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Disappointing and depleting

urmom

Feb 13, 2021

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2 分鐘

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Fucking whore.

I don't love you anymore

Head, hung low

Walking out that door

Body started freezing at the core286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzDTGsNhJQ

Believing I was a chore

Never looked at me

But at your phone

Or the floor

Don't you wanna have a better rapport, with someone you're supposed to be there for?

Am I too hard to care for?

Hm.

I don't wanna hear it

I was left alone

Bottled up and tearing

Model of adhering

Breakdowns always nearing

Afraid to let it out, cuz criticism I was fearing

Little shit and you were screaming

Next day, your smile was beaming

My anger seething.

You're perfect, right?

I'm not hurting, right?

Baby, that's no truths, all lies

You're intrusive at the wrong times

Prying into my thoughts

And getting mad when I don't comply

You're a spy for the wrong side

You should be making your wrongs, right

And shut the fuck up about your life, when you don't care about mine

There's nothing but ice in your eyes and, Christ, you should try

To be more than just someone I despise

And take a moment to realize

You make me sick sometimes.

Not just in my body, but in my mind.

The dread I feel286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBaU6u1DYf

When I think of you

Is enough to make me die.

It's agonizing for me

You've never even empathized with me286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3guOxJatt

Set aside your beliefs

And at least look at me while I weep

I'm tired of sitting at your feet

Grinning, but I'm beat

I need relief.

Being around you

Is long and never-ending, like a street

You starve me of what I need, can I eat?

My outlook is grey and bleak

Because of how you treat me

It's disappointing and depleting

Release me

Free me

What I do is never pleasing

You're never present

You're the queen and I'm the peasant

I wanna detox

But you're relentless

Where's my heaven, cuz this is hellish

How can I spell this?

You're damaging, and one day you're gonna regret it.

Or maybe

Your head is too stuck up your ass286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5gFdZTosA

To ever get it.

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#1 Suspended on ice

#2 Disappointing and depleting

#3 Love- the poem-

#4 I will always be your rival, because you are in denial

#5 -I was the dead body and the coroner-

#6 Make-shift mommy

#7 The things you say......

#8 Fighting myself.....

#9 You shoot your words like bullets, and it hits.....

#10 I can't tell if I love you or hate you....

#12 It's all lies, darling

#13 I thought it was true, when you said "I love you"

#14 Pleasure and pain, they both feel the same

#16 It's not my pain. So why am I feeling it?

#18 WRITERS BLOCK

#19 Feeling like nothing...

#20 You never treated me fairly....

#21 Blocked from what?

#25 Shit I pulled out of my ass lmao

#26 I'm fine, just having flashbacks of a former time

#27 Funny how bitches say "express yourself"

#28 Just want to make your pain go away.....

#32 *Trigger warning*- Inspired by a lyric from the song "Look at me" by xxxtentacion

#33 Internal bleeding

#34 People are liars.

#35 Matty beats rap

#36 Nightmare continuation-