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「你諗清楚啲？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMB7tRTyLC
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQgebvO46f
這個畫面似曾相識的……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfvgaQ7Uar
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBWerZhie4
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BhradeOa1
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeBcXsXSsi
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ6kEUud6S
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLExQltwZ8
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFV00H5qFs
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0qst2n6dT
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLjizGPza6
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOzAtdMGeT
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhYgDEOw8C
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx4sYihPJG
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRGw9IGvO0
「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq9jEL4u8I
「唔、知、啊！！！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HBr3NOy60
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1M4McG4ql
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQostfeBFRA
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fn5iV7JCf
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpPZ8UnrJE
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyG8anygQD
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLVK7Ef12x
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWEcnpcWPB
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljeIw9i2nI
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CAssZpG3j
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNsirf15qM
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5wTs6mcuN
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhARfS2K3ae
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xVm6epVrA
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICEi44oDg0
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIgqxlvgSa
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq7p8GiZCv
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJGwFROWAR
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVgvnNRRBF
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYx3uAfxlI
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdJdNL8tLy
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnIaTbacjg
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwUaUAxiyl
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgNZ5FGuf7
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwVWhtfV7Q
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIpaImspp0
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN74bC3sTuZ
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ac39woRDV
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NAbHHEHkY
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPgpis7oyK
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvse8bdTvE
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJG50Ub13X
「Rita你打算做社工呵？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpf36sl7qv
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwpnBSsS9L
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3MIsnMSnb
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokb8NtsVNC
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUeb4LgE8u
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4OnfqDpZ6
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGodKWkt6DR
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gJtRsOxiE
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAyZfr5Iqt
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEAo1h05DS
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwmGvAaEgg
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBGTc86ca1
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwAoSR1uxe
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6w0xb2YSb
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MJ7e9HeBp
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIooWrymBy8
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysPLo8e0W3
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7QXhdUie1
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478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5PELg88AK
我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ybe6SuHWw
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJLoRrqMnH
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeI7FEu3mG
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzOHE2yGGA
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOHN54bP3W
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGCA1w9JsS
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafgD2yrzRf
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyiGFUGrL4
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytl7JrwolV
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tkzswl8wo
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOC6c3sp6e
「快啲教我點做。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd6BPywj6d
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGmNi0R73z
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhExEdmVcn
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNw4s3XREH
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiX10svAft7
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHNH1Yxd3F
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrvqxrLfmj
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK9JgJMPtx
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk144iJVCoG
「欸！？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOjtODrFEy
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY21vQdeppd
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb3IgGLqXH
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nYAH2x6Gb
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOhNjifyjf
看來我還不夠成熟呢……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7ZVEdVYlH
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CDXtOUbQH
「多謝，你覺得我重要。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1C7GxFqfp
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8GS0Zjy6L
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiRjz0MR8j
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2PRiaVgFD
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt33weT6wz
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEbi8VwHZj
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcifkSCUmU
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR8PMDiPgf
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtw2DGWQUI
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7AaI4BhUG
還有六人。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0t4823bwQ
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478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb8Kuda8sl
「成長、成熟」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugoG2V8Rs1
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSQGWC3XF1
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作者的話：478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZFk9jYxfc
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9H4p5gtjf
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