第三十七章:問與答540Please respect copyright.PENANApzpr2XbE2q
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」540Please respect copyright.PENANASPRg6ZDLKG
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。540Please respect copyright.PENANAMM9UXDAo5J
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:540Please respect copyright.PENANA6hFw10sSrh
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」540Please respect copyright.PENANAbDUr7LAu17
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。540Please respect copyright.PENANAK2BOcaPJJU
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「做咩啦?心情差?」540Please respect copyright.PENANAMDumPGe7Q5
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。540Please respect copyright.PENANAjx7sHmRZTb
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。540Please respect copyright.PENANAYwV4BSok8m
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。540Please respect copyright.PENANApBXwA4Zmhb
避免令她感到更煩躁。540Please respect copyright.PENANAsHy34q1Xb5
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。540Please respect copyright.PENANAeXx8dLkKnL
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。540Please respect copyright.PENANAvVqdffuQvU
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……540Please respect copyright.PENANAoFBlFF0Mpd
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。540Please respect copyright.PENANAQebIQpbWoM
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……540Please respect copyright.PENANArtAj5j19nf
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「喂!Alvin!」540Please respect copyright.PENANAZNmsfvuQUW
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。540Please respect copyright.PENANAdt5R722vqy
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。540Please respect copyright.PENANAbdVffPEQLY
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。540Please respect copyright.PENANAdpMxI0s5s1
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。540Please respect copyright.PENANAtZbknjf4Oq
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」540Please respect copyright.PENANAc7rbpo1Ysl
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。540Please respect copyright.PENANA0o0FzLUwHP
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。540Please respect copyright.PENANAwUUWtCHQIG
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。540Please respect copyright.PENANADFdl3ENrAZ
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。540Please respect copyright.PENANAzXwPDxjCRP
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。540Please respect copyright.PENANAkq0PhWpcQK
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」540Please respect copyright.PENANA34ran6vDhI
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。540Please respect copyright.PENANAvjt6GWI2iq
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。540Please respect copyright.PENANAVYmK5VpEl3
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……540Please respect copyright.PENANAsXdlJtStTn
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。540Please respect copyright.PENANAzAQiCacNYN
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。540Please respect copyright.PENANAUtdxwWQzhr
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」540Please respect copyright.PENANAasuqmBndQv
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。540Please respect copyright.PENANAffTij92x1P
但我沒有回應她。540Please respect copyright.PENANAytwqyXTcWU
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」540Please respect copyright.PENANAvggRwKnfQB
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。540Please respect copyright.PENANAUg27TsJHiJ
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」540Please respect copyright.PENANAOcUwSnQARy
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。540Please respect copyright.PENANARYyWTjbBd0
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:540Please respect copyright.PENANA2fldzqCLKR
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」540Please respect copyright.PENANAGWgu177oGy
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。540Please respect copyright.PENANAG1qQMiOcy4
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……540Please respect copyright.PENANAPOzku450HT
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。540Please respect copyright.PENANAe4x6xc1Wig
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。540Please respect copyright.PENANAnOz8hpGoJP
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」540Please respect copyright.PENANAK7kHh2fAan
她思考了一會後再說。540Please respect copyright.PENANAH2tBAGO3u1
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「如果啲咩先?」540Please respect copyright.PENANAwlOuVxAIwT
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。540Please respect copyright.PENANAJyie0wJ2fr
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」540Please respect copyright.PENANA8z3cWh0reg
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。540Please respect copyright.PENANA01DDQhT97i
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。540Please respect copyright.PENANAZZNiAuDwrt
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……540Please respect copyright.PENANAewBk0vt1gF
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」540Please respect copyright.PENANAd7lYUukJTD
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。540Please respect copyright.PENANADjoO12K4Pe
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。540Please respect copyright.PENANAcEIprl5JkE
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。540Please respect copyright.PENANAx6JhHdC9e6
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……540Please respect copyright.PENANAF0Pr5O5TWU
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。540Please respect copyright.PENANAfYdeFt5fqy
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……540Please respect copyright.PENANAAW69kEBJPA
所以我都不能確實回答。540Please respect copyright.PENANAXAFR2WozrX
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。540Please respect copyright.PENANAOWBdHi7BAF
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」540Please respect copyright.PENANABPhDDM6BGt
我直接與她說。540Please respect copyright.PENANAdhXTD29uel
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。540Please respect copyright.PENANA5drGsG4yCa
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……540Please respect copyright.PENANAyKCNotgkbi
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」540Please respect copyright.PENANAzUVpnoncra
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。540Please respect copyright.PENANA6wYvkI3slS
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……540Please respect copyright.PENANAHJGnzFSdo8
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。540Please respect copyright.PENANAqXPeCANCtr
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」540Please respect copyright.PENANAHiwX1J8afB
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。540Please respect copyright.PENANA0fTtSLufNX
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而我正在換衣的時候……540Please respect copyright.PENANAttH1oSBx4f
「鈴—鈴—」540Please respect copyright.PENANADwLCcb7bFA
突然手機鈴聲響起了。540Please respect copyright.PENANAAsUpmJJ9u6
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。540Please respect copyright.PENANAkU1bsumgaT
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。540Please respect copyright.PENANADk0tflTnpe
我二話不說就接聽了。540Please respect copyright.PENANAZpksQfRzTQ
「喂?依玲?」540Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1I9E2i7lS
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。540Please respect copyright.PENANAdC29abSppk
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。540Please respect copyright.PENANATDdEjUWyjG
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。540Please respect copyright.PENANAbblWVWnaiq
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。540Please respect copyright.PENANAohNwzuPAiu
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」540Please respect copyright.PENANAwh5D2rQqqF
她向我道歉起來。540Please respect copyright.PENANAEQPAKv90uZ
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」540Please respect copyright.PENANANVuj2CqHEP
我希望她不要太過介意。540Please respect copyright.PENANAqtWtu3hx3g
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……540Please respect copyright.PENANAGSL8mSPdJg
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。540Please respect copyright.PENANAyxNyHdNLFz
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……540Please respect copyright.PENANAREBMhSROx7
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。540Please respect copyright.PENANAcddfcvRBKW
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……540Please respect copyright.PENANAHbHpZMKZcS
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」540Please respect copyright.PENANA16ts8deM4b
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。540Please respect copyright.PENANAS1Jo0NgscS
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」540Please respect copyright.PENANA6M1tbIN1Uf
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。540Please respect copyright.PENANAEwKHo9wfAg
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「原來喺咁……」她說。540Please respect copyright.PENANARtaiR6D1iD
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。540Please respect copyright.PENANA5yn3dbh4bu
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」540Please respect copyright.PENANAyRJM8myZyt
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……540Please respect copyright.PENANAW0APJDDUkW
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?540Please respect copyright.PENANAhomt3viW5G
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」540Please respect copyright.PENANAvCMkIzv1iu