第九十二章：承諾與失望574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tl6tL8QBL
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9uO729hBW
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHZk9Jnvyz
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUYK9U2ll0
對，那個人……就是Mandy。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrhZjfoUWg
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhDm5W2zaK
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeRUvx8XeO
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx1gWiRbYl
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbOb6NyEWn
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WPnueRjZN
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhjycvi0hN
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJegKbii9Z
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2wY1QZLhv
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdAILk6Z8O
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvPIRBLAZH
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2z5zyx0sK
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsdQqYySOx
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQiFCGfFvk
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl9K58oDRt
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVexVl2ucG
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMtyImHZOY
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvonOCXibUj
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy4glgS4EM
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qvdloiosw
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA396QFnuKL
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2a8QtUrx0
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoCc2EMiX9
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4vQI2lpU1
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG97LcQHOyl
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSzCWz7ikz
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugMezxg6i8
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijiw7pBYzI
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MSUEuKGzS
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExasDk713c
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguZ6djswbV
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYsOsD5vMy
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H5nii9rcr
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ipvkk1eKq
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyWHuA8bPu
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1LW5IuTv1
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT5UwVc9Wy
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRHVhRGxat
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq4MwbPJ6m
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCf6zTRbSo
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4q8IWy3eO
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzzG2Cdm7l
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolIhOoYurs
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtyl0rZRm1
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbkzQEzzVo
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfUg9gmaqd
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcWP9RBnHf
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bCyc8ceNn
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKO5bv59wT
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5HLhOAv7M
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuraCYwVdf
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqG7BQtUwb
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTAztpRLbL
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC1DMqXOIM
「Online住唔應嘅？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCP19n2XKB
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BPV7A6W1N
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AVORg2lHI
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqhmj4Qz2N
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoZlejpDDh
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpBszIsyWK
「我準備做手術啦」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz6CnEAEsS
「做完再覆你ouo<3」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pXrETefSG
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmtSvvHN3D
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfsLsRitpf
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtXQAq2O3t
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EvG7fFg5U
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbaGVKiltG
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCAq0OwErM
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOscNn3jJy5
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAb3JMavHw
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHm8JEnazp
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8DBlGMDey
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcTnnTdU3F
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IdyKvUZKy
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4nhZt9lwt
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG2Z8VxN0U
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「各就位……預備……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWidJuZLzU
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFTi6AhKFU
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWd6kYK2WV
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KNohCg4Sy
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoe1wTrA0L
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「呯—」 574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NYy9EoW46
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwWFptB76R
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxNZUak8as
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCrXw1zTBp
最後更成為了最後一名。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuF2vvKPVC
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKTBG4GhmR
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4pJjqzJUX
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsgOcEdRO0
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ0JXGHlRT
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7aY4YAyPe
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqWqKhSRHE
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPaOYr7q3W
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSmYMPzbc6
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEo9Hw9MOG
是Mandy。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFS7t8DzF2
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWYcKbdvva
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jdUH1F0SW
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPUcRB3fnt
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFuFZ5t02v
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ofQYSlVgI
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q4lA3dPI0
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTtLPRaDOg
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStBVqaGQ7C
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9GBL0rc4i
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1uHV98Mcw
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsJpniJv3o
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHZnPYm6ct
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6LbJTKUMA
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvzn1ZcqGR
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「啪—」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6mfthaKfo
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt7T1sBXi0
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd45O8zIS4w
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKriEQnfl7o
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejIbT2RMCq
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjABMD7HR6p
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GwyHHt0E6
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