第四十三章:解釋518Please respect copyright.PENANAGrWQ1FBFiD
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAKUVJtFJnPF
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAve7SiMWzAA
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。518Please respect copyright.PENANA0peytMqlLr
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……518Please respect copyright.PENANAO202cDREtS
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」518Please respect copyright.PENANAqLCK9kGZrk
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。518Please respect copyright.PENANAYnY8v0mkjf
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAKJY6arIc8p
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」518Please respect copyright.PENANA2zPTxEdZ06
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。518Please respect copyright.PENANA4tHOSUObZe
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAmdvQY0Uqkq
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。518Please respect copyright.PENANArKjkn9OZpb
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAHqmQ1lz2gO
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。518Please respect copyright.PENANATTIOh51PcS
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」518Please respect copyright.PENANAQLvGATqzPO
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。518Please respect copyright.PENANA3qwD5Nctvw
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……518Please respect copyright.PENANAqRfcsZ3B8S
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」518Please respect copyright.PENANAvWhvGzmpth
她的眼淚開始流下來了。518Please respect copyright.PENANAM74XNnCWHL
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。518Please respect copyright.PENANArbuaaNvcKD
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」518Please respect copyright.PENANAJvpcx3bQkP
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。518Please respect copyright.PENANA5eF6urHHwI
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「依玲!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAtGYTmsN25V
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……518Please respect copyright.PENANAtbJCfMPE9D
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAkHo2m2kHfm
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。518Please respect copyright.PENANAofFvn7EGJ0
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。518Please respect copyright.PENANAMt6Zjy6NQK
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。518Please respect copyright.PENANAx99Q9hJ4TM
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。518Please respect copyright.PENANAvoTVN32sxs
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。518Please respect copyright.PENANArN1pWIewRu
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。518Please respect copyright.PENANAyvfm5f20jN
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……518Please respect copyright.PENANA5VatSs9TSn
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAwEAMzEy2CH
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。518Please respect copyright.PENANACWkEsdWaxr
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。518Please respect copyright.PENANApKwZbn0Lo0
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……518Please respect copyright.PENANA99aLkOVnfL
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。518Please respect copyright.PENANAqMsboK2tuK
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAxW3C5gIkYI
我最終都是向她道歉了。518Please respect copyright.PENANA0XbtSlZDsU
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。518Please respect copyright.PENANAOqitRXMx5Z
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。518Please respect copyright.PENANAgc29XoFYBR
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。518Please respect copyright.PENANAI81f8AXTDk
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。518Please respect copyright.PENANA2cRMnof9dv
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。518Please respect copyright.PENANAmLbNncFQTm
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAei8AphaBkg
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAvutAkXARMK
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。518Please respect copyright.PENANAAz6a2rX68p
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。518Please respect copyright.PENANAB8uqeCLgoU
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。518Please respect copyright.PENANAL8ZO9swAuT
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?518Please respect copyright.PENANAnFro1NQp1Z
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。518Please respect copyright.PENANAOwpDUEBxN9
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。518Please respect copyright.PENANAY3r6P5XuKH
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAWYC1APSNDy
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。518Please respect copyright.PENANA5eAoIJ9jyS
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但我仍然沒有回應她……518Please respect copyright.PENANAogTNpWHr7o
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。518Please respect copyright.PENANAHSK1PCmafM
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。518Please respect copyright.PENANAaHNBZmp3Dc
令她失望的也是我。518Please respect copyright.PENANAk5Hi6BwKnd
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。518Please respect copyright.PENANAvM6Oo4fqgF
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。518Please respect copyright.PENANA6U894hNpZ0
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAX9gN4H1sYR
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我沒有說話。518Please respect copyright.PENANA8jplAbRVGj
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAf0QvpvVCNE
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。518Please respect copyright.PENANAlPJSqXEXaX
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。518Please respect copyright.PENANAf7LD5elgPc
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。518Please respect copyright.PENANADzLu5xqWTN
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。518Please respect copyright.PENANAEmWUXrRFfH
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。518Please respect copyright.PENANAcZNVInGEEV
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAM8L2jQOaIl
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」518Please respect copyright.PENANAGBR7BAtHCx
我仍然被她緊摟著。518Please respect copyright.PENANA6vXTWZI1nW
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。518Please respect copyright.PENANA59NYprybUI
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。518Please respect copyright.PENANAPaXaL72tWd
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。518Please respect copyright.PENANAuRglr7McCI
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。518Please respect copyright.PENANAXOIQjNyIit
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。518Please respect copyright.PENANAh2k5YXGQpY
我不是故意的這樣問的……518Please respect copyright.PENANAWPrr0aoGQ0
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAkssC3Dt5jV
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAtgN3xFZiXs
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「哦……聽到啦……」518Please respect copyright.PENANAu1waWcf9Qo
我又被她罵了多一次。518Please respect copyright.PENANANQuR11oF7B
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。518Please respect copyright.PENANA9quNa6iqhJ
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」518Please respect copyright.PENANATfYUjmMWS1
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。518Please respect copyright.PENANAdhSHRJw9Q0
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。518Please respect copyright.PENANA372oURpUHT
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……518Please respect copyright.PENANABkAafWAsWF
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。518Please respect copyright.PENANAsGxOnq3Hd0
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAtGnDSNCBy7
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。518Please respect copyright.PENANAv55uZlSyHx
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。518Please respect copyright.PENANAjfjbb8TibL
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAxxH3Hsp1iE
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。518Please respect copyright.PENANA0opaSecWXN
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……518Please respect copyright.PENANAD5WrJttG3G
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」518Please respect copyright.PENANACpch3TDo1I
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。518Please respect copyright.PENANA8WXFsC4mJp
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。518Please respect copyright.PENANAx53AlkNnJc
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4DRS3fGjG
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。518Please respect copyright.PENANAECf6jX7DNC
然後就拉著我一同走回去。518Please respect copyright.PENANAmbpblLDFsw
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。518Please respect copyright.PENANAjgIjRHRLrj
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……518Please respect copyright.PENANAheMw5ksm7H
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。518Please respect copyright.PENANAS9ciZl82e9
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAQEDHq4FnxY
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。518Please respect copyright.PENANAKheWvhac2A
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAfLreW7kf7m
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」518Please respect copyright.PENANADUk6YtkKWp
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。518Please respect copyright.PENANAqxj4MYEiZ0
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……518Please respect copyright.PENANAYdFcOju9MK
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」518Please respect copyright.PENANArHgTinUP4o
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAU2MZFj8drz
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」518Please respect copyright.PENANADPmm49i0uZ
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。518Please respect copyright.PENANA3Nc2hsKyZJ
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。518Please respect copyright.PENANAstPFqcApiJ
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……518Please respect copyright.PENANAhGAwUTsytW
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。518Please respect copyright.PENANApJwhsX1OZS
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。518Please respect copyright.PENANAldk03viVc3
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……518Please respect copyright.PENANAIJczhvdS9q
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」518Please respect copyright.PENANAs6LtLCIguT
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。518Please respect copyright.PENANA8tmoo1GgBF
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAfv5kHmSkoY
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAIYGav4yu6l
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAKtjPKNp7Dd
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。518Please respect copyright.PENANAkvazKoJXVc
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAQiKPcGLLKH
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。518Please respect copyright.PENANARLUJd9rmF9
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。518Please respect copyright.PENANA8ExdoQAlZc
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。518Please respect copyright.PENANA47Gn9xvSga
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。518Please respect copyright.PENANAuOK5vkBTDO
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。518Please respect copyright.PENANA15Nhe9P8qw
然後就一直掃著我的手機。518Please respect copyright.PENANA2uuBcglWCp
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。518Please respect copyright.PENANAOcETBqSaDB
我八卦地看了一下四周。518Please respect copyright.PENANAJru4nQwVbm
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……518Please respect copyright.PENANAzluR6QrgVD
我看見了Mandy。518Please respect copyright.PENANA9K0M5LE3oe
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。518Please respect copyright.PENANAHQODAAGJhF
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。518Please respect copyright.PENANAjtE6THJXwA
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。518Please respect copyright.PENANA2lJZGDMmmM
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。518Please respect copyright.PENANAARx5f7j5MZ
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……518Please respect copyright.PENANAOSUdyDp4FD
我並沒有再看到她。518Please respect copyright.PENANAUMlGYwNAeG
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