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Shit I pulled out of my ass lmao

urmom

Dec 16, 2020

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Your love language

The burning anguish

Your pearly, white teeth

The aching grief

Sparkling, sunny eyes

The daily lies

Past mistakes

The way your heart aches

When your eyes blink

What your mind thinks

Why your heart sinks

Those dirty, hidden kinks

I know it all

Big or small

Your demons crawl

Inside your head

The way you quivered in your bed

The teasing trauma

You refuse to accept

Your so-called "parents"

Alone, you still wept

Swollen eyes you closed

And you slept

Dreaming of peace

You have yet to achieve

Is it true that you struggle alone?

Like garbage

In the trash, you were thrown

Your eyes water

As you think of your father

Your heart withers more

As you walk out that door

If love were money

You would be poor

I know you want more

That's what you crave for

It's dark

It's damp

Not even one lamp

Take my hand

I'll lead you to a lovely land

That doesn't exist!

That chance

You missed

Now I'm just pissed

My mind in a fritz

Your skin may be sun-kissed

But out in the cold, you sit

Seeking it

Wanting it

Feeling it

Haunting it

Those needs you deny

And kneeling, you cry

The red slithers out

And relieved, you sigh

The pain

It's nice

Your heart's now on ice

Cause when it was broken

You couldn't bear to hold it

As heavy as bricks

People play games

And tricks

But remember

They can't be fixed

Wake up!

Pay attention

You're sinking!

Ease the tension

No!

Use prevention

It's a constant tug-of-war

What for?

The voices, follow you

The constant wear and tear

Hollow you

Your energy

They borrow from you

To never give back

A conscience, they lack

Now your heart's out of wack

Now you're in the pitch black

Is emptiness

Better than the love you missed?

Does coldness

Replace your boldness?

You're a shell

Of your old self

Your dignity

They stripped

Your back

They whipped

Your heart

They took

............

You're no longer an open book

Your pages, ripped

Over-looked

Your doors are locked

Shut tight

Always blocked

Nobody let it

Now loving, is a sin

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#1 Suspended on ice

#2 Disappointing and depleting

#3 Love- the poem-

#4 I will always be your rival, because you are in denial

#5 -I was the dead body and the coroner-

#6 Make-shift mommy

#7 The things you say......

#8 Fighting myself.....

#9 You shoot your words like bullets, and it hits.....

#10 I can't tell if I love you or hate you....

#12 It's all lies, darling

#13 I thought it was true, when you said "I love you"

#14 Pleasure and pain, they both feel the same

#16 It's not my pain. So why am I feeling it?

#18 WRITERS BLOCK

#19 Feeling like nothing...

#20 You never treated me fairly....

#21 Blocked from what?

#25 Shit I pulled out of my ass lmao

#26 I'm fine, just having flashbacks of a former time

#27 Funny how bitches say "express yourself"

#28 Just want to make your pain go away.....

#32 *Trigger warning*- Inspired by a lyric from the song "Look at me" by xxxtentacion

#33 Internal bleeding

#34 People are liars.

#35 Matty beats rap

#36 Nightmare continuation-