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我們分手的那一天……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjusT3d0dA7
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGK0UNOPtg
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yXf7mpNrT
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXa6NYW3l8
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8PvUTMix0
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEshwWWZct
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1McWRrLbiN
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfPfwVPYoP
顯示的卻是單剔號。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeeZnn2HVr
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTfarWlBhO
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYCmBEFIz6
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhrfEUn06n
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpNRvjVRgs
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7Z8Yaf0fk
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUKZzFOyK3
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhuAFjyp9m
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfUwLmzXgW
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNILgRoi9i
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgjD2uTAX2
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsOoGc1uXk
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtID7MX1GIn
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoUqjgXKTo
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2YNYW6s2j
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFVdPHe0Tb
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYqdfrMKcN
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fIEj6PcFr
這是回憶嗎？548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJVUhQHKDI
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv5UeXJBtu
又是回憶了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB7KGc3tzH
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVflI6EAnJ
怎樣都是回憶。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWTQDwmZyt
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyazpx9Deoh
不要再是回憶了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX66NVwhpf1
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3dXhbw4ON
不要、不要、不要！548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyvMLv9X3m
「我唔想離開你！」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGX3VGkPqr
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「夠啦！」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h0lgDKB2j
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvO7jESnZW
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgSL8JYsyP
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRY06NdihG
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXBvUdxz8L
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17uF0ACEWY
「咦？」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaQOgd31HV
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIPktnXglJ
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1clNOCvNoX
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHdPyBeMRb
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpzlx71sto
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb31VVZ2LS
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2K5dQEhG2
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAGxWxz74K
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHOn3Mpcg3
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT7nL5RNbf
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGN6vD8lkf
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNJnrc1R96
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VBIh26LXi
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVprEmzJqU8
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1J5KNmw8Z
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IxjypW8wy
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNYaojiNkS
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUeVPvQHwW
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2bKhwljFV
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7ISTfi5BY
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3gzpwxz7p
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtacT9qbZap
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLBqaen1S7
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9DG1NB4MZ
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0ZqWoVrNT
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomtGB56R7V
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk5fetXWQd
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtDNkH7l46
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b2ZlD6wug
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttGdA5Vfi7
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5iTg2hxIh
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTLPkOuJJr
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph15SXn4mp
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8sFAMv6MA
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkTqJVAstR
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErmk3nj2yt
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBEYp9JLNu
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPxZ709kBq
不過，當然是沒有了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQLWAAiGSh
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNtUSNZpLs
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawXZsCRvPI
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHadFip2Yh
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd6D6RlGqi
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHj85PgqHU
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrVO7KG8A9
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj4fQqwXH5
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIWXE4RNjZ
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaZwS3eCbK
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg8FqiQUHD
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89TtRYJrUO
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5VDioFgKA
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTTOoRwy08
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG4hwCAM90
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNec1GWwMCO
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtyVE9xg2a
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEecBMogbN
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkhBmgsqj4
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjaNdYE8xd
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW77VMZrPR
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTPxfvaBhr
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTms8WOvztB
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kNyHnu068
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO7YgC73XG
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ15czDZm9S
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kXWQ18roA
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