Dear.........
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for blocking you. It feels like it was a betrayal on my end. It's against everything I stand for and everything I am......but I had to.
For me.
It sounds like a foreign concept, doing something for me, but I just did.
And I'm so, so fucking proud. I'm so used to keeping toxic people, people who don't benefit my well-being or people that mistreat me, in my life because I love them.
But I have to put that aside. I have to put that need to love and that need for closeness aside so that I can do what's best for me.
I love you and I will always love you.
That is one thing about me. Once I love someone or start loving someone, I can never take that love away. That love will never go away.
You are a funny, kind, loving, affectionate, helpful, shy, adorable, cute (one of the cutest) guy and I love you for it, but we did not see eye to eye on a lot of things. Our personalities were too opposing and we hit each others' weak spots.
We triggered each others' wounds and I think we have to work on those wounds separately.
I will always love you and be there for you.....I just will not be able to be with you.
I wish the best for you, I want you to be happy and healthy, I hope your health problems improve or disappear, I hope you find a woman you are able to spend the rest of your life with, I hope your family situation improves, and I hope that you will forever be happy and at peace.
You are one of the most extraordinary and unique people I have ever met and I will never forget you.
I will also never forget the things you said to me, good as well as bad.
You were the first person to make me feel loved, in a long time.
I thank you for that dosage of love, so much. I needed it so much.
Thank you.
Thank you for sharing your love with me. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it most. Thank you for not judging me, even though later on you started to.
Thank you for recognizing the beauty in my soul, and expressing it to me.
Thank you for enriching my life with love and happiness, for the time that you did.
It is very much appreciated and will never be forgotten.
I love you, but I had to let go......for me.
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