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#19

Feeling like nothing...

urmom

Nov 20, 2020

194

1 分鐘

What was I before?

A skeleton, nothing more

And after?

An emotional disaster198Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyomrgMRcN

They all say let it go198Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaRJUAMwFz

And let It show

But easier said than done198Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrxTrGBvdt

I’d rather just run

And hide

And live a complete lie

The lie isn’t a happy fairytale198Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RnrrhSvzp

But it sure beats those feelings, old and stale

I’d like to let it flow

Like beautiful silk, smooth and sown

But around me are thorns

And from hate and harshness, they were born

I’d rather sit here, feelings, ignored

Just like I get ignored

And shut down

No comfort, just a frown

No understanding

Just branding

“This is what you are”

Even though, the truth is very far

From how this person judges me

And I can’t say anything, cause they’re “above” me

They don’t see me

They can’t read me

They have one way they perceive me

Why can’t they free me?

From this confinement198Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7sd9hgIhM

This alignment

With their point of view

And what they’ve been through

If only they knew

What I feel and what I do

But they don’t care

They just stare

Eyes cold, never fair

Never loving

Never touching

Just shortness

Rushing

And Judging

Persuading, that I’m nothing

That I need to have been through something

That I’m just bluffing

And faking

The pain

When in reality

My heart is aching

Every day

But this pain, to them, is not valid

I’m acting

In their eyes

They dismiss me

Not one beat, missing

Not taking a second to see

What’s really wrong

And I long

That warmth and comfort

That I seek from another

Cause I can’t feel it in myself

And definitely never my mother

I want to see it

The smile when they see me

The love when they greet me

Not annoyance

And avoidance

Not harsh words

And hurtful slurs

Not feeling like nothing, is what I’m worth198Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfjWVP2vUo

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#1 Suspended on ice

#2 Disappointing and depleting

#3 Love- the poem-

#4 I will always be your rival, because you are in denial

#5 -I was the dead body and the coroner-

#6 Make-shift mommy

#7 The things you say......

#8 Fighting myself.....

#9 You shoot your words like bullets, and it hits.....

#10 I can't tell if I love you or hate you....

#12 It's all lies, darling

#13 I thought it was true, when you said "I love you"

#14 Pleasure and pain, they both feel the same

#16 It's not my pain. So why am I feeling it?

#18 WRITERS BLOCK

#19 Feeling like nothing...

#20 You never treated me fairly....

#21 Blocked from what?

#25 Shit I pulled out of my ass lmao

#26 I'm fine, just having flashbacks of a former time

#27 Funny how bitches say "express yourself"

#28 Just want to make your pain go away.....

#32 *Trigger warning*- Inspired by a lyric from the song "Look at me" by xxxtentacion

#33 Internal bleeding

#34 People are liars.

#35 Matty beats rap

#36 Nightmare continuation-