第一三五章:畢業營(十三)450Please respect copyright.PENANANk2VSp0UBy
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「杯麵聯歡會」過後,大家也在一陣討論中逐步返回宿舍。450Please respect copyright.PENANANIhuynfj1p
「真喺估唔到Mandy會走。」450Please respect copyright.PENANA7sfDyPJyAd
「算啦,本來我哋畢業後都會各散東西架啦。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAh4KrtwTshS
「其實我喺咪應該都去海外留學呢?」450Please respect copyright.PENANA3ugfoS8t66
「算把啦你,留喺香港算啦。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAkMM5uicG8s
「Alvin你唔翻去住啊?」450Please respect copyright.PENANA71sRfbusPl
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我搖頭,表示想在外面多待一會才返回宿舍。450Please respect copyright.PENANAnYqisld7CN
但此時也望向了不遠處的女生群。450Please respect copyright.PENANA4H0oOV1db1
只見她們紛紛圍繞著Mandy,有些人則繼續詢問著,有些人卻已經哭泣起來。450Please respect copyright.PENANAjAmQJdAl4P
看來今晚都沒有機會再與她交談了。450Please respect copyright.PENANAt1cOMdWJjy
畢竟她不再是只屬於我的……等等,為什麼我會這樣去想呢?450Please respect copyright.PENANANegZINDYZj
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「阿侑。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAWEUEAG0T9Q
一把熟悉的聲音從我後方傳來。450Please respect copyright.PENANAgsaKkdKT06
單靠逐漸變得明顯起來的棉花糖香味,我就知道是誰了。450Please respect copyright.PENANADD9JzULFnz
「依玲。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAcCLW42H2WD
我轉過身來望了她,依玲。450Please respect copyright.PENANA2Kjq36aCQc
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「你唔翻去?」她率先開口問道了我正想說的話。450Please respect copyright.PENANAGrwOYJ5X4T
因此我只是搖搖頭,接著就望向她:「我想散下步先再翻去。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAieBp5dZGHK
然後就是凝視著她,沒有作出任何的動作。450Please respect copyright.PENANAmp2QVxRcE4
而她也快就意會到,於是便隨即再說:450Please respect copyright.PENANAL7fjna2d3b
「我……我都散下步先翻去。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAu4SBZJ0KjG
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我沒有說話,只是點頭起來。450Please respect copyright.PENANAVgKS5exwZW
但是迎來的卻是皺起眉頭的她再說:「你怪怪哋咁。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAaLnAdsckaf
「怪怪哋?邊有,哈哈。」我當然是反駁起來,不過那語氣那夠假的。450Please respect copyright.PENANAQPo3pVhATS
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「你一早就知?」依玲無視了我又再問。450Please respect copyright.PENANA3BpIAg1cM8
她所說的「知」,應該是指Mandy要離開的事情了。450Please respect copyright.PENANAzgFjRPiSOD
到底是甚麼原因,使得她們都認為我應該一早就知道了?450Please respect copyright.PENANAudL9TanEyM
我真的很想說,其實我都是昨天才知道的……450Please respect copyright.PENANApVUMj9LLPo
但此刻的我並不想又一次解釋起來。450Please respect copyright.PENANAtgFvgIEH3G
或許是因為感到疲勞了?450Please respect copyright.PENANA9EcQ2ofSOh
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所以我接著只是把視線移離了依玲:「你哋覺得我一早知咪一早知囉。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAmQee3MLFmd
我知道自己不應該用這樣的語氣與她說話,但最後還是對她發晦氣了。450Please respect copyright.PENANAYoIcjVrraM
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然而她聽到我的這句話後,表現卻與預期不一樣。450Please respect copyright.PENANArYcpRlAnn4
她沒有感到生氣,而是表情變得擔憂起來。450Please respect copyright.PENANAyBMWehEV0q
「阿侑,你無事啊嘛?」450Please respect copyright.PENANA4QYqhGChmJ
「無……無事。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAgG6iTXJFgk
我直接回答,然後就開始往飯堂外的平台前進。450Please respect copyright.PENANATZ3YyhbCl7
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而依玲理所當然就是跟在我後方。450Please respect copyright.PENANAQkni8otUKY
因此接下來我也一百八十度轉過來,打算跟她說「你唔洗跟住我啦」。450Please respect copyright.PENANAuXUqvRJjtE
不過在轉身的瞬間,她卻直接撞到我的身上。450Please respect copyright.PENANA4whaPUBi6U
完全沒有想到她跟我的距離竟然會如此近貼。450Please respect copyright.PENANAJX90IgOjkq
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「啊,唔好意思。」她很快就抬頭道歉起來。450Please respect copyright.PENANAj9Jrf2B6qF
瞬間變得恭恭敬敬起來,並不像平時的她。450Please respect copyright.PENANAQApSV3jt5n
所以我都一同說道:「喺……喺我突然轉身唔啱先。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAnLMZM7jJKf
不過在話後,我們又再一次對上眼神。450Please respect copyright.PENANAhCHNKtsmF8
但是,我隨即也移開了視線,並說:「你早啲翻去沖涼休息下啦。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAdFxqh4Y00o
「你趕我走。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAyI4eUsaH2u
我立即瞪起雙眼,並再次望向了她。450Please respect copyright.PENANAawnyOr03PV
只見她的雙眼逐漸泛起淚光,更同時咬緊了雙唇。450Please respect copyright.PENANA5LGw51lfsR
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「依玲……」450Please respect copyright.PENANAGzCuyTI4CH
「我見你怪怪你哋,好心嚟睇下你,點知你唔肯講之餘,仲要趕我走。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAyHKntLmcIZ
淚珠已經開始從她的眼眶上滲出。450Please respect copyright.PENANAgrgusmb8LX
「我……我唔喺趕你走啊……」450Please respect copyright.PENANAZdihClpTjO
「你對我發晦氣都唔緊要,但點解你就唔肯講咩事呢?」450Please respect copyright.PENANAw2qoyeYnPH
「我……我……」450Please respect copyright.PENANANJ9bXW6Rqh
我稍為思考了一會,到底該怎樣跟她說才好。450Please respect copyright.PENANAUMOzrpMdHe
可是我最終還是合上嘴巴了,難道這就是所謂的有口難言嗎……450Please respect copyright.PENANAVQd9ro5ck5
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當然,依玲看到我支支吾吾過後,還是選擇合上嘴巴。450Please respect copyright.PENANAh5RoBtwJ4o
她那一刻的表情,我至今仍然銘記在心。450Please respect copyright.PENANAuuwikqzlzE
因為我使她感到失望了。450Please respect copyright.PENANAyqVGULCmWV
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而她接下來很快就把淚水擦掉,並再深呼吸了一口。450Please respect copyright.PENANAer8x9RIk1K
「你知唔知,我將所有嘢都肯同你講,喺因為我真心對阿侑你。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAjJn0JPRG3S
我知道,我當然知道,你是真心對我的。450Please respect copyright.PENANANPZA4OGqVu
「但喺阿侑你……似乎唔喺,點解至今仲要隱瞞我?」450Please respect copyright.PENANA7h89vsMWBp
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「其實我唔喺有心隱瞞你。」450Please respect copyright.PENANADkw0NKisoT
其實我都是真心對你的,原本我是打算說這句話。450Please respect copyright.PENANA6QxC5EggKA
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「你真喺好自私,好自私啊!」450Please respect copyright.PENANA9aDAKvSho4
淚水再次從她雙眼流下來。450Please respect copyright.PENANA8qEkUfY8xO
但當我打算開口說話時,她再說:「我同Raymond所有嘢都會同你講,但喺你同Mandy嘅事,就永遠都收埋收埋,包括佢喺你個EX、你同佢夾份做戲呃Martin、佢仲鍾意你、仲有……仲有……」450Please respect copyright.PENANA8jYJPQGhZa
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「仲有你根本無放低過佢!」450Please respect copyright.PENANAPuYPup3SXk
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在一聲喊道後,依玲就立即轉身往宿營的方向跑去。450Please respect copyright.PENANAGYkD2pi9Wz
完全沒有打算等待我回應。450Please respect copyright.PENANApfhKy573Gu
不,即使她等待了,我都無話可說。450Please respect copyright.PENANAP8Y0KJxSRS
但其實我很想立即捉住她,並解釋一番的。450Please respect copyright.PENANAD9tsLSLmIO
只是最終我還是打消了這個念頭。450Please respect copyright.PENANAc2Dcz17d2b
「我又聽到自私呢兩個字啦……唉。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAXilYEzxWts
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回到數小時前,我們還在進行野外定向的活動時……450Please respect copyright.PENANAm7VhAvD6q6
當我們十四組與前四組會合並被交付傳遞「同班共膳計劃」的任務後,我們便留在了空地上等待下一組的來臨。450Please respect copyright.PENANADSJUTU9Mo9
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而在等待的過程中,Laura擺脫了Poppy的追擊,再次來到了我身旁。450Please respect copyright.PENANALIeZ1guWda
「阿侑,趁隻幼犬未嚟搞住我,等我哋快啲繼續頭先嘅話題!」450Please respect copyright.PENANAN99NPS9VTq
「咩話題?」我疑惑地反問。450Please respect copyright.PENANAorwg4RCgx4
「你同Mandy嘅話題啊!」她一邊說著一邊環顧著四周。450Please respect copyright.PENANAqvda0jDa8b
於是我也一同好奇地四周巡視,並很快就發現了不遠處的Poppy似乎發現了Laura又走到我身旁。450Please respect copyright.PENANACb9f57fyqB
隨後,Poppy便開始往我們的方向急步前進。450Please respect copyright.PENANAvhXXtwscWK
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Laura發現Poppy的舉動後,語氣立即變得焦緊起來:450Please respect copyright.PENANArGQI8Isisi
「總之我啱先想同你講嘅就喺……一次咁大把!」450Please respect copyright.PENANA2r0h6onkHs
「咩一次啊?」450Please respect copyright.PENANA94Zt2Fndyh
「一次!真喺一次咁大把!」450Please respect copyright.PENANApDH12U1gr7
我們的對話就簡直雞同鴨講似的。450Please respect copyright.PENANA43u01VMpmJ
同一時間,Poppy也越來越接近了。450Please respect copyright.PENANA703usODyQH
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於是Laura便隨即準備拔腿就跑。450Please respect copyright.PENANAXuk3N3Rney
並在她準備離開時,也拋下了一句:450Please respect copyright.PENANAaDtbgJ3f74
「你就自私一次,聽從自己嘅內心,任性一次啦!」450Please respect copyright.PENANAiGWEW2j2vo
「自私一次咩呢?」450Please respect copyright.PENANAAtokAMD0pk
當我再問的時候,Laura已經起步逃走了。450Please respect copyright.PENANAdpzvZsBNdQ
但她還是扭頭望向我,並說了些甚麼。450Please respect copyright.PENANAyB76OX20PU
可是,同時身後已經傳來了Poppy的叫喊。450Please respect copyright.PENANA6Wy98WNp2R
使得我根本聽不到Laura到底說了些甚麼。450Please respect copyright.PENANABRUoibydBs
不過,從她的前言及口型推測,我大概猜到她說出那兩個字。450Please respect copyright.PENANAM8BimEusrK
「復合」450Please respect copyright.PENANAr9HszIkybR
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「自私、自私、自私……」450Please respect copyright.PENANAQFNfaNsMeU
在依玲離開後,我便靠在欄杆上自言自語起來。450Please respect copyright.PENANAYrzTlW92lb
依玲剛才的那句「你真喺好自私」,仍然在我腦海中徘徊著。450Please respect copyright.PENANAuVyx4WRj4V
「自私」這詞,到底我今天已經聆聽了多少次呢。450Please respect copyright.PENANARddpH5xftm
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與此同時,我也回想起Laura今天的說話。450Please respect copyright.PENANAOBTo32brPm
「到底佢喺幾時發現嘅呢?」我不禁又自言自語起來。450Please respect copyright.PENANAc2aBda1lvy
但是很快也想通了為何她會如此說道了。450Please respect copyright.PENANA0AO3KUcNEV
畢竟我與她同班了將近六年,清楚知道她可是一個善於讀心的女孩。450Please respect copyright.PENANA5K8vY0DRGr
所以,或許她也早已看穿了我一直埋藏在內心的念頭了。450Please respect copyright.PENANA41BBleylbp
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可是當我想起Laura那句最後的二字時。450Please respect copyright.PENANAr0kHoZ4nFi
我也不禁在口邊碎碎唸:「如果我真喺咁做,咪好自私……」450Please respect copyright.PENANATHt1P4kOOD
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「你當然好自私啦。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAVYUNks7RB2
然而,就在我說道後,暗處卻突然傳來一把聲音。450Please respect copyright.PENANAXySjonNAcI
相信即使化成灰,這一把聲音我仍然能認得出是誰的。450Please respect copyright.PENANAJzFVEhr7lE
而那人接著也從暗處走出,並再說:「我唔覺意咁聽到少少啦,原來我哋……」450Please respect copyright.PENANAWCyw5YG60I
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「你收聲。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAtS8MwUbdAe
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即使我如此說道,對方沒有打算閉嘴,繼續把話接下去。450Please respect copyright.PENANAUePkVAMjnU
使得我都不得一同開聲說:450Please respect copyright.PENANAoJGuzxjLxj
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「我哋果然喺同一種人,Alvin!」450Please respect copyright.PENANAfrvEkj2ZRK
「我同你唔喺同一種人,Toby!」450Please respect copyright.PENANA5DVu3ym3JW
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「刻意隱瞞,其實都是為了你」450Please respect copyright.PENANAZN9unIA6l1