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-I was the dead body and the coroner-

urmom

Jan 15, 2021

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Glistening tears

On velvety skin

Monstrous fears

When does happiness begin?

I want you to understand

My mind is never at rest

Don't think because I smile

That I'm doing my best

These "life lessons"

Are pretty depressing

All it's teaching me

Is to stop expressing

Stop obsessing

Cause no one is paying attention

Like a withering heart

That's falling apart

A plagued mind

That's constantly confined

Why is innocence lost so quickly?

Why are sinners, faces so pretty?

But hearts so chilly

They catch me and fool me

Now I'm sitting here, silly

Now my thoughts are racing

My feet are pacing

Now I am shaming

Myself

When I should be hating

Someone else

I'm guilty, and I shouldn't be

It was filthy, and I didn't see

Looking nice and disguised on the outside

But there was nothing but shitty lies on the inside

Wasted my time

I should've never empathized

What I should've done

Was hide

And realize

That there was nothing but crime on their mind

They showed me who they really were

And I still ignored it and went forward

It ended up being torture

I was the dead body

And the coroner

I patched up my own wounds

But I'm still injured

Now purity is out of the picture

Now there's nothing but hurt

And it's getting thicker

Viscous like blood

And strong like liquor

Now my heart

Is like a cold corridor

I'm a foreigner

And I'm scared to explore

Or tour

Anymore

Every alleyway

I find more reason to run away

Why should I stay

In a place

Where there's nothing but disgrace and distaste

I'm nothing but a waste.

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#1 Suspended on ice

#2 Disappointing and depleting

#3 Love- the poem-

#4 I will always be your rival, because you are in denial

#5 -I was the dead body and the coroner-

#6 Make-shift mommy

#7 The things you say......

#8 Fighting myself.....

#9 You shoot your words like bullets, and it hits.....

#10 I can't tell if I love you or hate you....

#12 It's all lies, darling

#13 I thought it was true, when you said "I love you"

#14 Pleasure and pain, they both feel the same

#16 It's not my pain. So why am I feeling it?

#18 WRITERS BLOCK

#19 Feeling like nothing...

#20 You never treated me fairly....

#21 Blocked from what?

#25 Shit I pulled out of my ass lmao

#26 I'm fine, just having flashbacks of a former time

#27 Funny how bitches say "express yourself"

#28 Just want to make your pain go away.....

#32 *Trigger warning*- Inspired by a lyric from the song "Look at me" by xxxtentacion

#33 Internal bleeding

#34 People are liars.

#35 Matty beats rap

#36 Nightmare continuation-