「你最近點呀?」Jason。220Please respect copyright.PENANAfyAVK0XEml
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時間輾轉已經是二月份的第七天,也是年初七的人日;今年的大年初一,完美地落在二月份的第一天,日子真好算。220Please respect copyright.PENANAYsLrcS1XjU
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這幾天,由於連Priscilla也有自己的工作要忙,於是我也留在大學宿舍裡溫習。220Please respect copyright.PENANAGFxZQRNqtt
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就趁我還在數學功課時,我收到了一則由兄弟Jason給我的WhatsApp短信。220Please respect copyright.PENANAYUoiWqTI4W
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當我再仔細翻著手機內容,才發覺原來我miss了他剛才撥過來的通話,於是我又回撥。220Please respect copyright.PENANA5cRmbive2k
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我:Jason?220Please respect copyright.PENANAfmAXN53diF
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Jason:今晚出唔出嚟公園飲酒?220Please respect copyright.PENANA16AdS68uTI
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我:唔喇,想溫書220Please respect copyright.PENANAzsT6kTe3nx
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Jason:你最近有咩攪呀?220Please respect copyright.PENANA2XMlpMybdj
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我:冇,都係溫書做功課囉。220Please respect copyright.PENANAsCcLphKoQb
我:同你講呀,我最近識咗條女,上星期仲去埋人地屋企度瞓。220Please respect copyright.PENANAyV0JQEsPO3
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Jason:條女係網上識?220Please respect copyright.PENANAdemc6GiAJ9
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我:係呀220Please respect copyright.PENANA2qHgmGFHF7
我;其實上個月已經識咗,計埋前面已經見過三次面。220Please respect copyright.PENANAfYxzHficaa
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然後,我把相識的經過,我和Priscilla一起做過甚麼事,去過哪裡,簡略地告訴Jason。220Please respect copyright.PENANAZReEiw8Bvo
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Jason:拖咗手未呀?220Please respect copyright.PENANAelOd2p7py0
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我:Er......撓佢隻手呀,摸佢個頭呀,平排咁撓住佢條腰行路呀,呢啲算唔算?220Please respect copyright.PENANAPaTcGPKssm
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我:總之呢!⋯⋯係有掂佢嘅。220Please respect copyright.PENANAk8WKg7neTw
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Jason:你主動啲嘛!220Please respect copyright.PENANA0roOhSaeaQ
Jason:有啲拖手仔動作我要教一教你。220Please respect copyright.PENANAKfcEbTvL6B
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我;你等埋我,我今晚出嚟!220Please respect copyright.PENANAgkdMEGCbvB
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Jason:屌你,你條友真係呀,一教你溝女你就即出啦?220Please respect copyright.PENANAdMcofKUELr
(突然譏笑起來。)220Please respect copyright.PENANAfU388eaBya
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我完全沒有打扮,只換上很隨便的男裝,便出門見Jason。220Please respect copyright.PENANAcegRsSLXov
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我們買了半打啤酒,就在附近的公園找長椅坐。220Please respect copyright.PENANAFJoj6NbxjM
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「Cheers!」220Please respect copyright.PENANApUqXgoxPNy
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喝酒不一定吐真言;但是整個氣氛瞬間變了「心事台」。220Please respect copyright.PENANA7jk8Pb4Zml
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我一五一十地把我和Priscilla由網上相遇,到相識的經過,還有中間發生過甚麼事,和她的基本背景,完全地告訴Jason。220Please respect copyright.PENANAxGeoHb3KqI
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Jason:有冇樣睇下?220Please respect copyright.PENANAMVKd0AAtkt
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要了解一個人,看她的IG都是家常便飯。220Please respect copyright.PENANAge1AkKOYnR
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Jason例牌地審視著Priscilla的IG檔案,只要相片中有Priscilla的樣子出現,他都會去看。220Please respect copyright.PENANA4sat6xCPe9
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Priscilla去過不同國家拍照,歐洲的有英國、意大利、捷克等等,亞洲的也有日本、台灣,有些是她在田裡、在火車站拍下的全身寫照,也有些精選動態是她和一些外地人的合照。220Please respect copyright.PENANAxHcNt7wB1T
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我在Ch.22.2也提過自己的擇偶條件,就是因為她會周遊列國,而且性格上也是偏向腐女型,樣子勉強過得去但是懂一點打扮,也會寫劇本;論學歷要求我也不高,基本上,只要跟我一樣至少「香港八大」就可以,她完全不是問題。220Please respect copyright.PENANAr4KPytDWaN
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目前來講,她是最接近我最想要的類型。在初次約會時,她給了我最有女朋友的感覺。220Please respect copyright.PENANAsjIMB7toKo
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因為和家人關係不好,所以要保持地下情,有事向Jason請教。220Please respect copyright.PENANAUdW6yhn3S3
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我:你覺得佢點?220Please respect copyright.PENANAPiSVHZNwxZ
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Jason一邊看一邊認真地思考著。220Please respect copyright.PENANA1BCsAGiazU
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Jason:我覺得佢靚極有限。220Please respect copyright.PENANA1YNrWR3iIn
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我:靚極有限?220Please respect copyright.PENANAt8yi4gdtLg
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我倒也想聽聽Jason怎說。220Please respect copyright.PENANAxa3dnGnODk
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Jason:佢好明顯喺大陸落嚟之後,想融入呢度嘅主流生活,但係又入唔到。220Please respect copyright.PENANAoBQxHtFRYw
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我:我記得佢講過話住咗6年,差幾個月就攞永久證。220Please respect copyright.PENANARdySENLEyW
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Jason:佢係好需要有人帶路。220Please respect copyright.PENANAfgm0gzftaJ
Jason:佢單身咗幾耐呀?220Please respect copyright.PENANAJJcnxOs4WN
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我:都差唔多4年啦。220Please respect copyright.PENANAGBbIUw5J1H
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我分享著自己所得的情報給Jason。220Please respect copyright.PENANABhnVGktl2Y
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Jason:我可以話俾你聽,佢好明顯就係香港搵唔到仔。220Please respect copyright.PENANAhiWo0sYego
Jason:佢身邊擺明就冇咩男性朋友。220Please respect copyright.PENANAsINint3hTq
Jason:你係食得住佢嘅。220Please respect copyright.PENANAMVQ2GDoMjg
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我:你肯定佢冇人溝?220Please respect copyright.PENANAxcr7vXhzuo
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Jason:好明顯啦,佢係入唔到香港人個圈子,更加唔好講要搵人出pool。220Please respect copyright.PENANAxEa9NWKcSk
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我:佢都話喺香港冇咩親朋戚友。220Please respect copyright.PENANAzaZvlO0vSW
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Jason:而家仲封緊關嘛?220Please respect copyright.PENANABhRV8ei2uu
Jason:趁呢個大好機會,有得上佢就上啦!220Please respect copyright.PENANAHRia806qfg
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Jason:你再開個IG出嚟俾我望下。220Please respect copyright.PENANAl8dP4tC7HG
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Jason再次閱覽著Priscilla的檔案,他在無意之中,發現到一張相片,那是Priscilla在一個海邊的柱子旁,「壁咚」著一個女性朋友。220Please respect copyright.PENANApxqNi5kS3d
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Jason:有樣嘢我頭先唔記得同你講⋯⋯220Please respect copyright.PENANAXjL39z0EtS
Jason:呢個女仔個樣,令我覺得佢前世係TB。220Please respect copyright.PENANA3lqxHDamFH
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我所認識的Jason,偶爾就是會語出驚人。220Please respect copyright.PENANAENU0sxKWHC
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我:唔係好明。220Please respect copyright.PENANAd7y2IVCT3G
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我喝了一口啤酒,Jason也來一口。220Please respect copyright.PENANAfW3W6v92gj
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Jason:我意思係佢有可能以前做過TB,maybe中學啦,然後而家又想認真做返一個女仔。220Please respect copyright.PENANApn1FCKOo86
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我:學你話齋,所以佢先至要咁需要有人帶路?220Please respect copyright.PENANAxOhgEDcU03
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我又翻看著這張她和朋友的海邊寫照,那女生和女生「壁咚」的動作⋯⋯220Please respect copyright.PENANALg7wMjKE5s
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我:我明你講咩喇!220Please respect copyright.PENANAZvwE0W5boy
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可是,再想想Jason的話,又覺得Jason的分析太武斷。220Please respect copyright.PENANAwywkcUvzan
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我:但係⋯⋯你剩係望呢張相,就覺得佢做過TB?會唔膚淺得濟呀?220Please respect copyright.PENANAJMBKCTU4xb
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Jason:佢身邊實有至少一個les/TB嘅。220Please respect copyright.PENANABPSgwqSTzV
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說完這句,又真的讓我想起,在第二次跟Priscilla約會時,那段3人行的經歷,Priscilla又真的有一個這樣的朋友。220Please respect copyright.PENANABluYPVv8Nv
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說真的,那個朋友就是Jason所說的那種人。通常一個LGBTQIA的人,身邊總會吸引來一些LGBTQIA的關係。物以類聚,是整個宇宙其中一條不變的鐵律。220Please respect copyright.PENANApGHjRNUNlR
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我:咦,你又講啱喎!!早兩次見面,佢又真係有個TB打扮嘅朋友俾我見喎。220Please respect copyright.PENANAky1lOsBfpt
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Jason:嗱!!!我係咪講得好準呢?220Please respect copyright.PENANAqCvncWWzqJ
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Jason:呢個女仔分分鐘性慾好強嗰隻,強到想同女仔磨豆腐嗰隻。220Please respect copyright.PENANAmmajGTrF64
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我:佢係雙性戀?220Please respect copyright.PENANAxlubSI9l6v
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Jason:唔⋯⋯又唔係雙性戀嗰隻嘅,純粹係鍾意玩呢啲刺激野。220Please respect copyright.PENANAbghySWRa0L
Jason:只係佢一直都抑壓住自己。220Please respect copyright.PENANASSADFfJgUV
Jason:你都講啦,隔咗4年冇扑過嘢,而家就係佢閪痕嘅時候。220Please respect copyright.PENANAP8dHBAUQKO
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可是老實說,在過去的3次約會,她對我的表現都是中性,我感覺不到怎樣的好感反應,難道她也是在抑壓自己的情感嗎?220Please respect copyright.PENANAyePAtABB5E
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說著,我又分享著在年三十那晚,Priscilla為我拍的海邊寫照。220Please respect copyright.PENANA5B8kyXkuQd
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Jason:啲相係佢同你影?220Please respect copyright.PENANA0D9jiwded4
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我:係呀,佢幫我影嘅。220Please respect copyright.PENANAoUJwoXNXxU
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Jason:呢張又影得係幾高,但係後面嗰張半身型啲。220Please respect copyright.PENANAgaImp5YXSV
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Jason:係佢主動幫你影?定係你問佢,佢先同你影?220Please respect copyright.PENANAnMWqPeBrR8
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我:我問佢㗎!220Please respect copyright.PENANAf36dQsB1RB
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Jason思索了一會,然後欲言又止。220Please respect copyright.PENANAGdyPcoEwjM
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Jason:我建議你唔好咁投入佢度先。220Please respect copyright.PENANAhZglVa0Tpw
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如果是一般跟Jason做朋友的人,是會覺得Jason又在語這種打自打嘴巴,一時又叫人追下去,一時又叫人別再追;然而,我卻明白到這句話的弦外之音。220Please respect copyright.PENANABOLwq6kT28
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畢竟,經歷過跟不同女生的相處,我也有一定的「慧眼」修煉,知道某些微動作,微反應意味著甚麼。220Please respect copyright.PENANAVJtHtJh18B
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她主動為我拍照,和我問她為我拍照,完全是兩回事。220Please respect copyright.PENANAxFrrGBcm8p
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我:點解?220Please respect copyright.PENANAfAIAlHeV30
(我想聽聽Jason怎說。)220Please respect copyright.PENANAkmqnvVto9v
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他思考了一會,就給出了答案。220Please respect copyright.PENANAeKjYRLZxM1
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Jason:而家問題唔係邊個傷害邊個,而係佢唔會投入落人哋個感情度。220Please respect copyright.PENANABOEVooQbaK
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所以,這就是她一直單身的其中主因?220Please respect copyright.PENANA4nK3fjiWKE
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Jason:你可能放個感情落去,但佢未必攞個心出嚟對你。220Please respect copyright.PENANA1SyZINjCgy
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我:但佢唔係player挂?220Please respect copyright.PENANAquWnGTrGTE
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Jason:嗱,佢就冇咩嘢嘅,唔會話點樣要捅你一刀。220Please respect copyright.PENANAJaFpTN4phA
Jason:純粹就係佢根本唔知咩叫拍拖,要有人教佢先至識嗰隻。220Please respect copyright.PENANAG3jeb62fHY
Jason:分分鐘仲要教完都唔識嗰隻。220Please respect copyright.PENANAr1mO1fCJ9R
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果然,Jason的「寫輪眼」級別,比我還高得多。220Please respect copyright.PENANAI6e1Nrtl6w
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Jason:你信我講啦!識住其他先!220Please respect copyright.PENANAO42c9otYY2
Jason:我見過,識過嘅人多過你好多,梗係知咩事啦!220Please respect copyright.PENANA2XY8v7wqnL
Jason:我一眼就睇通。220Please respect copyright.PENANA2crut1v0bj
Jason:Priscilla俾你上去佢屋企,可能只係佢文化背景係咁。可能佢喺大陸或者外國生活時,慣咗用呢種方式識人。220Please respect copyright.PENANAuwHsGgHQdU
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這點我認同呀,上星期我也是以社交式擁抱來作道別,這點我點很清楚。220Please respect copyright.PENANAslnRAEIDsD
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Jason:你而家有得食佢,係我就食咗先講!220Please respect copyright.PENANAp7fgYdju02
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我:萬一我搵到更好,而佢又對我落咗感情,我想甩身,咁點算先?點收科先?220Please respect copyright.PENANAS0elnRn5D9
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我憂慮的主要不是道德問題,而是怎樣在一方面維護自身利益,另一方面去處理責任。220Please respect copyright.PENANA9Fnh5DHoFl
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Jason:你怕咩啫?到時你咪係咁話讀書忙唔得閒囉;時間一耐咗唔見,佢自然會收㗎啦。220Please respect copyright.PENANAp0t2QxqVYp
Jason:你驚咁多做咩啫?第一碟餸嚟咗就食咗先㗎啦,唔通慢慢等其他餸等到凍曬咩?220Please respect copyright.PENANARjNBV21YkL
Jason:加油,我撐嘅!!220Please respect copyright.PENANAuMf2hEEnpO
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儘管他有一小部說的話,我是不認同;但大致上,我還是相信他的分析。220Please respect copyright.PENANAZH9Z6ugHLe
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「情人節我們一起去吃大餐!」Priscilla。220Please respect copyright.PENANAD1iHD4q0FU
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「到時見!」220Please respect copyright.PENANAjmmGvbrhxL
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我約好她在下個星期,即2.14情人節約會。220Please respect copyright.PENANAZp8cW3FyRB
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我又再去看Priscilla的樣子,翻到她IG那些很久之前拍的照,說實話,突然覺得她的樣子,有點像我8年前遇上的那個初戀情人。220Please respect copyright.PENANA2X73rwVbEX
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原本,我打算就這樣刪除交友app。220Please respect copyright.PENANAxxA3kRbFib
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「你信我講啦!識住其他先!」然而今晚被Jason分析一番後,我決定保留一切的可能性,沒有把Tinder和Bumble趕出手機的畫面。220Please respect copyright.PENANAsxjuHJZN4j
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對上一次有女朋友陪伴的情人節,輾轉已經是8年前。這年的情人節,我會有怎樣的體驗呢?是找回8年前,那種有女朋友的感覺?還是不一樣的體驗?220Please respect copyright.PENANAarcyfeHH4s
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待續⋯⋯220Please respect copyright.PENANAOnMw7nnEN0