wake up to Julian running his hand up and down40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws2WmjDgFO
my back very lightly but this time it40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMshPVTWIO
doesn’t hurt I slowly sit up “good morning love” he whispers
“here”40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs63Ilzs5x
he hands me an Advil
“take this it will help with the pain” I nod placing it on my tongue and letting it40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0atmWsKzN2
dissolve in my mouth
“why40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8j8utJMf1
do you write such sad stories?”
“what40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJmop859ia
do you mean” he asks
“I was, reading your journals and you write so40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RLHREPfLx
many stories yet they were all tragic love stories with terrible endings”
“love you don’t understand”
“what40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuzhl9ARd6
don’t I understand?”
“people40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQUUAm6aeI
who cannot express their traumas verbally express them through writing, we make40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbxEKV3cnA
these complex messed up characters adding aspects of our life and traumas into40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgryxm3Pxu
these characters and then give them the same ending as our self’s”.
“do we have training today” I ask he shakes40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJhrvrv0pg
his head a look of concern on his face
“love you need to heal”
“This40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpHeBZ7fRw
is war Julian there is no time for healing especially because I am now40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qUp46ynaY
Sergeant”
“I don’t care you’re not training”
“this isn’t your day I am going back to40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVBJr4szoM
training whether you say yes of not”
“no, you’re not you are going to hurt40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSgteQjihD
yourself”
“I need to go back”
“I40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUlAXOsv09
don’t fucking care Annalise you are my wife and I will not let you hurt40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3GzFvL9QD
yourself further”
“wife?” everything I was going to say is now gone he40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8PO8Hp8WI
just called me his wife, he pulls out a small box and my heart drops
“ If we are going to die, I want to give you40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ODOcDakNh
this now” he pulls out a small ring it has a good band with a red ruby in the40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv5zcBjUIb
center, it has the same design and colours as my gun I feel tears sting my eyes40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTQTUnPrHk
“ Annalise Marie will you marry me I know you40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuONXJVwoZ
only have known me for a few months and have only just stopped hating me but we40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBNKtwSHev
are at war and I wanted to give you this now in case we die or you lose your40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwqWiUp5nL
memories again” I feel tears slide down my cheek
“ yes” I whisper, he slides the ring on to my finger40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiVYTQkvVF
“Now40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PGT2naX5u
you will always carry a piece of me with you” he whispers a smile spreading40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddbzV7ybQd
across his face
“ I am going to go tell Theo” he says before40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGcjBFz291
running down the hall more tears cascade down my cheeks but that’s when my40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvBULyh66p
vision starts fading and the world around me goes black.
4years ago….
“Julian” I shout
“yes, my love” he says40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ3EWjOZRJ
kissing down my neck
“let’s get married and40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzGLKuXmg6
run away”
“finally”
“what do you mean” I40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03LnKjv7KL
ask he pulls out a ring from his pocket it’s gold with a red ruby in the center
“oh my god” I breath
“will you marry me” he40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNge8IFcCD
whispers
“ yes” I cry
“where to my love”
“anywhere”
“ let’s live in the40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK0lsGLe1t
forest and in our next lifetime we can live in the mountains away from society40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT2vhAt8C9
and the world”
“ that sounds amazing”
“ you’re amazing” he says pulling me into kiss.
The40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj7M8mq0VU
world comes flooding back
“Annalise” Julian voice rings I shift me gaze40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP0kUYSa8r
up to see Julian standing over me a look of panic on his face
“I remember” his eyes widen
“what do you remember” he rushes out
“when I was sixteen you asked me to marry you40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnZGLRBO4V
and I told you I want to run away” I breathe my chest heaving
“is that all” he asks
“yes”
He40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS9yADHnag
pulls me into his arms “I have married you twice now” he laughs
“that’s crazy I have lived one life yet many40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM0aXfC4hq
it’s confusing”.
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