I wish you'd come over sometimes
I feel so alone sometimes
We don't even have to talk
We can just sit in silence
In the company of each other
Goddamn.
I wish I wasn't this alone
I wish I was like you
You know exactly what you're doing
With all those flashy clubs, sports, activities
I have no clue what I'm doing and,
Goddamn.
Why did it end up like this
Why do I always keep coming back
To you
But you treat me as something that once was
Do you even remember my name?
Goddamn
Its at the tip of your tongue,
isn't it?
The memory continues to fade
At one point, I'm just a forgotten memory
To you
Goddamn
I always found a way to control my feelings
but
They're coming back
And they're coming back at such a speed
That I don't think you, with your killer reflexes can catch it, because
Goddamn
I have no way to control this
It's so violent
I just want to be loved
by you
I wish you'd just come over sometimes.