Yuli:My home's in LA.(我的家在洛杉磯。)426Please respect copyright.PENANAK8XCpML5fW
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我:So, you moved to Hong Kong now?(所以你現在移民到香港了?)426Please respect copyright.PENANA8bf67e8VlI
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Yuli:Nope.(非。)426Please respect copyright.PENANAiquHjCEUwe
Yuli:I took working visa here.(我拿工作簽證的。)426Please respect copyright.PENANAufulVLgroQ
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在熙來攘往的彌敦大道上,我嘗試了解她的家庭背景。426Please respect copyright.PENANAQdtNnVpETv
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原來她不是香港永久居民,在香港的銀行工作合約完結時,就要回美國。那麼我也不用期望跟她發展戀情了,因為跟本之後就無法再見;我為人較腳踏實地,不能接受異地戀。426Please respect copyright.PENANA2TyYRWjGKl
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我:Are your parents Asians?(你父母是亞洲人嗎?)426Please respect copyright.PENANAg6dXidgG33
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Yuli:My mom is American but my dad is Korean.(我媽是美國人但是爸是韓國人。)426Please respect copyright.PENANAfoDMrV4QNl
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儘管我在升上小學二年級之前,真的跟不少女生成為閏密,就連最親近的表姐也常常到我家玩;但是現在面對女生時,還是會感到一點社交恐懼。426Please respect copyright.PENANAzzl266PCq4
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在小學二年級之後的日子,開始各走各路,幼兒園畢業後,被分到不同的小學;升上小學後,儘管也遇過能成為閏密的,但是最後還是轉校了,就連我的表姐也開始沒空來玩。426Please respect copyright.PENANAWL4ssceks4
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然後在輾轉的十幾年間,我的異性緣式微。426Please respect copyright.PENANAHT3hLyz9CR
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以前我還能輕鬆自如跟女生社交、甚至連穿女裝跟女生玩都敢。426Please respect copyright.PENANA8WpCxD76gV
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可是在之後的十幾年,莫說穿女裝,就連跟女生的溝通能力也漸漸丟失了。426Please respect copyright.PENANAyu6G4p0SzD
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但是慶幸地,我在這幾年間,透過cosplay的活動讓我慢慢重拾「女裝」的能力;也在這半年使用交友app的經歷裡,讓我重拾一點點「跟女生溝通」的能力。426Please respect copyright.PENANAHGzHHGQ1Nf
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Yuli:You've come here before?(你之前也來過這裡嗎?)426Please respect copyright.PENANAj3HinlGMtE
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我:Yep.426Please respect copyright.PENANAzgz7UlHyI4
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我在心裡默默鼓勵自己「定點來,溝通只是很平常的事。」漸漸又把那種社交恐懼又壓回去。426Please respect copyright.PENANAD13GWi2l0n
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最終來到了這家「花」cafe,她似乎對這裡滿懷好奇和新鮮感。426Please respect copyright.PENANAO43RJ03wQg