不能確實回答。521Please respect copyright.PENANADhUP1A4PJ7
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。521Please respect copyright.PENANAml27rVsNFr
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」521Please respect copyright.PENANAiOUIkGksWH
我直接與她說。521Please respect copyright.PENANAD04F3dW0cG
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。521Please respect copyright.PENANADwteUsawkB
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……521Please respect copyright.PENANAK2QBiX0ygi
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」521Please respect copyright.PENANA1tSct7NGAu
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。521Please respect copyright.PENANAna9zayH20x
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……521Please respect copyright.PENANAoAuat3CeQA
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。521Please respect copyright.PENANAlVAlgOG45C
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」521Please respect copyright.PENANA5Rk8myRcKU
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。521Please respect copyright.PENANAHdh4XNn6Ze
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而我正在換衣的時候……521Please respect copyright.PENANALRrv4l574j
「鈴—鈴—」521Please respect copyright.PENANA5EvGHfYP1z
突然手機鈴聲響起了。521Please respect copyright.PENANA6tS2Dtdczz
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。521Please respect copyright.PENANAd9pWU9aRz7
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。521Please respect copyright.PENANAjDetujtY9y
我二話不說就接聽了。521Please respect copyright.PENANA97RUGc378M
「喂?依玲?」521Please respect copyright.PENANAw9L5Ao8eCF
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。521Please respect copyright.PENANAQXY9nT8IVh
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。521Please respect copyright.PENANApovLtE7W46
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。521Please respect copyright.PENANAWmWtQcE19H
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。521Please respect copyright.PENANAczI7VroMFT
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」521Please respect copyright.PENANAvElFIQanGC
她向我道歉起來。521Please respect copyright.PENANAgWgQ1w1nbX
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」521Please respect copyright.PENANAdb2AQUiGLf
我希望她不要太過介意。521Please respect copyright.PENANAaBxPkZB3N0
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……521Please respect copyright.PENANAcOaOhaAgkx
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。521Please respect copyright.PENANAIVxGQcpCPV
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……521Please respect copyright.PENANAWDtgkVjhT5
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。521Please respect copyright.PENANAfTPcJ04Uyl
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……521Please respect copyright.PENANANsqopUTRok
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」521Please respect copyright.PENANAt5F2guUDkD
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。521Please respect copyright.PENANAPgvJEvOaVl
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」521Please respect copyright.PENANAlltm7xPHEg
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。521Please respect copyright.PENANAM9y7gE2GnT
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「原來喺咁……」她說。521Please respect copyright.PENANAvf1SqJ3amp
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。521Please respect copyright.PENANA82z3hdDEQW
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」521Please respect copyright.PENANAqF7wAiXqHL
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……521Please respect copyright.PENANAFv4TTxqsmE
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?521Please respect copyright.PENANAb0jGnEaLTr
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」521Please respect copyright.PENANAg5MiLiIN9D