第四十三章:解釋516Please respect copyright.PENANAajsij6Jkir
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAqFKEYQIqmV
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。516Please respect copyright.PENANA1nDGXo0uKT
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。516Please respect copyright.PENANAz7C7xVVCT6
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……516Please respect copyright.PENANAvyuLnQ1lTD
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAmFCxGlmCEY
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。516Please respect copyright.PENANAMIh5RGUvvV
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAcWpCCXAJDl
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAKlWHwwY2qA
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。516Please respect copyright.PENANAmgpQmgD28z
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAozOc70co1d
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。516Please respect copyright.PENANAhb5qLq0fCW
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」516Please respect copyright.PENANA6r8nDkDfvk
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。516Please respect copyright.PENANAxNB55NjdjS
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAsn35YyM4RB
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。516Please respect copyright.PENANAkpgzGGrKci
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……516Please respect copyright.PENANA5r9PKLXR5S
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAmKLCGtdfoe
她的眼淚開始流下來了。516Please respect copyright.PENANAgR1hUjfMEh
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。516Please respect copyright.PENANAnsW7bSVFDu
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAVfDeCLu73C
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。516Please respect copyright.PENANAjAmQW86Boh
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「依玲!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAtHnWnvzQmP
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……516Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2edapGl9k
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAjgHbfRCFKh
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。516Please respect copyright.PENANAs8Lpj0LEW7
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。516Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZSQbNkRKn
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。516Please respect copyright.PENANAC2MafbKOss
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。516Please respect copyright.PENANAZUCyoSVEP4
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。516Please respect copyright.PENANARyCMTNGDEh
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。516Please respect copyright.PENANAldzkJg3nwD
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……516Please respect copyright.PENANAlfh2rQAeWT
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAN6zcG2XboQ
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。516Please respect copyright.PENANAjH24OfmSlQ
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。516Please respect copyright.PENANAeh4FNZgGZJ
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……516Please respect copyright.PENANAETfgDqBzRd
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。516Please respect copyright.PENANAdSweg85ZT0
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAZkOBcknugc
我最終都是向她道歉了。516Please respect copyright.PENANA2D7j4D9947
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。516Please respect copyright.PENANAU8dcxQta2d
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。516Please respect copyright.PENANAEoqyrRPSym
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。516Please respect copyright.PENANAf9fUrT4LDM
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。516Please respect copyright.PENANAytY9b5N4jM
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。516Please respect copyright.PENANA9ygg3FGSlE
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAfqAkTAZEv8
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAExiKq2rVhV
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。516Please respect copyright.PENANAZmVSGUpYFr
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。516Please respect copyright.PENANALWk4FHTtlD
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。516Please respect copyright.PENANAYRhB65MGoT
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?516Please respect copyright.PENANA0waKRA4bo0
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。516Please respect copyright.PENANAEkfHcOB4kf
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。516Please respect copyright.PENANA353Wdy1okv
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAHGReqq1q3G
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。516Please respect copyright.PENANAbNGWMz8DUs
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但我仍然沒有回應她……516Please respect copyright.PENANAc6LZDIBasn
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。516Please respect copyright.PENANAdXXSA9X9iB
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。516Please respect copyright.PENANASHgPbDeo61
令她失望的也是我。516Please respect copyright.PENANAftRbzgm6CM
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。516Please respect copyright.PENANAzuMpOnplAF
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。516Please respect copyright.PENANA19ikfR4LgF
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAxWB3hB2twh
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我沒有說話。516Please respect copyright.PENANAsjvIF7zhSr
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAqZBmwFGhyV
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。516Please respect copyright.PENANA5xjClnjdh8
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。516Please respect copyright.PENANAPqjv69tOPP
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。516Please respect copyright.PENANAJy0k1h6XEh
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。516Please respect copyright.PENANAWKIPWRps19
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。516Please respect copyright.PENANACecBoUNHTy
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAq0TQfmmzoy
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAa89ExiUcYA
我仍然被她緊摟著。516Please respect copyright.PENANAD20qGAW2Nx
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。516Please respect copyright.PENANAfWccJgbQb6
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。516Please respect copyright.PENANA2joHGjMxs9
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。516Please respect copyright.PENANA80SKBgzI9a
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。516Please respect copyright.PENANAhll4QMgYla
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。516Please respect copyright.PENANAbTsQ9nyo9h
我不是故意的這樣問的……516Please respect copyright.PENANAlR6HXTZqF7
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAk3wL8xGybw
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAAooYKMfXn8
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「哦……聽到啦……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAWs64BCgq4Y
我又被她罵了多一次。516Please respect copyright.PENANAnI4qMF7DGK
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。516Please respect copyright.PENANALL0t1ZzECc
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAe10ITPLYDI
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。516Please respect copyright.PENANAkdKmW2IEdd
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。516Please respect copyright.PENANAdPES8S2fXq
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……516Please respect copyright.PENANAtOnBIq8nVe
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。516Please respect copyright.PENANAktCJ2bTYOh
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAfbxYqwGJVf
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。516Please respect copyright.PENANA0zFjUvJbk2
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。516Please respect copyright.PENANAHVHvl8Pb9Q
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAxnNN1xDTkS
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。516Please respect copyright.PENANAx2NYV9EBkf
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……516Please respect copyright.PENANAYgVsbPdHAV
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」516Please respect copyright.PENANAXIeJuJUqVU
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。516Please respect copyright.PENANAhivVO6cSbi
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。516Please respect copyright.PENANAjKIRX6thRX
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAuWMF7Cz4zr
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。516Please respect copyright.PENANAxC3qXLIySG
然後就拉著我一同走回去。516Please respect copyright.PENANAD3wYilAcwg
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。516Please respect copyright.PENANAYPdGXPE2ZX
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……516Please respect copyright.PENANA08I1YmFSZT
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。516Please respect copyright.PENANAvxNjDr4Mgx
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAyoj3src4Mm
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。516Please respect copyright.PENANA6e1WAWfjh6
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAabs3FuxjDj
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAy6AS7WWZdK
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。516Please respect copyright.PENANAm6FRIcS2di
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……516Please respect copyright.PENANA6okLBxPDwt
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAdZRqsWKVPn
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」516Please respect copyright.PENANA9aY64Z3wbc
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAqlrj2OILqL
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。516Please respect copyright.PENANA0FLKmO6xCu
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。516Please respect copyright.PENANAoOI7UbSgf5
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……516Please respect copyright.PENANA2ivVzE947l
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAByRRlzqDg8
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。516Please respect copyright.PENANAzMvGRr67ip
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……516Please respect copyright.PENANALyvOpM1IJG
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」516Please respect copyright.PENANAxjcl5oZ6rt
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。516Please respect copyright.PENANAPa9qphVpvn
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAaG2W9mBS9A
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。516Please respect copyright.PENANAkNL9DbbWeP
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」516Please respect copyright.PENANAPEwaGdpb9n
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。516Please respect copyright.PENANAi9v7YVmDGT
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」516Please respect copyright.PENANAWWPavuktlq
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。516Please respect copyright.PENANAjNK7PAr9Qe
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。516Please respect copyright.PENANAmegXYYOXcQ
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。516Please respect copyright.PENANAXp6rNWWibn
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。516Please respect copyright.PENANA6c7de1LtRg
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。516Please respect copyright.PENANAKAoRI4kqeX
然後就一直掃著我的手機。516Please respect copyright.PENANAVj4LcWXc05
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。516Please respect copyright.PENANAIDKUgKWodH
我八卦地看了一下四周。516Please respect copyright.PENANAF1sIBkNIbP
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……516Please respect copyright.PENANAkZ06ldMGGh
我看見了Mandy。516Please respect copyright.PENANAwqdIJsru12
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。516Please respect copyright.PENANATLJ171QZmH
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。516Please respect copyright.PENANArVvHzFQMVo
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。516Please respect copyright.PENANAJMJgWJDeFR
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。516Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ8gw1yoCf
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……516Please respect copyright.PENANA3IUdfZ4ljh
我並沒有再看到她。516Please respect copyright.PENANAbRt0gJxwSe
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。516Please respect copyright.PENANA39ZxyZg35d
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