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It's not my pain. So why am I feeling it?

urmom

Nov 9, 2020

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2 分鐘

It's not my pain. So why am I feeling it?

I'm not just feeling it

I'm living it211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJUQhNuszD

I'm breathing it

The pain's scrawled on my face

Written in blood

In every place

I can feel this pain as if it were my own

As if all that shit happened in my home

As if I were the one who inflicted it

And in my head

And heart

That pain is depicted

I can see it in my head

Played out in red

The anger, the sorrow

As if there's no tomorrow

I can feel it

That pain

Was borrowed

It's not mine

I don't own it

Then why am I being shown it?

It's not fair

We're not a fucking pair!

We shouldn't share

This fucking pain

It's not a fucking game

My emotions

Shouldn't be the same

As yours

My heart

Isn't an open door

For anyone's pain

To enter

I'm not the center

Of your grief

So let me live in peace

What's all this commotion?

I didn't cause it

So fucking pause it!

Because I wanna leave!211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xXNhs4jKS

I want no part of this!

Because right now

I'm at the heart of this

Even though, this isn't mine

I don't belong here

I wasn't the one, wrong here

Then why do I feel the blame?

The blunt

Of the shame

This pain

Your pain

I can feel

It's all too real

For us to share

And nothing can compare

To the magnitude

Of this pain

Please!211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNOp7ji5xa

Let me abstain

From this pain

From your pain

Then why

Do I find211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuYhPXJEFV

Myself blaming

It all on me?

My time is not free!

Then why

Is your pain

Engraved in my brain

I need that space for other shit

When do I get to quit?

Feeling

The brunt

Of your pain211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceFIiuXhIx

You came along

And passed it onto me

This curse

And every day, I feel as though it gets worst

I can hear your voices in my head

While I'm lying in my bed

Somebody else should take it instead

And I don't want you to go through this alone

But leave me the fuck alone!

God damn it

You understand it

How this shit feels

Then why

Did you give it to me to feel?211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzwHYVgLyp

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#4 I will always be your rival, because you are in denial

#5 -I was the dead body and the coroner-

#6 Make-shift mommy

#7 The things you say......

#8 Fighting myself.....

#9 You shoot your words like bullets, and it hits.....

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#12 It's all lies, darling

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#14 Pleasure and pain, they both feel the same

#16 It's not my pain. So why am I feeling it?

#18 WRITERS BLOCK

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#20 You never treated me fairly....

#21 Blocked from what?

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#26 I'm fine, just having flashbacks of a former time

#27 Funny how bitches say "express yourself"

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