在我和Ivy交流的同期，我當然match過其他女生。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtlrJbYTZU
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然而，有些是感情騙子。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstf9AWJ3TL
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「Hi，做緊咩呀？」成功跟Candy配對後，她拋出這句開場白。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O77EnkCiF
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我：考完DSE等緊JUPAS放榜566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYI6YuEqwZ
我：點解你張相咁攪笑嘅？（笑喊566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqQgWU3obz
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZvG0hIpbc
Candy：係意外嚟啫（笑喊566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUeMLst019
Candy：我嗰一刻唔小心kiss到條燈柱呀嘛（笑喊566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfJdRZvelJ
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Candy的樣子普普通通，對我的第一印象只是朋友感覺，沒有戀人的感覺。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunmBMdSBt2
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9O4I4qZFR
隔了幾小時，我又發信息給她。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Bbswl3QW7
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我：咁你呢？做咩工？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5cSvaQBxl
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioSC9ZlBE9
Candy：我做sales㗎566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCEa8Ld4IJ
Candy：今日幫公司同事手566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC1OwwGtCj
Candy：係喇，我唔係成日上Tinder，不如加個WhatsApp啦？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfku8XY2xb
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXR2awFqLc
我專重每一份職業，銷售員亦然，於是我們交換了電話號碼。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwMmSm9Rnf
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在WhatsApp上⋯⋯566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4c35J6H8Y
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1nEVHqDBZ
我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩職業？（笑喊566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmelwiryz4e
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLtFzTt8L9
Candy：你係咪好中意動漫㗎？（笑喊566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs97IEo5784
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvv5ULmRiu
我：主要係火影迷囉566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgESPQ5lwn
我：我cos過男角同女角566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN2qlRCgP5
我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩工？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfrF8dC62X
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo1HbGtv7F
Candy：化妝師（笑喊566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85uDp1sU31
Candy：你係咪成日幫人做唔同打扮㗎？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKRa02oNKZ
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等等，談了這麼久，難道她還沒有留意到我是一個偽娘嗎？我的個人檔案都已經描述得這麼明顯了，她還是沒留意到嗎？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBS8ed07N3R
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你可能說我神經過敏，這只是很平凡的聊天，可能只是別人特別愚鈍所以意識不到；但是從我的經驗裡，通常真正來交友的女生，看見我的個人檔案之後，是極容易把第一印象投放在我這個偽娘身份之上；然後在聊天室裡，第一個聊天焦點是「偽娘」。例如：她們的開場白通常是讚美我的女裝打扮有多美麗。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG0ylVB0SD
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當然可能有例外，但即使是再愚鈍的女生，通常在交談一段時間之後，她都必定意識到我是偽娘。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhErS4BNan
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所以，如果有女生異常愚鈍：明明我都上載了自己的女裝打扮照，也講得很清楚自己是偽娘；但你還是要問我是男的女的，或只懂得把焦點放在「化妝師」的話，那麼我倒是懷疑你是怎樣match我的？只是隨便swipe我？沒有認真地與人社交嗎？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZUfFB4A8I
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這個女生的上線時間不穩定，有時候秒回信息，有時候隔幾天才回覆。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6hJrkAJK9
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不知不覺已經一個星期了，由於她上線時間不穩定，回覆時快時慢；因此我們只是停留在最片面的了解，只是了解到她是sales，沒有詳細過問哪一行業。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQJkhCkwpC
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於是，我提出加IG的請求。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0AM0Hkr0w
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我：傾咁耐，不如大家交換個IG呀？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jVRRyg5Uf
566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVz7ZWwQv4
Candy：唔係幾方便呢，我個IG剩係俾女仔follow咋（笑喊566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtgdLmHmwY
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聽到這句說話，我心裡生出一點莫名其妙的妒嫉感；就在此，大家之間的關係就不了了之。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyg5JMMTBF
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為什麼真正的女生能加你IG，而我這個「仿製」女生就不能呢？566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFkcjkOBkn
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產生妒嫉感，是因為我曾經渴望，跟某些女生發生純友誼的關係；然而又失敗了，只能仰慕著真正的女生，活得像親生姊妹。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvctJn8uj2
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男和女真的有心理上的差異，終歸我還是保留著男性的心理。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1pqIidUy8
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不過，我還是相信男女之間存在純友誼的。566Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfx4z4REtS
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