Yuli:My home's in LA.(我的家在洛杉磯。)413Please respect copyright.PENANABuYq2iB0A9
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我:So, you moved to Hong Kong now?(所以你現在移民到香港了?)413Please respect copyright.PENANA57Nbm2hYvb
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Yuli:Nope.(非。)413Please respect copyright.PENANA55VDtvAkbU
Yuli:I took working visa here.(我拿工作簽證的。)413Please respect copyright.PENANAN5wPEXlNV0
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在熙來攘往的彌敦大道上,我嘗試了解她的家庭背景。413Please respect copyright.PENANAOdMMB81LZl
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原來她不是香港永久居民,在香港的銀行工作合約完結時,就要回美國。那麼我也不用期望跟她發展戀情了,因為跟本之後就無法再見;我為人較腳踏實地,不能接受異地戀。413Please respect copyright.PENANA61VnDzWbLz
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我:Are your parents Asians?(你父母是亞洲人嗎?)413Please respect copyright.PENANAuYLahpL2Q8
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Yuli:My mom is American but my dad is Korean.(我媽是美國人但是爸是韓國人。)413Please respect copyright.PENANApGWqqqKEOJ
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儘管我在升上小學二年級之前,真的跟不少女生成為閏密,就連最親近的表姐也常常到我家玩;但是現在面對女生時,還是會感到一點社交恐懼。413Please respect copyright.PENANAyyYxij0oAE
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在小學二年級之後的日子,開始各走各路,幼兒園畢業後,被分到不同的小學;升上小學後,儘管也遇過能成為閏密的,但是最後還是轉校了,就連我的表姐也開始沒空來玩。413Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2NIznynSc
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然後在輾轉的十幾年間,我的異性緣式微。413Please respect copyright.PENANAf3AicnmVAf
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以前我還能輕鬆自如跟女生社交、甚至連穿女裝跟女生玩都敢。413Please respect copyright.PENANALNthuR5sua
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可是在之後的十幾年,莫說穿女裝,就連跟女生的溝通能力也漸漸丟失了。413Please respect copyright.PENANAvr2dXmxEwd
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但是慶幸地,我在這幾年間,透過cosplay的活動讓我慢慢重拾「女裝」的能力;也在這半年使用交友app的經歷裡,讓我重拾一點點「跟女生溝通」的能力。413Please respect copyright.PENANAh6Eljp9EeX
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Yuli:You've come here before?(你之前也來過這裡嗎?)413Please respect copyright.PENANA7KBGx9GdCQ
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我:Yep.413Please respect copyright.PENANATUh7zb8sGU
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我在心裡默默鼓勵自己「定點來,溝通只是很平常的事。」漸漸又把那種社交恐懼又壓回去。413Please respect copyright.PENANADgiNlsGucn
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最終來到了這家「花」cafe,她似乎對這裡滿懷好奇和新鮮感。413Please respect copyright.PENANAc8e4NHSvAn