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「好喇，大家明咗個舞台妝點攪未呀？」在科大的common room 4裡，導師在工作坊上教導著同學怎樣化舞台妝。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqwsYM9RZR
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理論上，科大的Winter學期對很多同學來說如同放寒假；然而我為了刷學分，卻額外報讀了課程。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHJduLOR2f
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趁著今天人在學校，我參加了話劇學會的工作坊，聽說未來的兩個月即將舉辦大專院校的話劇表演比賽。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7uNDLSoe9
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「水神，冇見你一排又型咗啵，條褲幾好睇。」Dave打量了我的全身便讚道。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE2VwOmmeX
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我正穿著一條牛仔褲，那是一條深藍得近乎黑色的牛仔褲，唯一奪目的焦點就是褲腳有著像盧薈般的白色條紋；要生動地形容，就像是漆黑的深藍夜空中，地上長出奪目的純白盧薈，完美地形成色差對比。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiqaWGVr1v
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我：條褲雖然長咗啲但堅係型嘅。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwnHKpLSRX
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事實上，在平安夜那晚，我也穿過這條褲外出，還真的被那些參與「free hug」的人稱讚過，看來這條褲真的沒有買錯。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBO9dRWl3J
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Dave：開sem再見啦！406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vBCsANqtL
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活動結束後，我在科大的北門等侯著巴士回家。這種冷天，在空曠的街上等侯，而且地點還在人煙僻靜的清水灣，不止是令人感到身寒，連心裡也寒。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoLqEfI0u8
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等車等得無聊了，便打開手機上的Bumble。那像蜜蜂黃的背景，猶如為我在寒冬裡送上一杯溫熱的柚子蜜茶。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8t1Z5fQ9P
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Veron，她的大頭照是一張黑白自拍照，分成了四份，顯得頭像很小，雖然還能看到她的五官，但不是完全清晰；第二張照片，則是由粉紅花堆砌出來的心形，像是要展現自己的藝術氣質。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWQGQ5oRdi
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直覺告訴我，愛這樣修圖，又不願放上最清晰照片的女生，是對自己的樣子沒有信心，給人一種顏值有限的感覺。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGcf0ayjOz
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儘管是修了圖，但仍是瞞不過我的雙眼。我看著唯一的黑白照，唔⋯⋯五官還可以勉強接受，就右滑吧！406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnnjkFWjXp
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「水神，我係太陽神呀。」成功配對後，她便跟我打招呼。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DLkNsmbPd
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我：點解你叫太陽神嘅？406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL09iZVUT34
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Veron：冇，只係我中意神話。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cpriBY33O
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我：你讀緊書定做緊野？406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1290RYwV2j
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Veron：讀書，你讀咩科？406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46Xif1LHy8
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我：工程406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVtacl2ZzF
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Veron：我會計😩406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcijQ3BVzpa
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開場白的用途，就是讓雙方初步地互相了解。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy2k4J7xMr
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她回覆我後，我便上了巴士，把手機收好身旁。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ011wHjIMuS
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回到家裡，才繼續聊。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgidivKmdM
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我：點解用黑白相嘅？🙈406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VWK1Z0Nvv
我：想睇你彩色相406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVLq2AviVc
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Veron：太陽神想要安全感😊406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BZrNjGdhj
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來到這裡，我暫且不再回覆她。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjWjqK6w5p
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其實我無意吊癮，只是慢慢厭倦了在網上秒回別人的動作。以前我或許會秒回別人，但可能是年紀大了，老手的精力不如新手，自己也不想再像以前那樣，經常秒回別人；如果每次都要秒回別人的話，自己也很累。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRdhvkUllt
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於是，我下一次回覆Veron的時候，已經是第二個早上。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVADqWR3r5u
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「你下星期有冇時間？我想一齊去cafe。」要聊的開場白都聊完，於是我便直接提出約會。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQweQNZsHPp
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Veron：唔係好得406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWEZAdCe4r
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我：咁再下個星期又點？406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA1KqMVtoj
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Veron：最近我仆親，出唔到嚟😢406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPoLuyyRU9
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我：Oh, sosad.406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrwhrnNies
我：咁休息下先啦406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchHnOiNEQA
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Veron：你要出嚟嘅話，可唔可以著女裝呀？😳406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCkGiAkQoy
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在我的預設之中，我的首張大頭照是女裝照，一方面是展現自己愛穿女裝的個性，另一方面也是因為網路世界，是一個很講注意力的地方，不取用這種手段，我就無法從幾百個同時競爭的男生之中脫穎而出，引起特定女生的注意；只有到了現實世界一對一的first date，為了製造男朋友的感覺（或第一印象），我才預定以型男的形象出現。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxKdT3sfOH
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Veron這番話，卻直接打亂了我的部署。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO20INXoEf
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說起真正的穿女裝外出，我仍有心理包袱未解決。除了像萬聖節、cosplay event這類日子之外，我都幾乎未試過在平常日子裡穿女裝外出；心裡還是會懼怕扮演的不好，被人一眼看破男兒身，惹來歧視的目光。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDYHn53pLd
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我：唔係幾好呢😅406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R5dujjJYt
我：你等我呢排買到靚啲衫先再出嚟啦406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWtvnQHtEt
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結果我打了退堂鼓。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKx6RAVfcT
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Veron：係呢有冇IG？406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeFzYZ0DwH
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最終，大家只是交換了IG。406Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrgssOUApR
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