第九十二章:承諾與失望341Please respect copyright.PENANAfOs9e7FYXr
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「Alvin,你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAUbKF5bOkwC
在腦海中,我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……341Please respect copyright.PENANA9NRJRQpWex
她問道了這一條問題,總感覺在過去的回憶當中,也有人詢問過同一條問題……341Please respect copyright.PENANAXgB3fjnTkZ
對,那個人……就是Mandy。341Please respect copyright.PENANAC2bNQP7UoS
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我記起,那天是中三時的某一個星期五。341Please respect copyright.PENANA2HHIWBclAE
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。341Please respect copyright.PENANAqXHPTUGKDC
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題,一邊走回課室。341Please respect copyright.PENANACUxfWNspO1
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「Alvin,Haley!你哋傾緊啲咩啊?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAZKu7qMPMSj
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。341Please respect copyright.PENANAZtUETtNC6D
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Haley見況,立即說:「唔阻你兩個,行先。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAXwL9l6yL4K
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後,自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。341Please respect copyright.PENANAYL1s1buKC6
無錯,其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。341Please respect copyright.PENANAwB2qtSMvg9
不過他這樣一下子就走掉,也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……341Please respect copyright.PENANAVmmzYdH2KS
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「喂,Haley!洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。341Please respect copyright.PENANAYbaNpgW7St
於是也只好放慢腳步,讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。341Please respect copyright.PENANAubgAuCAxzq
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「Haley個死仔,話走就走!」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。341Please respect copyright.PENANA2RA6pXIqj3
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來,並說:「Haley可能怕尷尬掛,哈哈。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAlzgfzg05HE
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯,踏上返回課室的路程。341Please respect copyright.PENANAAapvKYifw8
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然而就在中途,Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說:「Alvin,你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界?」341Please respect copyright.PENANA5CFGEvjuyG
「會!一定會!應承咗你架嘛!」我馬上也回應了。341Please respect copyright.PENANAHHexTSCGZU
因為明天星期六,可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。341Please respect copyright.PENANAiQSTpkoDHA
身為她的男朋友,我沒有理由不去支持一下,為她打氣吧?341Please respect copyright.PENANAAgwIUbPhj7
除此之外,其實我也打算在她完成比賽後,帶她去看電影。341Please respect copyright.PENANAZyzLj4F7S1
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。341Please respect copyright.PENANA9iJ2CGYrRv
然而,我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……341Please respect copyright.PENANAi1f1sTqgae
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隔天,正當我打算出門口時,媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。341Please respect copyright.PENANAxp9qektEtO
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結,開始進行倒數。341Please respect copyright.PENANAHcQwuIX9IU
若果想見最後一面,就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……341Please respect copyright.PENANAKpNywVGfdw
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然而,我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。341Please respect copyright.PENANAkUC2UOdL98
並在路途上,向Mandy發送了一個訊息:341Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1yAFy2ako
「我公公有事,要趕去醫院」341Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2ClmEDf0z
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但是,當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身,手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。341Please respect copyright.PENANAG85StGLUbd
因此沒有接收到我的訊息,並一直在比賽時,無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。341Please respect copyright.PENANAYMTTS2Dy3f
卻因為我的缺席,而分神,最後也與勝利無緣。341Please respect copyright.PENANAV6aIeb9yCr
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世,才會缺席。341Please respect copyright.PENANAJdoWSTz0sQ
使得輸掉了比賽的她,卻要反過來安慰我。341Please respect copyright.PENANArrDXknbDfE
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但後來,我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。341Please respect copyright.PENANAchtp0sK1dV
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席,彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。341Please respect copyright.PENANAxkrYGyyrEa
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣,甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。341Please respect copyright.PENANAMCi8ORyxQc
雖然她一直都說不關我的事,而且知道我是有原因才不來的。341Please respect copyright.PENANA2BNHrFeCIy
還覺得我有立即通知她,是盡責的行為。341Please respect copyright.PENANAKIZyHeaPUN
然而,只是因為她沒有看到訊息,才不知道我沒有來。341Please respect copyright.PENANAPh2f9vRlfx
而一直在比賽時東張西望,這是她身為選手的不成熟。341Please respect copyright.PENANA2I0l4gEIgl
但是,其實我是非常自責的,因為若果我有出現的話,或許她就不會輸掉比賽。341Please respect copyright.PENANADYka8l2rgO
我從此得知了,當承諾實現不了的時候,就只會帶來失望,是對自己的失望……341Please respect copyright.PENANAzsTDzp2NqB
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」341Please respect copyright.PENANArt6jcDM2cW
「嗄!」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過,並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。341Please respect copyright.PENANAa69QAvXpPx
於是我立即拿起來看,並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……341Please respect copyright.PENANAYEpanIYmBk
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「弊,琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗,無覆到佢!」341Please respect copyright.PENANAED4AgimHsK
我慌張起來地說道,並馬上點開她的訊息來看。341Please respect copyright.PENANARWNRwzz7Gz
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAPmczRNIGlP
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。341Please respect copyright.PENANAOIKUE8uiP6
然而,那時候我卻昏睡了,所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。341Please respect copyright.PENANASkbAEeQCLU
因此,在大約十分後她又傳來:341Please respect copyright.PENANAzQYic6b7uN
「Online住唔應嘅?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAJAvEgEtg1h
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗?」341Please respect copyright.PENANA5SHXxKgYFu
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接著,再過五分鐘後,她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。341Please respect copyright.PENANAKgnaNjRooR
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。341Please respect copyright.PENANA3NAF2P4GyS
「聽日繼續加油啦!晚安啦傻>w<」341Please respect copyright.PENANAFEjm0gDJqs
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然後,直到今早六時半,她又向我傳來了一個訊息:341Please respect copyright.PENANA5cSQUw1yPi
「我準備做手術啦」341Please respect copyright.PENANAcrkHBC6Tb0
「做完再覆你ouo<3」341Please respect copyright.PENANAfhf45NZvDd
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後,立即就回覆她:341Please respect copyright.PENANAbJgHf6xYgs
「加油啊!我會等你回覆架>X<」341Please respect copyright.PENANAWLh2oRp7X4
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然而,這一段訊息,卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。341Please respect copyright.PENANAA2xEosnkr1
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。341Please respect copyright.PENANA7sVrptyuWQ
會是單剔號,可能是因為訊號不良接收不到,也可能是她關機了。341Please respect copyright.PENANAmIluLBgtm3
但這時候,我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。341Please respect copyright.PENANAyPaF9c7yKV
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息,由單剔號變成雙剔號……341Please respect copyright.PENANAZvoshAw4XF
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雖然剔號並沒有改變,但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。341Please respect copyright.PENANASyuWejkqK1
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著,痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。341Please respect copyright.PENANAtgF6WGHMYa
而且更糟糕的是,甚至在我平常步速下步行時。341Please respect copyright.PENANAmOAOg8eute
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛,使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。341Please respect copyright.PENANALKbPk5WTEz
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但我還不能就此停下腳步,因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。341Please respect copyright.PENANAOV5S6i2bXk
只要再多撐三場賽事,我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力,展示自己達成承諾了……341Please respect copyright.PENANATyRbmnGxxI
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「各就位……預備……」341Please respect copyright.PENANA4gSFNFWIoG
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。341Please respect copyright.PENANAQHzHCkas1e
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備,然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。341Please respect copyright.PENANAs4tVLWLzHB
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣,我也只能以三個詞彙來形容,就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。341Please respect copyright.PENANA81gBh1PCwb
但是我已經回不了去,因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。341Please respect copyright.PENANAetsERqoKc8
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「呯—」 341Please respect copyright.PENANA5PRqmvwbVx
我立即抬起身來向前跑,卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。341Please respect copyright.PENANAaiKPzs9n9J
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。341Please respect copyright.PENANArLcYTGjlhX
接著更陸續被反超前,由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。341Please respect copyright.PENANAPevUQuXbxS
最後更成為了最後一名。341Please respect copyright.PENANAfgUQUK8kkX
但是,即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好,還是追不上眼前的選手……341Please respect copyright.PENANABewqOSksXZ
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線,自己卻還在跑著。341Please respect copyright.PENANAo5GYXPGttp
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這場二百米賽事,我可是徹底地敗北了。341Please respect copyright.PENANAIJkOh0zqWw
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了?341Please respect copyright.PENANAcvtcIaVE3j
為什麼會落敗?為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了?341Please respect copyright.PENANAUELYf7WnpS
我恨自己,恨自己又未能實現承諾。341Please respect copyright.PENANA9WF0adiVHb
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然而片刻後,我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。341Please respect copyright.PENANAjQjo1LQpVt
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗,並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。341Please respect copyright.PENANAi7VudTjOH5
可是這時候,前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路,並說:「阿侑……你做咩啦……」341Please respect copyright.PENANAtCorr2ZJQl
是Mandy。341Please respect copyright.PENANAO38TbrEWY3
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「無啊,我去更衣室拉筋啊,仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAmW1pJ8xbHT
我馬上就向她說道了目的,並打算從她身旁走過。341Please respect copyright.PENANAmumCet7xzw
可是,她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說:341Please respect copyright.PENANA8fEKtWB5Fx
「Zack佢話你怪怪地,搏哂命去參加比賽,所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」341Please respect copyright.PENANABgRuh1nkGe
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。341Please respect copyright.PENANAAGmSctvv2D
可是她卻表現激動起來:「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁,你無嘢啊嘛?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAssyi1ONbuU
我嚇了一嚇,沒有即時回應她。341Please respect copyright.PENANAFE7l4bnTP4
於是她也繼續說下去:「何鵬侑,你講!到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命?」341Please respect copyright.PENANAUEMZfQ0i1d
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「我應承咗人,咁咪要搏命囉!承諾嚟架嘛!」我說道。341Please respect copyright.PENANAw9GUSQFJ2k
「喺承諾咁又點?」但她隨即就質問起來。341Please respect copyright.PENANAS2GbCdwiZj
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時,我也忍不住激動起來說:341Please respect copyright.PENANAHxbUpns4w7
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉!就好似以前咁,我明明應承咗你,但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽,仲要搞到你分神輸咗!咪搞到你對我失望囉!」341Please respect copyright.PENANAg061qiBOTC
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「啪—」341Please respect copyright.PENANAqmvVjJXqWQ
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。341Please respect copyright.PENANA90bbKPQzAJ
我瞬間愣住,並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。341Please respect copyright.PENANAJe5LqoKbND
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。341Please respect copyright.PENANAlZPQFGj6Ai
直至這一刻,我才下意識過來。341Please respect copyright.PENANAdxiGf3lhJM
剛剛的那一句說話,到底是有多麼的錯……341Please respect copyright.PENANAEATKWDUIHu
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望,划算嗎」341Please respect copyright.PENANA7cqPFZP6Mt