My question is: Why? Why would you lie to me?!?! There's no fucking reason to! No reason at all! Why do you think I would want to hear made up bull shit about you? I would accept you just as you are. And I'm just now finding out about this. I'm not even surprised. Just so very disappointed. So disappointed. And still, after everything, still had faith in you. Still loved you. Now I just....I'm just disgusted and embarrassed and ashamed for ever believing in you. Defending you. You're a pathological fucking liar. I don't even know if any of the bull shit you told me is even real. What's your name? When's your birthday? Like.....what the fuck?
I thought I was over you. I tried letting go so many times. I went through my ups and downs. Highs and lows.
I found out you lied and betrayed me, not even for the first time.
Then why am I still thinking about you? Wondering about you? Wishing well upon you?
IT MAKES NO SENSE.
MAKE IT MAKE FUCKING SENSE.
Also, happy birthday.
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