第二章:談話581Please respect copyright.PENANAddmI4bZEx5
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「原來喺咁,咁佢都幾賤格喎!」我邊捲著意粉邊說。581Please respect copyright.PENANA5edTHQRqGo
「咪喺!估唔到佢會狗到咁,個陣已經覺得佢怪怪地。」依玲有點生氣地說,然後喝了一口飲料。581Please respect copyright.PENANALGcGhQ3nD6
現在我與依玲都在一間餐廳吃著晚餐。581Please respect copyright.PENANAUaXvCVq3dg
氣氛總比剛剛在學校時更緩和了些。581Please respect copyright.PENANAkURuY67Emo
她一邊吃著她的意大利飯一邊向我說她與Raymond發生了甚麼事。581Please respect copyright.PENANA6QMoEkG2FZ
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回溯到剛剛在課室時。581Please respect copyright.PENANADRI3YPUtrh
「阿侑……唔好走……唔好離開我……」依玲捉住了我的袖口,低著頭說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAJkeSo15Pb4
「好……我唔走,我喺到。」我立即回答眼前這個在哭泣著的女生。581Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3IPedd0AJ
但她仍然沒有鬆開她的手,仍然緊緊地捉住了我的袖口。581Please respect copyright.PENANAk0LOg2bBox
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「發生咩事啦?做咩咁晏仲自己一個喺課室……仲要喊得淒涼。」581Please respect copyright.PENANATno85Shyxg
或許我直接了一點,但我大慨猜到她接下來會說的話。581Please respect copyright.PENANASzjK16NxMz
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「我……我同Raymond分咗手……」她鬆開了捉緊我衣袖的手。581Please respect copyright.PENANAWPKQe6yqXD
我見狀立即從書包拿出一包紙巾並遞給了她。581Please respect copyright.PENANAZlbB8upha7
「謝謝……」她拿著了我的紙巾但仍然沒有抽出來把眼淚擦掉。581Please respect copyright.PENANA4UA0Q5L8rY
彷彿是想讓它們都繼續流下來,直到乾涸為止。581Please respect copyright.PENANAJvBFmPPMHp
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這段期間,我們沒有再說任何一句話,如同空氣都靜止了般。581Please respect copyright.PENANAbEklm6xfBW
眼前的依玲就一直哭泣著,而我就只能站在她面前看她哭。581Please respect copyright.PENANAHUfXeKCyUu
誰也沒有想得到,才剛成為朋友一個月多的我們,這麼快就經歷如此尷尬的場面。581Please respect copyright.PENANAhO9dujAtoh
我看見女生在哭,對上一次是中三學期中時,我們班因為在辯論比賽中被指發言行為不檢而遭到取消資格,身為參賽者之一的Mandy在回到課室時哭了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAkWmMNGhgCR
幸好上次都有其他同學可以一起安慰她,但這一次卻只有我一個。581Please respect copyright.PENANA3haV94YYGC
雖然有點徬徨,但我知道自己應該要做點東西了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAeVZaNxV8PZ
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「不如我哋去晚飯啊,咁你都可以邊食邊同我講發生咩事啊嘛。」581Please respect copyright.PENANAGLk3ZnUZel
我終於開口打破了這個連空氣都靜止了的局面。581Please respect copyright.PENANA90P0YDbif8
依玲聽到這句話後,暫時停止了一下哭泣看著我。581Please respect copyright.PENANAJtwGcECeHf
她想了一想,然後說:「好,我同媽媽講聲先。」581Please respect copyright.PENANAg7TFT0RNB3
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就這樣依玲在課室內打著電話給她的媽媽。581Please respect copyright.PENANA2TZ7SXUmKK
而我就站在課室外等待她。581Please respect copyright.PENANAAznk1csqG1
我回想起對上一次與女生單獨吃飯是甚麼時候的事了呢?581Please respect copyright.PENANAvCkgZZ9ZJc
我都不太記得了……是與Mandy嗎?還是其他人?581Please respect copyright.PENANAD36J2vM6tW
「算啦。」我看著昏間的天空自言自語地說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAouHoKz4lXJ
我想這次吃飯都只是純粹想了解一下依玲與Raymond發生了甚麼事。581Please respect copyright.PENANAyY3gyF22WN
只是純粹八卦一下了是吧?581Please respect copyright.PENANAST4Z6WhYIS
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「行得啦,我同媽媽講咗唔翻屋企食啦。」依玲從班房走了出來。581Please respect copyright.PENANA1b43YRRRqR
「咁我哋去食意大利嘢好無?附近商場間意大利嘢唔錯。」我立即回應。581Please respect copyright.PENANALQ8vOfaL2Y
「都得啊,你帶路啦。」她微笑了一下地回應我。581Please respect copyright.PENANAdSunTYiFRN
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學校與商場有點距離,起初我們在路程上都沒有說話。581Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ubsy2fJg5
但我始終抵受不住這種寧靜的氣氛,於是開口:「其實你……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4xqXXKr1j
「其實我……」依玲一樣開口了。581Please respect copyright.PENANA7VVhua06tK
氣氛又頓時變得有點小尷尬。581Please respect copyright.PENANAiyDvFnLlxh
「你講先啦。」我先讓她問口。581Please respect copyright.PENANAt4COynD1vS
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「其實我同佢喺暑假個陣已經成日嗌交,好少事就嗌幾日交。」581Please respect copyright.PENANADH3Wc8pLsO
我看一看依玲,只見她微微地低著頭邊走邊說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAlBbpV6jpcw
「咁之後呢?」我示意她繼續說下去。581Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZeZWgMU9L
「佢覆我覆得越嚟越疏,以前都喺秒回嘅,有事未覆到都會講聲。但佢暑假之後就越嚟越怪,Whatsapp在線上都唔喺覆我先,有時仲會已讀我,就好似個次……」581Please respect copyright.PENANA8GcvoFGX8R
她不斷拿出不同的例子,跟我說Raymond如何對她疏遠。581Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y3O2SaGwH
說著說著就已經來到了餐廳。581Please respect copyright.PENANAg8fU0kI1DH
我們坐下並點了些食物,然後就繼續聽她在說接下來的事。581Please respect copyright.PENANAGOQydwkCEu
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「其實臨放暑前我就收到風,話佢同一個一樣喺話劇社嘅Form2妹妹好好傾。我問佢有無咁嘅事,佢話只喺因為老師安排咗佢哋喺同一個工作崗位,所以先會咁好傾,仲叫我放心佢哋無嘢……」依玲開始有點不憤地說。581Please respect copyright.PENANA0gxd3uxROi
其實是正常人都知道,通常說「我們無關係的」,高達80%都喺是有內情的。581Please respect copyright.PENANACe9MZpC74W
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「我嗰陣竟然仲信佢話無嘢,我真喺好天真。」依玲更氣憤地拍打了桌面一下。581Please respect copyright.PENANAzn6HeNPTuV
周圍用餐中的人聽到一下響聲後,都紛紛把視線轉移到我們。581Please respect copyright.PENANAZssHbqx0nK
「你冷靜啲先,個個都望過嚟啦。」我試圖安撫一下她的情緒。581Please respect copyright.PENANAwD49BKUlsD
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「Oh sorry,激動咗少少……總之之後開學無耐我又收到風,話佢約咗個Form2妹妹去OP玩!個日佢仲要呃我話喺去咗聽個鋼琴老師嘅concert!」她又再一次非常氣憤,但所幸這次沒有大力拍打桌面。581Please respect copyright.PENANArmfmi4Zs4C
「所以你就同佢分手啦?」我終於把話題拉到了重點。581Please respect copyright.PENANAP20VQYubyi
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當我說完後,發現她的瞼色有點少許變了,由剛剛很氣憤變到有點沮喪。581Please respect copyright.PENANATW8iKi28bT
「其他我喺咪有嘢做得唔好?點解佢要咁樣出軌……」她聲音低沈地說。581Please respect copyright.PENANAzxfpj2QmRA
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我見情況開始有點不妙,於是立即說:「你無唔好啊!唔好嗰個喺佢!佢唔負責任、唔定性、唔尊重……」581Please respect copyright.PENANAYp8CJ3pqne
我不斷把畢生都學會的貶義詞全都罵在Raymond身上。581Please respect copyright.PENANAWVePfuHXc0
雖然我與他不熟,又是這件事的局外人,這樣罵好像不太好。581Please respect copyright.PENANAVniFNsTOQD
但這一刻為了安撫依玲,再難聽點的說話都要罵下去。581Please respect copyright.PENANAPyKlEPaXx0
依玲見我如此落力地罵,而且所用的詞語更越來越牽強了,她還是笑了。581Please respect copyright.PENANAYNolWxuIla
到底是因為我罵的說話很到位而笑?581Please respect copyright.PENANA7rVR5LNKf6
還是因為看見不斷在絞盡腦汁在罵人的我很有趣而笑呢?581Please respect copyright.PENANAIo51EOO3DA
我都不知道。581Please respect copyright.PENANAEPYdebSDmT
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我們最後邊吃飯邊談話了整整兩個小時,終於準備回家。581Please respect copyright.PENANAHZH9weOufz
這時的依玲情緒都回復正常了,笑容都逐漸回來。581Please respect copyright.PENANATgy7DuYAXP
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我把她送到車站與她道別。581Please respect copyright.PENANAcqQBRCoHPw
「翻去小心啲啦,唔好諗咁多嘢啦,沖個涼瞓個靚教啦!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAeV5vgLbXD9
「但我未做功課喎……」她說。581Please respect copyright.PENANA8GrG0Uv5Ip
「仲做咩啊,聽朝你早啲翻嚟抄我個份啦!」我拍一拍心口回答。581Please respect copyright.PENANA3PZb9IuoR6
「哈哈,痴線……啊!有車啦!我上車先啦Bye bye!」581Please respect copyright.PENANAX4lpqK2tVG
依玲聽到我的說話笑了一笑後就揮著手上車與我道別。581Please respect copyright.PENANAqUgrBhsV8L
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「好彩佢都喺笑住咁走。」581Please respect copyright.PENANAGVTroEZito
看著她的車離開後,我也開始踏上我的回家之路。581Please respect copyright.PENANAGY75gwZdyQ
此時手機突然震動了一下……是依玲在Whatsapp傳訊息給我。581Please respect copyright.PENANAarefHw3tEl
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「今日真喺我多謝你聽我呻,你翻去都小心啲啦。」她附加了一個猴子掩眼的表情圖案。581Please respect copyright.PENANA7XfbUvX55k
我立即回覆她:「之後有咩事都可以同我講架,我永遠都會洗耳恭聽。」581Please respect copyright.PENANASkrXEAwUsc
「永遠都會洗耳恭聽」這句話令我們從今天起除了談日常趣事外……581Please respect copyright.PENANATKx1g6DU9Y
更開始談起了感情事。581Please respect copyright.PENANAN9BcWRpC4V
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「當你在意一個人,就會用盡任何的方法來討好她」581Please respect copyright.PENANAm3BSEf3pHF