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常規訓練結束後,糸師冴照常走出球場。天色有點暗了,人群零星,空氣裡還殘留著塑膠草皮曬過的熱味。31Please respect copyright.PENANAkYfjhXmJmw
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遠遠的,星野莉奈穿著一件寬鬆的風衣。頭髮被風輕輕撩起,夕陽正好從她背後落下,影子斜斜地拉得很長。看向場內。31Please respect copyright.PENANAUiT60ocDL5
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糸師冴腳步頓了半秒,停下來。31Please respect copyright.PENANAvNabp0cDyT
她沒有動,也沒有說話——只是靜靜地站著。31Please respect copyright.PENANAYt8YM8bljK
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那是她的新代言廣告。31Please respect copyright.PENANA7RkFtBb7c0
一整張投放在購物中心牆上的巨型燈箱。31Please respect copyright.PENANAEqWne5XTzM
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拍得太真了,真到讓人忘記那只是廣告。31Please respect copyright.PENANAOXbKMS1XYm
那姿勢、那站位、那個眼神——全都像她以前等他練完球的樣子。31Please respect copyright.PENANAWnEcbR67ja
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她站在光裡,眼神裡沒有劇情,卻藏著不說的話。31Please respect copyright.PENANARu1m8ir8XW
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糸師冴看了一眼。然後抬腳,繼續走了。沒有停下腳步。31Please respect copyright.PENANAhVWRVYmGKs
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她的樣子、她的聲音現在到處都是。31Please respect copyright.PENANA8Nlfc7KOeG
節目上、社群裡、廣告看板的動態音軌,有如不斷重複播放的環境聲。31Please respect copyright.PENANAR2OALAdRVD
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「這個場地選得也太明顯了吧⋯⋯像在等誰開場。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAjpBIVS4RL8
「她現在代言什麼都要扯球場,真的很懂怎麼讓人猜。行銷團隊太狠了。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAKxvRvPVYGp
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糸師冴知道新聞與節目討論的焦點,沒有放棄指向她——就算她跟他一樣,什麼都沒做。31Please respect copyright.PENANAfipeEOphiX
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又有人在社群上開始剖析莉奈過去的貼文——31Please respect copyright.PENANAQsqkg3UKLh
哪句話像是在示愛,哪張照片刻意搭在比賽後發,哪條留言暗指某位球員。31Please respect copyright.PENANAcP4pgYQ05N
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有個熱度極高的帳號甚至列出一張「戀愛線證據清單」。31Please respect copyright.PENANAbUr2z1qAED
其中某條寫著:「她說喜歡有目標的人,不就是在講某個天才中場嗎?這種『鋪陳』真的太縝密太精細了!各位看!國小或許還『兩小無猜』,但是到了某球員開始得到海外球探青睞時⋯⋯」31Please respect copyright.PENANAafR6bgVn0U
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糸師冴只是冷冷地瞥了一眼,覺得一切都可笑至極。31Please respect copyright.PENANAv00953dxfS
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他知道,那些東西不是她想製造出來的。31Please respect copyright.PENANAMIB2jCURI5
她不是為了被看見才那樣說、那樣笑、那樣發文的。她的情感從來都不縝密。只是——她不會掩飾。31Please respect copyright.PENANAUp7idxBjQy
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她只是曾經,真的很喜歡他。31Please respect copyright.PENANAdPeEoqBg9o
喜歡到,連網友都看得出來。31Please respect copyright.PENANABYhoO9HT7S
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可現在,喜歡也變成了罪證。31Please respect copyright.PENANACCbTVXiMmK
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一支後台影片被曝光。31Please respect copyright.PENANAMurZw7MamJ
畫面晃動,記者一邊追著她往後台走,一邊低聲問:31Please respect copyright.PENANAgQHiIFgvov
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「所以妳真的沒有和他交往過?」31Please respect copyright.PENANACsAs3u3A4C
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星野莉奈沒停下腳步,只側身讓開身旁的工作人員,語氣平穩地答:31Please respect copyright.PENANA3YpjOCtocl
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「我出道不是靠他,現在也不需要靠他。」31Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z6f27bR9r
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經紀人快步上前,眉頭微皺,壓低聲音對她說:「那句會被截圖。」31Please respect copyright.PENANATmDsXtvqzX
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她在化妝鏡前坐下,脫下高跟鞋,腳趾輕輕伸展了一下,語氣淡淡的:31Please respect copyright.PENANAk9ynsy9Sep
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「那就截啊。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAFbr83crTgG
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她的手穩穩地拆開耳環的扣子。語氣一如既往的安靜,卻像把什麼拋進水裡,沒什麼聲響,但利得準確。31Please respect copyright.PENANAGupNcqKr22
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注意到跟拍的攝影機時,她只略微抬眼。31Please respect copyright.PENANAcRwm3XEMMM
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沒有慌,也沒有躲——31Please respect copyright.PENANASJywWpICuB
彷彿早就預料到鏡頭會出現,甚至準備好讓對方拍清楚。31Please respect copyright.PENANA3E6YcGdSw8
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那一瞬,星野莉奈坐在椅子上,腳踩地面,背脊筆直。31Please respect copyright.PENANAyEGxy6YPIW
神情冷靜,彷彿在等下一輪挑戰主動上門。31Please respect copyright.PENANAmjmzeE0HS5
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【星野莉奈Rina回應緋聞:我不需要靠任何人。】31Please respect copyright.PENANAbsbgV3FUXL
【是否發現S選手不回應?急著切割?】31Please respect copyright.PENANAJcZthhG6L8
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他回到飯店後,洗完澡,站在落地窗前,手機握在手裡。31Please respect copyright.PENANArGCDaOJmrk
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已經點開了對話框。31Please respect copyright.PENANA7h5TjRvYWq
她的名字靜靜躺在畫面最上方。31Please respect copyright.PENANAXHfs42QlVn
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糸師冴看著那行字:「妳看起來很好」,還停在草稿框裡,已經好幾天。31Please respect copyright.PENANAKTQGUuTvk7
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手指放到輸入列上。31Please respect copyright.PENANAJeUReAjXJK
游標還在閃爍。他本來想多寫一點什麼,比如——31Please respect copyright.PENANA6mm6OsHp9D
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——妳那句「那就截啊」,有點像以前的妳。31Please respect copyright.PENANAFF3gU056FK
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但最後,他什麼都沒打。31Please respect copyright.PENANAnI6gBdSUBn
他盯著放了幾天的那行字,又慢慢把游標移到句尾,按下了「返回」。31Please respect copyright.PENANAHFpNZFuI9g
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訊息沒發出去,他正要抬手刪掉——手機忽然震動,是來電通知。31Please respect copyright.PENANArXrFF0QQva
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莉奈的名字,跳了出來。31Please respect copyright.PENANAUxonxxcFQW
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他沒預期她會打來。31Please respect copyright.PENANAulFOBOkltt
怔住的手握著手機,停在空中幾秒。直到畫面快自動熄滅前,糸師冴才按下接聽。31Please respect copyright.PENANAnxzd1punPW
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對面靜了一秒,然後傳來她的聲音。31Please respect copyright.PENANAoJnX6DRfEN
語氣有點累,應該是剛下通告。31Please respect copyright.PENANAxyR9BGsmqr
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「我明天要飛巴黎⋯⋯有個試鏡,臨時追加的。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAGULDp9jSgP
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他沒有說話。31Please respect copyright.PENANArUSvAfqm7d
她繼續說下去,好像早就編排好順序:31Please respect copyright.PENANAl1VKQFTFoq
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「我突然想到,上禮拜是你生日。對不起,我⋯⋯本來想傳訊息的,後來忘了。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAa62ZFbc3Ia
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語氣不重,也不慌。就像一個普通朋友的「順便提一下」。31Please respect copyright.PENANAwzw8WQd3HS
但聽在他耳裡,卻像一道劃痕從背脊斜斜切過。31Please respect copyright.PENANAXF3u0HNlOl
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她停了一下,等他回應。31Please respect copyright.PENANASMRQ770VyE
他只「嗯」了一聲。31Please respect copyright.PENANA7iREGsSOAo
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「不過⋯⋯我猜你應該也不在意吧。」31Please respect copyright.PENANA1k9FSi17sJ
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她輕輕吸了口氣,語氣像是真的相信了什麼:31Please respect copyright.PENANANpwK8l65ha
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「嗯⋯⋯可能對你也不是很重要。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAPa2JQQwA7U
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話音未落,她接著說:31Please respect copyright.PENANA8KZAaTrYbF
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「早點睡。晚安。」31Please respect copyright.PENANA8PjJ7KwOmM
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——然後,她掛了。31Please respect copyright.PENANAUU1DNxm2Eh
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不是通話自然結束,不是他掛的。31Please respect copyright.PENANASEjVy1f0gh
是她先掛的。31Please respect copyright.PENANA8fIRdGTARj
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那通話不到兩分鐘。31Please respect copyright.PENANAUBBZk37KIM
他看著畫面跳回鎖屏,還停留在剛剛的來電紀錄。31Please respect copyright.PENANAKi91jfMD6h
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手慢慢放下來,指尖有點麻。31Please respect copyright.PENANAPNd7bma994
耳邊安靜得過分。31Please respect copyright.PENANABlD7jCwIAS
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***31Please respect copyright.PENANAIEQS9gOv0w
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掛掉電話的瞬間,耳邊只剩下安靜。31Please respect copyright.PENANA9loLP0sRpA
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星野莉奈坐在房間的床邊,一隻手還握著手機。另一隻手垂在膝上,微微蜷著。31Please respect copyright.PENANAKzPByTBDxA
沒有顫抖,也沒有什麼劇烈的情緒。31Please respect copyright.PENANAgTFVusPGTa
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只是——有點麻。31Please respect copyright.PENANAFPmkbTCp1W
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彷彿在冬天久站太久,指尖慢慢從末端失去溫度。31Please respect copyright.PENANASWnDckMu7s
31Please respect copyright.PENANAewBHOdULds
她抬頭看了眼桌上的鬧鐘,23:08。31Please respect copyright.PENANABsyoD13f61
離飛機起飛還有九個小時。31Please respect copyright.PENANAe526e1g1SM
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她知道自己應該要睡了。31Please respect copyright.PENANAm9a6pTPjkj
她沒有重播那通通話,也沒有點進他們的對話框。螢幕亮著,她只是對著畫面發了幾秒的呆。31Please respect copyright.PENANAdBDH6111jS
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然後手指滑開備忘錄,輸入了一行提醒:31Please respect copyright.PENANAD7AuStWxzA
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【飛機抵達時間提前通知巴黎那邊。其他的,都不用跟他說。】31Please respect copyright.PENANAw2BOFWicUj
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輸入完,她按下儲存。31Please respect copyright.PENANAP9uTJ0bVdX
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然後慢慢站起來,走向浴室卸妝。31Please respect copyright.PENANA8PpAmyiYat
水聲灑落時,她看著鏡子裡的自己,有一瞬間覺得很陌生。31Please respect copyright.PENANAeVLSdKIXqy
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但也沒那麼痛了。31Please respect copyright.PENANAvH3ZjVqS2i
她低聲說了一句話,對著鏡子,也對著那通通話的空白:31Please respect copyright.PENANA8rDK0bdjWu
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「果然,真的沒那麼重要吧。」31Please respect copyright.PENANA0oqnP0wEjq
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語氣平淡,沒有責怪,也沒有自嘲。只是確認而已。31Please respect copyright.PENANAGrbidFG99Q
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梳洗完後,她回到床上,關掉了燈。31Please respect copyright.PENANAFbAbPT6J6O
手機還在枕邊,螢幕全黑。31Please respect copyright.PENANA0RCA3vW4Zo
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設定好的鬧鐘都覺得多餘,因為她知道自己會在該醒的時間醒來。31Please respect copyright.PENANAedOGLhLxoa
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只是那一晚,她夢見自己站在一個空蕩蕩的機場裡。31Please respect copyright.PENANAGdxz0ibVWE
耳邊有人說:31Please respect copyright.PENANAwSHJo6YscK
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「登機口要關閉囉。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAbXlFUpr079
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星野莉奈點了點頭,沒有回頭。
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