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赤司拼命地去投身工作,拿壹些旁的事情來堵住內心翻滾而上的思緒。15Please respect copyright.PENANAD964EhhUQO
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他其實早就察覺了,自己對待黑子的感情,早就超出了壹開始單純地想去欺侮占有的程度。15Please respect copyright.PENANAWFv1SutERN
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不知不覺中就變得愈來愈在意那個人的想法、那個人的心情、那個人的思緒,走了這麽久壹回頭,發現自己產生了壹種大概叫做“愛情”的心緒。15Please respect copyright.PENANAnXfwiwWm9c
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可他總是欺騙自己,欺騙自己只不過是不想讓對方太過難過,才對他那麽好的。15Please respect copyright.PENANAeSSBSN4s42
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可其實慢慢難過起來的是自己。15Please respect copyright.PENANAeSnbRproH1
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只要壹停下工作,那晚黑子臥在床上盯著他的場景就會閃回在腦海裏——15Please respect copyright.PENANAdCIF1erI9X
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“吶,赤司君,妳喜歡我,對吧?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAdhoKB8TPpK
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他無力地拿拳砸向桌子,現在的自己,要怎麽辦才好?15Please respect copyright.PENANAW2T3C0kjik
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自己背負的姓氏、結姻的任務、家族的名譽,都必須要考慮,他不是什麽普通的孩子,想談戀愛的話,就可以瘋狂地去愛。15Please respect copyright.PENANAoQEUA0RRdM
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那個小混蛋,為什麽,為什麽,偏偏就,喜歡上了呢?15Please respect copyright.PENANAZNFCAm37Ca
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冷戰了大約兩個禮拜的壹個下午,赤司從外面回來,疲乏地走進了書房。15Please respect copyright.PENANAcoxBUIp5nq
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電話聲突兀地想起,他接了起來。15Please respect copyright.PENANAncE576Yusu
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“呦,兒子,最近可好?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAwJusOD0zpB
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是父親的聲音!15Please respect copyright.PENANAniRHlaokz7
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赤司想起自從那日自己回來沒給父親回電話,對方似乎也再沒聯系過自己。15Please respect copyright.PENANAS3tyO630QV
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自己社交季才呆了壹個星期,舞會結束後就回去了,父親大概會生氣。15Please respect copyright.PENANARZRX1Gh2A7
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“父親,這邊壹切都好。”他強作鎮定,回話。15Please respect copyright.PENANAqWUNqZ7JqX
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“哼,妳是該玩得挺好的。”赤司征臣語氣裏聽不出情緒,“那位小助理,妳很喜歡?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAcv5b9gTNHI
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“不,”赤司心裏慌亂了起來,也不知道父親這麽說,是不是知道些什麽,“他工作起來很不錯,很有責任心…”15Please respect copyright.PENANAMFdxM5anvE
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“妳少給我裝蒜!”那邊有些不耐煩的聲音“很喜歡那個人?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAnxL4L6KNgj
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“沒有,”赤司心裏害怕起來,“只是找個人陪在身邊而已。”他不敢告訴父親,他怕黑子會遭到壹些不利的事情。15Please respect copyright.PENANA2tkfMMkDnm
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“征十郎,”那邊語氣放松了壹些,但還是嚴肅,“妳要是想要床伴,有人陪著,我是壹點不介意的,畢竟妳到了這個年紀。”15Please respect copyright.PENANA9fWousybbz
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“可是如果妳動了心,栽了進去,那我可就得管管妳了!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAz7GzePjyRE
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“妳所看到的、接觸到的,不過是幻影。”15Please respect copyright.PENANA3HYndCOwk9
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“妳現在喜歡那個人,喜歡得不得了,可妳敢保證,壹個月過去、半年過去、十年五年過去,妳還會喜歡他麽?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAef624nvrQY
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“妳喜歡的究竟是那個人,還是只是那個人的皮相,妳得想好!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAu96VvS71x5
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“那位小助理,看著白白嫩嫩,是討人喜歡,可所謂外表容顏,都是會老去的!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAxg6L2OVcCH
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“世上很少有什麽不變的東西,但家族姓氏,這是壹樣!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAO1uWKHNfgq
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“我問妳,妳覺得,所謂家族,是怎樣的東西?”15Please respect copyright.PENANA08XDJBvJY8
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“我的祖父、我的父親、我、妳,還有妳的子孫,他們都會老去、都會腐爛、屍骨歸於泥土、不見蹤影。他們的名字都不會不會被世人所熟記,無論在世時多叱咤風雲,終會被世界所遺忘。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAE5hkp494Gn
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“真正傳承下去的是姓氏、是家族的榮耀、是壹種叫做名譽的東西。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAmcaugoGQfz
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“把這個姓氏背後的意義傳承下去,是我們每壹個大家族在每壹場糜爛舞會、燈紅酒綠、尋尋覓覓後要做的事情。”15Please respect copyright.PENANA6ekMGxQilS
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“所以我們不能有私情、尤其是這種見不了光的事情,不能給家族抹黑,不能什麽都由著自己的性子。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAlSRTZcwR4j
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“我剛才說了,所謂皮相,是會老去的。”15Please respect copyright.PENANADuSqdhKwsR
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“可如果妳是赤司征十郎,如果妳很好地背負起這個姓氏,那妳在以後的路上,有很多新的年輕有活力的人會因為這個姓氏來喜歡妳傾慕妳,妳根本不用守著壹個人,惶恐地害怕他老去。只要妳肯背負這個姓氏,喜歡妳的人妳數都數不清!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAt9JwUG7Htc
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聽到這裏,赤司握緊了拳頭。15Please respect copyright.PENANA8hmkzqIUx0
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是啊,會有很多人因為這個姓氏追逐自己,他知道的,可那不是因為他自己。他不想要什麽三千繁花,曾經有壹個人只願意為自己而喜而悲,不是因為什麽姓氏的原因來喜歡自己,只是單純地喜歡他這個人,這難道不就是很珍貴的麽?15Please respect copyright.PENANAOmZgRfjeVe
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可那個人喜歡的,到底是不是真正的自己,還是自己扮演的那個溫柔的追逐者,他已經分不清了。15Please respect copyright.PENANAUQXl7k1gnR
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如果,如果是真正的自己,對方也會喜歡麽?15Please respect copyright.PENANAwSklxjsjBe
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父親接著在那邊說:“總之,我最後勸妳壹次,當床伴,可以。若妳壹定要做傻事的話,我這邊也不會客氣。下月的社交宴會,壹場不許缺席、不許壹場下來壹次舞都不去邀,妳給我記牢!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAQlUhLiX9mV
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赤司答了是,掛了電話,累得靠在了椅子上。15Please respect copyright.PENANAGzqQqrv8Qn
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突然傳來了悉悉索索的聲音,他睜開了眼睛。15Please respect copyright.PENANA51nbN1Yk1L
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書架後的黑子,慢慢地走了出來,站在了他的面前。15Please respect copyright.PENANAzViI6awTMp
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赤司頭疼地揉了揉額頭,開口:“妳都聽見了。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAIzm6aPqf7k
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黑子點點頭,他本來是坐在後面看書,赤司進來他本想離開這個房間,對方接了電話,他倒有些不方便出來,房間裏這麽安靜,他全聽見了。15Please respect copyright.PENANA33yVpXLPfc
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赤司心裏煩,說:“妳先回房間吧。”15Please respect copyright.PENANACwSSpYGWsM
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黑子搖搖頭,開口:“我想和妳好好談談。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAskxvB1cYOI
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赤司單手扶住頭,他已經兩個禮拜沒看到黑子了,他不知道怎麽面對對方,壹直在逃避。15Please respect copyright.PENANAXaHhHhnyxe
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但逃避果然是解決不了問題的,他終於開口:“好吧。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAi9YfwrlzzA
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黑子坐在旁邊的沙發上,然後平靜地看著他,幽幽地開口:“妳也知道的吧,我們不能壹直這麽走下去。”15Please respect copyright.PENANARGzrUgZ0WW
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赤司強壓住心裏的不安:“妳這話什麽意思?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAMTQ41l2jWw
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黑子繼續冷靜地開口:“我承認,我曾經欺騙過妳,是我不對在先。可這麽長時間了,即便妳報復也該報復完了。我想要離開,算我拜托妳。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAec3Z8C6Svo
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赤司想要開口說些什麽,卻被黑子阻攔了:“還是說妳壹定要這麽狠心,完全地毀了我妳才願意?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAal1Q7rdHUF
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赤司盯著他,半天只能說出壹句話:“我早就知道…我早就知道會有這麽壹天的…”15Please respect copyright.PENANAKFoSM6gURC
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沈默了良久,還是問了這個壹直纏繞在他心裏的問題:“吶,黑子,妳有沒有真正喜歡過我?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAjQO1A8tSjb
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“喜歡過,”黑子毫不遲疑地就回答了,“很喜歡很喜歡。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAThgBUyYhbt
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“那,現在呢?”赤司追問。15Please respect copyright.PENANAa6CLjR6BDs
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“我不知道,”黑子搖搖頭,“喜歡妳太累了,我喜歡不動了。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAzFLbPevTh6
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“喜歡壹個人,怎麽會累呢?”赤司不死心。15Please respect copyright.PENANACCGvX9QqTS
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黑子莞爾:“妳有沒有聽過壹句拼接的俗語‘情不知所起,壹往情深,再而衰,三而竭。’?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAXSwSDTgJLE
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赤司冷笑:“在我看來,那只不過是因為情不夠深罷了!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAxEa3KA8soX
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“情不夠深?”黑子突然收斂了目光,冷冽地盯著他,好像變了壹個人,“妳怎麽知道情不夠深?”15Please respect copyright.PENANA1vOBuepkVF
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“妳第壹次向我邀舞的時候,我還沒怎麽學過舞蹈課,搪塞妳說是身體不好不能跳。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAVDzAIuVDzh
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“那天回去我就開始學跳舞,學得很認真很認真,妳都不知道那些形體練習和基礎動作有多麽累人,我從早練到晚,壹天又壹天,就是希望妳再向我邀舞的時候,我可以大大方方地站起來和妳跳。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAvgGUEUdnZT
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“那晚舞會的前壹天,我連覺都沒睡好,做夢都是和妳壹起跳舞。舞會那天我什麽都聽不進去,害怕跳不好,緊張得不行。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAQTGwLiQMzS
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“那晚妳邀請木原跳開場舞的壹瞬,我的心被揪緊,壹下子疼得厲害,有壹瞬我都以為我要喘不上氣。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAIVkvSUDrDP
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“之後妳在摩天輪上向我告白了,我真是傻,深信不疑。那天我第壹次被人吻,還是我傾慕的人,開心得壹塌糊塗,也終於正視起對妳的心意。可從那晚起我就老是做噩夢,我止不住夢見妳,夢見妳發現我的身份,夢見妳瞧不起我看不起我,壹次又壹次從噩夢中驚醒,愧疚不已。”15Please respect copyright.PENANACtWfS9vXDW
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“父親安慰我說,妳們這些世家人物不會動心,只是在名利的基礎上談感情,說如果即使哲奈的死訊公布出去,妳也不會真正傷心,會吊個唁,然後娶別的大小姐,不會有什麽悲哀之情。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAvJL0OK3apD
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“可我心裏總是不願意信,我覺得妳真心喜歡我或是哲奈,覺得我還是傷害到妳,仍舊噩夢做個不停,眼淚流個不停,為根本不需要擔心的事而擔心!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAqrDcVqDmBh
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“那晚在露臺我吻了妳,父親看見了,勸我別太深陷。他看我的目光妳不會知道,在擔心之外,我能瞅出壹絲絲不屑與鄙夷,可我已經深陷了,把他的話丟到了身後去!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAPF62oHlDvP
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“妳送我禮物的那天,父親本來是不讓我出去見妳的,可我求他了,我只想見妳最後壹面,任憑他們拿那種沈默嚴肅的目光打量我,當時的我只要能再見妳壹面,別人怎麽想我我都無所謂的!”15Please respect copyright.PENANA1byhZxxYwP
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“妳送我禮物,妳吻了我,我還是第壹次在脖子上被人那樣吻,我全身發軟站不住,可我不想推開妳,我覺得只要是妳,被怎樣吻都可以!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAQvAdb3Sg08
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“收到項鏈的那刻,我幸福得不行,回別墅那邊我只帶了它,我每天根本離不開那玩意!我從來沒有讓它離開我的身邊,因為那是妳送給我的東西!我寶貝得不行!可那也是個陷阱!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAh4aIpju1ae
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“剛回到別墅的那段時間,我頹廢得要死,整天魂不守舍,在網上發了瘋搜索妳的名字。妳參加各種大型活動的照片、妳參加比賽獲獎的照片、妳被學校女生偷拍後匿名放在放在網上的照片…壹遍又壹遍,不知疲倦。”15Please respect copyright.PENANA9AFGFkZfH4
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“妳說過妳喜歡古琴,我就天天練古琴,雖然那時以為不會有機會再見到妳,彈給妳聽,可我停不下來,腦海中出現的只有妳。”15Please respect copyright.PENANA8xr2n9yJQH
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“我做關於妳的夢,那天被妳在觀景臺親吻脖子的場景壹遍又壹遍出現在我的夢裏,有時全身發熱從夢裏醒來,可那時的我還不知道是怎麽回事,只是手足無措,感到迷惑不已。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAlRWEw2Yynp
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“當我在網上刷出哲奈去世的新聞後,終於肯面對現實了,以為我終於失掉了妳,痛苦得不行!”15Please respect copyright.PENANATS5fT5JYto
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“我努力地想去忘記妳,可我做不到,我還是老是想起妳,想起妳的壹切,妳怎麽那麽可惡,就那樣鋪滿在我的世界裏。”15Please respect copyright.PENANA6hcC743FFQ
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“最後妳抓到我了,瘋狂地擁抱我、占有我。妳告訴我真相的時候,妳不會知道我的心情。妳不會知道我那壹瞬有多痛苦,壹直相信的東西,原來就像壹個易碎的泡泡,壹下子就什麽都沒有了!”15Please respect copyright.PENANADoYMfRceZX
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“可在和妳壹起度過的這些時光裏,我偶爾也會疑惑,與其和妳再無任何交集,能這樣呆在妳身邊,即使不被真正愛著,只是作為壹個床伴來寵,是不是更好壹些?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAmWkNnAXUqm
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“可毋庸置疑的是,所謂初心什麽的早就沒有了。我曾經的愛,曾經以為得到的愛,都不是真的,都只是幻象罷了。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAcGl4Ea4mRI
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“妳說我情不夠深,妳怎麽知道我情不夠深?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAMqPHJLWaXZ
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黑子壹開始說這些話的時候,情緒很激動,赤司聽著聽著發起抖來,想打斷他卻開不了口,最後只是安靜地聽著,壹直在那裏喃喃“對不起”。黑子說到後面,慢慢地平靜了下來,只是哀傷地說下去,最後輕輕地丟給赤司壹個質問。15Please respect copyright.PENANAGI7DFwPrTa
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赤司坐在那裏沈默,這些話黑子從沒有向他說過,從沒有來求過他。他原先猜到黑子是喜歡他的,可他沒想到有這麽喜歡,他沒想到那男孩在他看不見的地方,因為喜歡他默默地努力過這麽多,也受過很多委屈。15Please respect copyright.PENANA1y1XaVj5pN
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“黑子,我們還來得及…”赤司終於開口,哀求的語氣。15Please respect copyright.PENANA8xCXIzfzBF
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“不,來不及了,“黑子苦澀地笑笑,“我不願意了,我不願意再把自己的心去托付給什麽人了,我不願意再因為別人而難過發抖、開心喜悅了。為別人活太累了,我已經不想再這麽繼續下去了。我不想知道妳現在是不是喜歡我還是怎樣,這種患得患失、若即若離的狀態我已經受夠了。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAwMpujpL77u
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黑子的目光認真了起來:“我想通了,我應該為自己而活,活得精彩壹點灑脫壹點,而不是活在誰的目光裏。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAbQAwPwpnFd
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赤司盯著他,目光哀傷而深邃:“如果我說,我不允許妳離開呢?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAYLMJf750L5
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“妳不會,妳不是那樣的人。”黑子淺淺地笑了,卻壹下子又認真嚴肅了起來,“況且,”15Please respect copyright.PENANA7f3pkGa6tY
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“如果妳真的不允許我離開,那真正的我就已經死去了。想要活下去、想要改變的黑子就死了,剩下的就只有壹具行屍走肉,壹具不知道明天在哪裏的空殼而已。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAGLr9ASq4a8
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“所以,這是我第二次認真地求人,讓我離開吧,拜托妳!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAYuiXl4zZdU
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他只這樣子懇切地求過兩次人——壹次是求父親答應讓自己見這個人最後壹面,這次卻來求這個他當時想見的人,求他讓自己離去。15Please respect copyright.PENANALAOU5R4dZZ
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那樣懇切的姿態,那樣決絕的最後宣言,赤司終是點了頭。15Please respect copyright.PENANARAIQkwK6zn
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“但我有壹個條件。”他不容拒絕地開口。15Please respect copyright.PENANASg4jMRLh9c
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“說來聽聽。”黑子抿了抿唇。15Please respect copyright.PENANARDZVR3R5fC
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赤司站起了身,走了過來:“妳如果想要自由,我就給妳自由。妳想要獨立,我就讓妳獨立。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAb3imG0GDLR
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“可妳只要答應我壹件事。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ8X3G20Nx
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“不要輕易地喜歡上別人,再給我壹個機會。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAIMTqtTRk3b
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“雖然我現在還沒有想好,還沒有想好要怎麽做,但我不打算就這麽把妳讓出去。”15Please respect copyright.PENANAMCCJtwQJnI
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“不要隨意地愛上別人,不要放棄我。”15Please respect copyright.PENANA5B5zn1jGcG
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他壹邊說壹邊走近,最後把兩只胳膊搭在黑子的肩上,幾乎哀求的語氣:15Please respect copyright.PENANA5tAHKZWpMY
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“妳都不知道,那天我看見妳和那個人聊得那麽開心,我有多難過多妒嫉,妳明明應該是我的!”15Please respect copyright.PENANAqiiigj7qRY
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“所以,答應我,再給我壹次機會,我就放妳離開,好嗎?”15Please respect copyright.PENANAW74yeuKET0
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黑子又壹次沈溺在那赤司的眼眸裏,鄭重地看著他,點了點頭。15Please respect copyright.PENANAP2GEBAHU7P
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旋即推開那人的臂膀,離開了這個房間,留下赤司壹個人,沈默地坐在這裏。15Please respect copyright.PENANAXg4RymIQL2
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兩人,即將分離…15Please respect copyright.PENANAziWGcK4EJv
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全文終15Please respect copyright.PENANAAoy1EEytAa
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我還是決定把故事停在了這裏,若即若離的兩人,交錯的心意,互相的追逐與背離…15Please respect copyright.PENANAIUEDI7OWYl
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感謝每壹位為我加油、鼓勵我、支持我的小夥伴,感謝妳們義無反顧地吃下我壹次次撒的刀片(不,我相信有很多人對於吃刀片這件事還是很怨念的2333)15Please respect copyright.PENANAywRn9Ak5vl
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想表達的感情就是這樣,黑子喜歡赤司,是因為那是第壹個帶給他“溫暖愛情”的人;15Please respect copyright.PENANAGterhzeASj
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而赤司喜歡哲也,是因為那是第壹個不是因為姓氏、而是為他自己本身而死心塌地的人;15Please respect copyright.PENANAiXW929BLZv
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黑子曾經是單純善意的、從不知曉人惡意的那面,總是拼命拿真心去回報所有對他好的人;15Please respect copyright.PENANAVmp1UsagBU
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而相比之下,赤司習慣拿懷疑的眼光去打量周圍,但本心裏厭棄欺騙與俗利,所以壹開始才會對“故意欺騙”自己的黑子家及黑子本人那麽瞧不起。15Please respect copyright.PENANAQokbnzzMWC
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兩個人兜兜轉轉,總是不經意間,互相溫暖、互相傷害,但始終難以完全舍棄。15Please respect copyright.PENANA2gcRRGXo03
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也許他們最後在了壹起、幸福美滿,也許並沒有,終是沒有抵過世俗的束縛,分離了去…15Please respect copyright.PENANAWGtsg4aBRA
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這只是壹場綺麗的夢境。15Please respect copyright.PENANAxZyiAzXzIF
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謝謝妳看到這裏。15Please respect copyright.PENANACz9TN0LfMj
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了解我的人看到壹大片空白後也許直接會拉下來。15Please respect copyright.PENANAmy3IqiHjSS
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妳猜的沒錯。15Please respect copyright.PENANANkLfYINX3r
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哈哈哈哈哈逗妳們玩的,沒完結啦沒完結啦!之後的部分會好好更新。15Please respect copyright.PENANAXynXNjqnDY
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真要停在這種地方估計我會被揍吧~15Please respect copyright.PENANAhnQXi4fpeK
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可是現在快兩點了我就想逗逗妳們玩嘛~話說這壹章五千字欸五千字!快表揚我~(哄我高興了明天繼續 不 想想算了)15Please respect copyright.PENANAznhGiT9aSc
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有夥伴問我後期有沒有刀片了~15Please respect copyright.PENANAicyGdwNqM6
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“老師,真的沒有了,妳要相信我!”我壹如既往地微笑著,在身後藏起了還沒來得及撒出去的最後幾(十)把刀子,誠懇地說道。ns216.73.216.10da2