I feel tears running down my cheek as I climb into the tub my35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pKTfvRVRy
whole life has been lie, I should have known I am always being lied to the hot35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYDDYBtVRr
water hits my skin the pain but also pleasure of the heat erupting across my35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbZIC9XrJX
body I close my eyes trying to stop the tears but I can’t the first time he35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLF5f90v5f
told me he loved me I accused him of lying, is my life evening real or is it a35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFisuVUQhej
figment of my imagination, Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“I was burning while35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dWC1zHHEQ
you came blaming me for the smell of ashes”
which is exactly how my life feels either I am being lied to35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC5ieilNbG
or blamed for their actions something I did not do neither participated in.
I hear a knock on my door I sigh before pushing open the door
“love”
Julian whispers
“I am sorry”
“for what?”
“yelling at you I am sorry I was heartbroken and hurt and I35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNdKInzMlO
was just in the moment”
“sweetheart I was never mad at you”
“but you haven’t left35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0noYOaMoja
your room in the past seven hours”
“that doesn’t mean I am mad”
he pulls me into his35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt3uFxZEsl
arms
“I love you”
he whispers burying his face into my neck his hot breath35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOiNCZE9YG
fanning across my neck.
“we have training in an hour”
I sigh wrapping my35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTfJMoPeEK
hands around his torso
“I love you” he whispers again I will never get use to this35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2fUjiBkQD
one second, he’s telling me how much he hates me and the next he is telling me35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckR11AHUDh
he can’t live without me.
As we walk across the stage all I can think is we are like35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp7KLkndFf
the three headed dragon one to be a murderer who will unleash death, one to be35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcvJxlnrKU
a monarch whose crown will weigh heavy, and one to be mad whose ideas will35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqZP2Ntnra
change history the perfect depiction of me, Julian and Theo I will unleash35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FtgQHP8A9
death, Julian will be a monarch and Theo’s ideas will change history, Theo35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Sr33RIvGa
steps forward grabbing the microphone
“hello everyone, today we will be practicing shoot and35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIcIAocN1X
stabbing and pin points on where exactly you want to hit for irremediable35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVAGg86IRc
damage”
“why are we doing this35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AcvOHmTxm
why don’t we all just go home and live the rest of our lives”
somebody shouts in the crowd
“because we are all going to die Fyodor Dostoevsky once said
“its better to be unhappy and know the worst than to be happy35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKIunZ1eBj
in a fools paradise” you signed up for this there's no leaving now”
Theo shouts the crowd35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzYkYSoJgp
goes silent “let’s go”
he scowls before turning and walking off stage, well today is35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKQXnpDpT3
going to be a shit show.
My arm aches as I try to throw the machete again “are you35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1pCrVFHu1
okay” Theo whispers
“Yup, perfectly fine”
“Are you sure?”
“No, you dumbass my arm feels like it’s about to fall off”
He laughs before saying “I thought you had used a machete35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaFY64J7lo
before” “no” I scowl
“Were you lying to me35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKJ9U0iTum
too” he whips his head around surprise present in his expression “what”
“Did you know about my35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ7PGeEltv
brain disease too” his eyes go wide
“He told you”
“Great another person35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JaaPvA8JL
who lied to me”
“Annalise-”
“No, you are suppose to be my family but you keep this from35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrzpDGm8ZK
me”
“Annalise you don’t understand last time we told you, you35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqD7yjWi5aR
tried to kill yourself because you thought you were killing Julian”
“what”
“When you were fifteen me and Julian told you about the35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkP2CL3tgR
disease you locked yourself in the military quarters and tried to shoot35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBTMeVwKV1
yourself”
“no” I shake my head refusing to believe
“Have you ever wondered where that scar on your collarbone35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG0Y3A1wnf
came from”
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I stop remembering the scar on my collarbone which is shaped35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG59oQiNvf
like a bullet “your not lying” I whisper “never was” “oh my god” I have one35Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmPYsLkwOa
life, yet I have lived many.
