我回来了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAW7uLq4y9qJ
回到了这个我曾经用尽一切智慧与勇气才逃离的地狱。9Please respect copyright.PENANAc0Fqvw5vJF
只是这一次,地狱换上了一副无比华美、无比温柔的面孔。9Please respect copyright.PENANAaATbFdFGwY
奢华。9Please respect copyright.PENANAcTJk1fBTOb
一种极致的、病态的、令人窒息的奢华。9Please respect copyright.PENANA2OtE8EmbI5
仿佛要将我整个人都彻底淹没、彻底融化在这无边的富贵温柔乡之中。9Please respect copyright.PENANAprkCspJg5Z
我住进了宰相府最华丽的“静月阁”。9Please respect copyright.PENANA5I0tHqYLwj
那名字,是顾长风那个蠢货连夜为我改的。9Please respect copyright.PENANAkiiR0EUi07
我睡的床,是百年沉香木雕琢而成的,上面悬挂着的,是比天边的云彩还要轻薄柔软的鲛人纱。9Please respect copyright.PENANAT6gbTNzzrh
我走的每一寸地面,都铺着从遥远的波斯国运来的、绣着金色蔷薇的厚重地毯,踩上去,没有一丝一毫的声音,柔软得仿佛要将人的脚踝都陷进去。9Please respect copyright.PENANA8qsj34hWQ3
我用的每一件器皿,都是上好的羊脂白玉。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjJMWiJkIwx
我吃的每一口饭菜,都是由三名御厨级别的顶级厨师,用最珍稀的食材精心烹制而成。9Please respect copyright.PENANApuOXSVeDFO
我的衣柜里,挂满了琳琅满目的绫罗绸缎,每一件都价值千金,是京城里所有名门闺秀梦寐以求的珍品。9Please respect copyright.PENANAAcPEd3CUvd
顾长风,他像一个疯子,一个试图用金钱来弥补他那滔天罪孽的疯子,将这个世界上所有他能找到的美好之物,全都像垃圾一样,疯狂地堆砌在我的面前。9Please respect copyright.PENANAvkXuLjry9U
他做到了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAN31rYBfQ7n
他成功地为我打造了一个全世界最昂贵、最美丽的笼子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlfh4OfiTVN
一个用纯金打造的,镶满了钻石与珍珠的,金丝牢笼。9Please respect copyright.PENANArw1WeUoVme
而我,就是那只被他小心翼翼地捧在手心里的,那只唯一的、失而复得的金丝雀。9Please respect copyright.PENANAG3tFLknuDy
他对我好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVceWKxQRra
好到了一种令人发指的、病态的程度。9Please respect copyright.PENANAoEkhD8Gijq
他几乎是寸步不离地守着我。9Please respect copyright.PENANAylKYROS262
那双总是充满了痴迷与占有欲的眼睛,像两道无形的锁链,死死地将我捆绑在他的视线范围之内。9Please respect copyright.PENANAiE4PG8DyU9
他为我派来了整整十二名贴身侍女,四个最健壮的护院。9Please respect copyright.PENANAXgkWoct1HG
美其名曰:“保护”。9Please respect copyright.PENANA3JE66R8MfX
保护我这个手无缚鸡之力的、刚刚才从生死线上逃回来的、受了惊吓的柔弱女子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdmlLDEOgzr
多么可笑的借口!9Please respect copyright.PENANALzArfSqSas
我心中冷笑。9Please respect copyright.PENANAOcdPh6XUP5
我知道,这哪里是保护!9Please respect copyright.PENANAbqlPiWPju5
这分明就是监视!9Please respect copyright.PENANAFSlWtj1JDH
是最严密、最无孔不入的监视!9Please respect copyright.PENANA23c1ylP2Ru
那十二名侍女,就是十二双永远都不会眨一下的眼睛!9Please respect copyright.PENANAAyLHzBkkV8
那四个护院,就是四根永远都屹立不倒的、冰冷的、牢笼的栅栏!9Please respect copyright.PENANA0LLZZWgb3t
他们监视着我的一举一动。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7DANdO2nOU
我吃饭、我喝茶、我散步、我睡觉……9Please respect copyright.PENANAO3L6PQZvvi
我做的每一件事,我说的每一句话,我脸上露出的每一个细微的表情,都会在第一时间,被他们原封不动地,汇报给那个我名义上的“爱人”,实际上的“典狱长”——顾长风。9Please respect copyright.PENANA39BD6vNz7J
但我不在乎。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFx3cHRIqnD
我甚至……很享受。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbzd5CEKLKv
我开始了我此生最精湛、最投入的表演。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZenJtC1u7
我变成了一只兔子。9Please respect copyright.PENANAsOx7tQWbKs
一只真正的、被吓破了胆的、除了依赖自己的主人之外,再也找不到任何一丝安全感的、惊弓之鸟。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbNAkBeubtH
一阵风吹过,我会瑟瑟发抖。9Please respect copyright.PENANA6bXjbzfvCo
一片叶子落下,我会惊声尖叫。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFh6fiFKlyL
一个茶杯不小心从手中滑落,那清脆的碎裂声,足以让我脸色惨白,浑身颤抖地扑进顾长风的怀里,像一个受了天大委屈的孩子,在他那充满了酒气的胸膛里,寻求那廉价的、虚伪的庇护。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1XwgKyVPSd
“长风……我怕……我真的好怕……”9Please respect copyright.PENANASIS6fFywnf
我的眼泪,成为了我最廉价,也最有效的武器。9Please respect copyright.PENANAN2C6vd6ibj
每一次,当我用那挂着晶莹泪珠的、楚楚可怜的眼睛望着他时。9Please respect copyright.PENANAf3Fgw6y5aK
每一次,当我用那因为“恐惧”而剧烈颤抖的、柔软的身体紧紧地抱着他时。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQ23M5fm8Yd
我都能清晰地感觉到,他那因为极度的满足和滔天的虚荣而剧烈跳动的心脏!9Please respect copyright.PENANABhDjo3Hvmy
他很享受。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxGz9kDP4rM
他享受这种被我全身心依赖的感觉。9Please respect copyright.PENANA8K5QEfeiws
享受这种将一个绝世美人完全掌控在自己手中的、神明般的快感!9Please respect copyright.PENANAcEDYeQi1Bk
我的恐惧,我的脆弱,我的依赖……9Please respect copyright.PENANA75CC6Wu50e
这一切的一切,都像最醇厚的美酒,像最致命的毒药,让他沉醉其中,无法自拔!9Please respect copyright.PENANAzlSwGaStxY
他以为他得到了我的全部。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4sSNxzNFdt
他以为他彻底地征服了我。9Please respect copyright.PENANAo5e92CWQ4n
他以为他用这座金丝牢笼,锁住了一只再也飞不出去的小鸟。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYrHKUBmIHv
他却不知道。9Please respect copyright.PENANAgFR92YxwxA
他锁住的,仅仅是一具没有灵魂的、冰冷的、正在陪他演戏的躯壳!9Please respect copyright.PENANAjkD55quTbi
而我那真正的灵魂。9Please respect copyright.PENANAbQGxJusJAJ
我那充满了仇恨与冰冷的、属于现代世界特工的灵魂!9Please respect copyright.PENANAhSq77o1YoX
早已在每一个他看不见的深夜里,化作了一匹最孤傲、最冷静、最致命的独狼!9Please respect copyright.PENANAPkFZP3AgJd
夜深人静。9Please respect copyright.PENANAhoExrmmu4w
当顾长风那个蠢货终于在我温柔的假象之中,心满意足地、沉沉地睡去之后。9Please respect copyright.PENANAju11alk7eG
我的表演,才算真正地结束。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7qPoPi4sXQ
我缓缓地睁开眼睛。9Please respect copyright.PENANAvCcyKNRCIw
那双在白天里总是充满了恐惧与依赖的清澈的眼眸,在这一刻,变得比深渊还要幽静,比寒冰还要冷冽!9Please respect copyright.PENANAF7Yt7Mtteo
我没有立刻行动。9Please respect copyright.PENANANAK98GyWQe
我只是静静地躺着,像一具真正的尸体。9Please respect copyright.PENANAc91bAZN6t2
我在听。9Please respect copyright.PENANAhxczCrlkch
用我那早已训练得无比敏锐的耳朵,去倾听这座巨大的、罪恶的府邸的呼吸。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdoqpvJVFr3
我听到了窗外那两名护卫,在压低了声音,交谈着今天赌坊里的输赢。9Please respect copyright.PENANATPCG9sioHW
我听到了走廊尽头,那名负责守夜的老妈子,那因为困倦而变得格外沉重的、均匀的呼吸声。9Please respect copyright.PENANAvculWA5Xlo
我甚至能听到,房梁之上,那只正在追逐着另一只耗子的,那细微的、几乎微不可闻的脚步声。9Please respect copyright.PENANAztyC6EM0mB
很好。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEjwPhIYyXj
一切正常。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEaMEQHE8Rf
所有人都进入了他们该有的角色。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7dPuzpAg7y
所有人都放松了警惕。9Please respect copyright.PENANAWECyVU3VXO
我缓缓地坐起身,动作轻得像一片羽毛,没有发出一丝一毫的声音。9Please respect copyright.PENANApjDNwcO1Cy
我没有点灯。9Please respect copyright.PENANAIeiHZMXDR0
黑暗,才是我最好的伪装。9Please respect copyright.PENANAqzrf0vCK8L
我摊开我的手掌,在那片光滑细腻的掌心之上,我开始用我的意念,去描绘一幅地图。9Please respect copyright.PENANAsS9ARH9APA
一幅……印刻在我脑海之中的,宰相府的活地图!9Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0Rf6FBN1w
白天,我用我的眼睛,记下了每一条走廊的长度,每一个拐角的位置,每一扇窗户的朝向。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFc5A9UYAuv
晚上,我用我的耳朵,记下了每一队巡逻守卫的换岗时间,他们固定的巡逻路线,甚至是他们每一步之间那微小的、固定的时间差!9Please respect copyright.PENANAC3Q6NUhkTy
我将这些信息,这些用生命与伪装换来的宝贵的信息,像拼图一样,一块一块地,在我那早已构建好的巨大的记忆宫殿之中,精准地拼接起来!9Please respect copyright.PENANAQobtWEZLyi
我能清晰地“看”到,哪里的守卫最薄弱。9Please respect copyright.PENANAS2FymLA88i
我能清晰地“听”到,哪个时间段是他们最松懈的空窗期。9Please respect copyright.PENANAHY2jLes5nf
我甚至能清晰地“闻”到,顾千帆那个老狐狸的书房,那飘散出来的、与府中其他地方截然不同的、独特的龙涎香的味道!9Please respect copyright.PENANAPjNgWFZu1P
我的嘴角,在无边的黑暗之中,缓缓地勾起了一抹冰冷的、充满了嘲讽的弧度。9Please respect copyright.PENANAMlFJKDJDdL
顾千帆。9Please respect copyright.PENANATDz9s45LBV
你这座自以为固若金汤的堡垒,在我眼中,早已是千疮百孔,不堪一击!9Please respect copyright.PENANA3TyKmFqKAx
然而。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1QhdzgVWmk
就在我沉浸在这种掌控一切的快感之中时。9Please respect copyright.PENANATc8RFXiZMQ
我却没有发现。9Please respect copyright.PENANANnQEUkHTdC
我完全没有发现。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6glL24NTs
就在我房间的斜对面。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGTqYvd3LYc
那座看起来最不起眼的、终年都只是静静地侍弄着花草的、属于顾千帆的正妻——顾夫人的小小的阁楼里。9Please respect copyright.PENANAOOSjW8eKSg
一双眼睛。9Please respect copyright.PENANAnZgXvXo8J5
一双看起来总是那么雍容华贵、慈眉善目,仿佛对世间一切都漠不关心的眼睛。9Please respect copyright.PENANAFMCXURxJqt
正透过那半开的窗户的缝隙。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1Z8pkRMebE
静静地,毫无波澜地,注视着我所在的这座“静月阁”。9Please respect copyright.PENANApUf38GCFPs
她已经看了很久很久了。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQl3QFomG9u
她看着白天那个像受惊的兔子一样,惹人怜爱的我。9Please respect copyright.PENANAxWFjqgILje
她也看着深夜这个像潜伏的毒蛇一样,冰冷致命的我。9Please respect copyright.PENANACS6LOhBCkT
她那张总是挂着温和笑容的脸上,没有任何表情。9Please respect copyright.PENANAWggXkmQ8Nf
但她那双深不见底的眼睛里,却缓缓地,缓缓地,掠过了一丝……9Please respect copyright.PENANAKS5pL01Rf4
了然于胸的,冰冷的笑意。9Please respect copyright.PENANAo9YpudSAyJ
她看着我。9Please respect copyright.PENANAaHhFKSLvSv
她什么都知道。9Please respect copyright.PENANA0jwjNF5D5L