第九十二章:承諾與失望332Please respect copyright.PENANA8rlzJKKCwk
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「Alvin,你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界?」332Please respect copyright.PENANA2QsRnrSti5
在腦海中,我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……332Please respect copyright.PENANAk1jpMYpUW3
她問道了這一條問題,總感覺在過去的回憶當中,也有人詢問過同一條問題……332Please respect copyright.PENANA1wD7jVkQAW
對,那個人……就是Mandy。332Please respect copyright.PENANAEkK3qd8ink
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我記起,那天是中三時的某一個星期五。332Please respect copyright.PENANA74wAQWRska
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。332Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3gZALauzr
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題,一邊走回課室。332Please respect copyright.PENANAd6zf4LX0Tv
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「Alvin,Haley!你哋傾緊啲咩啊?」332Please respect copyright.PENANAlAkECw9Dz6
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。332Please respect copyright.PENANAFsogZrdiVB
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Haley見況,立即說:「唔阻你兩個,行先。」332Please respect copyright.PENANAKfy061b04R
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後,自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。332Please respect copyright.PENANAoDwd9oVSH1
無錯,其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。332Please respect copyright.PENANA9GQIyI22qu
不過他這樣一下子就走掉,也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……332Please respect copyright.PENANAwbc1so0MxQ
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「喂,Haley!洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。332Please respect copyright.PENANACIotZTJoaP
於是也只好放慢腳步,讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。332Please respect copyright.PENANANZBmMzDNFm
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「Haley個死仔,話走就走!」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。332Please respect copyright.PENANALV3W8QPdJu
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來,並說:「Haley可能怕尷尬掛,哈哈。」332Please respect copyright.PENANAOy2Chimq5U
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯,踏上返回課室的路程。332Please respect copyright.PENANAa2feaXX6WJ
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然而就在中途,Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說:「Alvin,你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界?」332Please respect copyright.PENANAA2wEir2Xbj
「會!一定會!應承咗你架嘛!」我馬上也回應了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAoycjKJwiN1
因為明天星期六,可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。332Please respect copyright.PENANALrRHYivcgm
身為她的男朋友,我沒有理由不去支持一下,為她打氣吧?332Please respect copyright.PENANADqWcrHYJLZ
除此之外,其實我也打算在她完成比賽後,帶她去看電影。332Please respect copyright.PENANABI7KUpuyM6
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAiwylvfe0wJ
然而,我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……332Please respect copyright.PENANAU8it5AkjGD
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隔天,正當我打算出門口時,媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。332Please respect copyright.PENANAfXEat3SfKP
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結,開始進行倒數。332Please respect copyright.PENANAOXv96PNvlX
若果想見最後一面,就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……332Please respect copyright.PENANAbVXGuJvK8t
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然而,我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。332Please respect copyright.PENANAKPbBrhUMlb
並在路途上,向Mandy發送了一個訊息:332Please respect copyright.PENANAJRLxtvkA2e
「我公公有事,要趕去醫院」332Please respect copyright.PENANAh1nijspLFy
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但是,當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身,手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。332Please respect copyright.PENANAjxz8uqD5zQ
因此沒有接收到我的訊息,並一直在比賽時,無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。332Please respect copyright.PENANAxg0BrLrYMb
卻因為我的缺席,而分神,最後也與勝利無緣。332Please respect copyright.PENANA0YLWS6Rqy6
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世,才會缺席。332Please respect copyright.PENANAnGLkvBl4Ie
使得輸掉了比賽的她,卻要反過來安慰我。332Please respect copyright.PENANAoYvE4uDdMA
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但後來,我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。332Please respect copyright.PENANA9Kv5LxgbXI
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席,彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。332Please respect copyright.PENANApcguubdsvq
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣,甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。332Please respect copyright.PENANAFgK7NRecEM
雖然她一直都說不關我的事,而且知道我是有原因才不來的。332Please respect copyright.PENANAtxKKSWPA5c
還覺得我有立即通知她,是盡責的行為。332Please respect copyright.PENANABQ4GCQXeqq
然而,只是因為她沒有看到訊息,才不知道我沒有來。332Please respect copyright.PENANARLwI0x7sHR
而一直在比賽時東張西望,這是她身為選手的不成熟。332Please respect copyright.PENANAHyiptxs9e5
但是,其實我是非常自責的,因為若果我有出現的話,或許她就不會輸掉比賽。332Please respect copyright.PENANARBBznzazMc
我從此得知了,當承諾實現不了的時候,就只會帶來失望,是對自己的失望……332Please respect copyright.PENANAsul1KFrFy4
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」332Please respect copyright.PENANAViZsWWohgu
「嗄!」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過,並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。332Please respect copyright.PENANAXnTCOhLD8y
於是我立即拿起來看,並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……332Please respect copyright.PENANAbGRrdPxK0f
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「弊,琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗,無覆到佢!」332Please respect copyright.PENANAXXvB1Glf7z
我慌張起來地說道,並馬上點開她的訊息來看。332Please respect copyright.PENANAUevYm9jLaw
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊?」332Please respect copyright.PENANAyElvMDTOjm
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。332Please respect copyright.PENANAQItnjlrTP3
然而,那時候我卻昏睡了,所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。332Please respect copyright.PENANAcH1rWOw95V
因此,在大約十分後她又傳來:332Please respect copyright.PENANA29LQ3l9849
「Online住唔應嘅?」332Please respect copyright.PENANAObUGquFZYs
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗?」332Please respect copyright.PENANAm7sxSH9H4d
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接著,再過五分鐘後,她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAW7cQfiuZel
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。332Please respect copyright.PENANAzdqeaj09PU
「聽日繼續加油啦!晚安啦傻>w<」332Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9GBibAYgB
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然後,直到今早六時半,她又向我傳來了一個訊息:332Please respect copyright.PENANA4IziYLv6yk
「我準備做手術啦」332Please respect copyright.PENANAt2av53lAe4
「做完再覆你ouo<3」332Please respect copyright.PENANARr3nyhIFHS
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後,立即就回覆她:332Please respect copyright.PENANA6wwtbEV1n6
「加油啊!我會等你回覆架>X<」332Please respect copyright.PENANAojhlsAABeA
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然而,這一段訊息,卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。332Please respect copyright.PENANAPkGztvMFsq
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。332Please respect copyright.PENANAvSGAIv78kc
會是單剔號,可能是因為訊號不良接收不到,也可能是她關機了。332Please respect copyright.PENANA3XFDeMjsAx
但這時候,我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。332Please respect copyright.PENANAbTcZSr7AUT
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息,由單剔號變成雙剔號……332Please respect copyright.PENANANK3UcWLLeQ
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雖然剔號並沒有改變,但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。332Please respect copyright.PENANARSxKgSX6iI
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著,痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。332Please respect copyright.PENANASgayQ1dF55
而且更糟糕的是,甚至在我平常步速下步行時。332Please respect copyright.PENANA3tSOQn6iiC
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛,使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。332Please respect copyright.PENANAiVOatuJs8b
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但我還不能就此停下腳步,因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。332Please respect copyright.PENANAKRvIfmnGBH
只要再多撐三場賽事,我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力,展示自己達成承諾了……332Please respect copyright.PENANAUgMiQj3FIf
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「各就位……預備……」332Please respect copyright.PENANALc37OwhWFF
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。332Please respect copyright.PENANAtIS6G864As
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備,然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。332Please respect copyright.PENANAh088PsXuAP
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣,我也只能以三個詞彙來形容,就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。332Please respect copyright.PENANAWjikinW4Il
但是我已經回不了去,因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。332Please respect copyright.PENANAE8nhiJV164
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「呯—」 332Please respect copyright.PENANAzcvLoKfukr
我立即抬起身來向前跑,卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。332Please respect copyright.PENANA3tqcXoshGo
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。332Please respect copyright.PENANAwlVTd054sz
接著更陸續被反超前,由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。332Please respect copyright.PENANA79qOcV7Nn5
最後更成為了最後一名。332Please respect copyright.PENANAvD11MfBevx
但是,即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好,還是追不上眼前的選手……332Please respect copyright.PENANAKOpxZ1P8Ir
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線,自己卻還在跑著。332Please respect copyright.PENANACTU33cQ9nv
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這場二百米賽事,我可是徹底地敗北了。332Please respect copyright.PENANAbEhhb0jr40
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了?332Please respect copyright.PENANAxyynUlCxjG
為什麼會落敗?為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了?332Please respect copyright.PENANAsiGrwBlQdc
我恨自己,恨自己又未能實現承諾。332Please respect copyright.PENANAeWyogmdyJK
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然而片刻後,我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。332Please respect copyright.PENANAVP33U11Nwu
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗,並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。332Please respect copyright.PENANA002yIg9qBF
可是這時候,前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路,並說:「阿侑……你做咩啦……」332Please respect copyright.PENANANDk131vH4Z
是Mandy。332Please respect copyright.PENANALlntP79lar
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「無啊,我去更衣室拉筋啊,仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」332Please respect copyright.PENANApGVHZecBOu
我馬上就向她說道了目的,並打算從她身旁走過。332Please respect copyright.PENANAfbfLZgtxSF
可是,她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說:332Please respect copyright.PENANAZBy6OybjNV
「Zack佢話你怪怪地,搏哂命去參加比賽,所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」332Please respect copyright.PENANAWCMvJBhO0M
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。332Please respect copyright.PENANANBdXOo7Xo8
可是她卻表現激動起來:「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁,你無嘢啊嘛?」332Please respect copyright.PENANAZostKY5d8z
我嚇了一嚇,沒有即時回應她。332Please respect copyright.PENANALF9QuPhrXY
於是她也繼續說下去:「何鵬侑,你講!到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命?」332Please respect copyright.PENANAajhZsPew9a
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「我應承咗人,咁咪要搏命囉!承諾嚟架嘛!」我說道。332Please respect copyright.PENANA0YagrlDki3
「喺承諾咁又點?」但她隨即就質問起來。332Please respect copyright.PENANAP1G63udL4g
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時,我也忍不住激動起來說:332Please respect copyright.PENANAPUdr38jSMf
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉!就好似以前咁,我明明應承咗你,但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽,仲要搞到你分神輸咗!咪搞到你對我失望囉!」332Please respect copyright.PENANA9A6XjIGvmu
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「啪—」332Please respect copyright.PENANACZbpgvb7yQ
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。332Please respect copyright.PENANA8Boa3zTUY7
我瞬間愣住,並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。332Please respect copyright.PENANAGgJaTajhRI
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。332Please respect copyright.PENANAIjvowbnW22
直至這一刻,我才下意識過來。332Please respect copyright.PENANAnFWp9BTcli
剛剛的那一句說話,到底是有多麼的錯……332Please respect copyright.PENANAN9dNAsA1AR
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望,划算嗎」332Please respect copyright.PENANARP1HHTPrAd