第三十三回 最終回 當愛已成往事83Please respect copyright.PENANAyXVCNLRcvE
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曾經聽過一個故事係講非洲土著點樣捉猴子,佢地只需要係圍欄開一個緊緊夠一隻手穿過嘅細窿,然後放一隻香蕉係後面,等有猴子經過見到,就會嘗試伸手入個窿攞隻香蕉,當佢想走時發現隻手卡住個窿走唔到,呢個時候土著就可以好輕鬆咁捉住隻猴子,猴子如果唔係貪心攞住d唔屬於佢嘅野,只要佢肯鬆開手就唔洗比人捉,原來我都唔係比猴子聰明好多。83Please respect copyright.PENANAySI0iKrwS5
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(一星期之後。)83Please respect copyright.PENANA3o0VdqFOdj
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今年一家人去一間成日食嘅西餐廳慶祝生日,老婆話嗰到D牛扒好好食。83Please respect copyright.PENANAEv6n6lF6Jg
坐底之後老婆好開心咁對住我講:[老公生日快樂!!]83Please respect copyright.PENANAovDcb71Qjj
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跟住佢囉咗部手機比個女講:[亞女,幫Daddy媽咪影張相。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAcyOWNo4ELe
對住部手機有d辛苦咁做一個皮笑肉不笑嘅笑容出呢。83Please respect copyright.PENANALcjvGMZ1h2
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影完相老婆話:[老公你呢排好似好辛苦,今日可以放縱一下食餐勁。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAZgrlVoWhiU
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我微微笑講:[係呀,都好耐無食過牛扒。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAq9mAn0tVJD
手起刀落,切開嗰塊五成熟安格斯牛柳,分咗三分一件比個囡,其餘就我同老婆食。當然重有其他野好似三文魚刺身、煎大蝦、法式焗田螺。83Please respect copyright.PENANAzrEVLKBJMU
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能夠一家人食呢一餐原本應該好開心,但係今日連食最鐘意嘅牛柳居然一D味都無。83Please respect copyright.PENANAyL1tyKcFaJ
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自從出呢做野都係一個人生活,所以一向都無慶祝生日嘅習慣,重記得有一年生日一次過食兩個出前一丁即食麵,一個係牛肉味另一個係雞蓉味,當時已經好滿足。83Please respect copyright.PENANAfDjNzABQwQ
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識咗老婆之後先有慶祝,不知不覺已經去到一把年紀,孤單好似從來都無離開過我,就算結咗婚有埋細路,心靈依然好空虛。83Please respect copyright.PENANAJWEbBHuaVi
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食完飯返屋企換咗衫就返工。今晚要去菜欄開工仲要係通霄。83Please respect copyright.PENANAwgxVu7tnRa
同亞默一齊開工,全程我都無乜點出聲只係不停搬,希望用工作麻醉自己。83Please respect copyright.PENANAxJ9vYATZGu
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一做就八個鐘中間都無食過野,因為根本食唔落。83Please respect copyright.PENANA82cWD4bW9S
到差唔多清晨五點終於收工,83Please respect copyright.PENANAMROpKxRgUP
望住個天開始慢慢變藍,推住最後一車生菜上貨車,當我以為整好晒時,有一個生菜係剛才嗰楝菜到跌咗落呢仲要碌咗出車外,只好由貨櫃尾落車執返佢,攞起手向住最高個菜籃掉過去。83Please respect copyright.PENANAYPZ9UQogsw
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睇實個生菜飛上去就轉身準備閂貨櫃門,點知聽到有野跌落呢嘅聲音。轉身睇又係嗰個生菜,於是又再執起再掟返上去。83Please respect copyright.PENANATphI5ofD9t
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身都未轉佢又再跌返落呢,開始有d火,連一個生菜都玩我。83Please respect copyright.PENANAO6v5PZt1YN
再一次執起出盡全力掟過去。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0KboSPpIk0
[硼~~]發出一聲巨響。83Please respect copyright.PENANAqL7bC7MfFw
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亞默行過呢睇乜野事。83Please respect copyright.PENANAckWgDkfmQi
佢望住我問:[做乜事今日心情咁差呀?]83Please respect copyright.PENANALEx3wYvJ3K
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我:[無野。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAryG0tcQewA
都未講完個野字,個生菜又再跌過。83Please respect copyright.PENANAAy2yFBli4c
忍唔住終於大叫一聲:[呀~~~!!]83Please respect copyright.PENANAJGz6rcZc2G
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成個人好似漏咗氣嘅氣球一樣坐咗係地下。83Please respect copyright.PENANAfjoBJf0Ien
我問:[亞默,你有無試過做乜都唔順?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAyFZB8fG7OW
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亞默:[例如?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAv3YPF3Og15
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我:[好似....做野咁,我做乜都好比心機盡晒力,但係點解每次出呢嘅結果都唔係我想要,明明做開文職點知越做越衰,現在居然要做苦力。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAGmM1p6ZaMf
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亞默:[我成世人都未做過寫字樓工,唔知有乜分別。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAk2V33IvUVq
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我:[點解我連小小野都做唔好?]83Please respect copyright.PENANACE68vgbOEK
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亞默:[你會唔會係太心急?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAhQLEqNqNm8
講完佢跳上個貨櫃入面,慢慢行埋去執起個比我掟到散晒嘅生菜,好小心咁放上最上嗰籃到。個生菜無再跌落呢。83Please respect copyright.PENANAgkpPZwyjom
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亞默慢慢關上貨櫃門,然後坐底喺我則邊。83Please respect copyright.PENANADSREZunak7
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腦入面不停思考佢剛才嗰句我太心急。83Please respect copyright.PENANAIgc90QP1BT
我問:[亞默,想唔想聽故仔?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAEcffniuHwW
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亞默又再起身行去車頭攞住幾罐啤酒過呢坐返底。83Please respect copyright.PENANAHJTMRRLBeY
佢遞咗一罐比我。我一口氣飲晒然後開始講比佢聽發生乜野事。83Please respect copyright.PENANAknDjutZlgx
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話說當日我同亞儷拍完拖好開心各自返屋企,83Please respect copyright.PENANAsGHDQdE6Vv
因為要煮飯比老婆同個囡食,所以一直無時間望部電話,到煮完食完洗埋碗做晒所有家務都已經九點幾。83Please respect copyright.PENANAjHXgFyGt8E
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攞埋個電話入廁所準備沖涼,沖之前send個msg比亞儷。83Please respect copyright.PENANAux461ufQh2
我:【今日真係好開心。】83Please respect copyright.PENANApgP8GUHckY
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亞儷:【我都係,雖然見面嗰陣時好開心,但係見完之後好大壓力。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAQdjpKeNv1b
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我:【做乜咁講呀?妳驚比人知?】83Please respect copyright.PENANAaAhHgXhtgH
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亞儷:【總之好多野擔心,點做都會傷害到身邊嘅人。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAj2UjQpu2xe
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我:【咁我地以後見面小心D囉,盡量唔係多人嘅地方拖手,就算比撞到熟人都可以話係朋友啫。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAJlG2L5FEyz
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亞儷:【唔係咁簡單。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAfThZHIRg4E
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我:【如果妳真係咁大壓力我唔迫妳,我地可以慢慢呢,我只係想妳開心唔想見到妳咁辛苦。】83Please respect copyright.PENANA29eM7FcMhv
之後我睇到一句唔想見到嘅說話。83Please respect copyright.PENANAekPb2ephLX
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亞儷:【多謝你諒解,我始終過唔到自己嗰關,需要時間消化成件事。】83Please respect copyright.PENANASBsUeXBpHD
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我:【過唔到自己嗰關?】83Please respect copyright.PENANAuY6uzehikU
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亞儷:【覺得自己好衰,見到你時好開心好想攬住你,但過後又自我責備,你知唔知有幾次好大力攬住你,其實個心好痛好矛盾,我唔知應該點做至好,覺得好對唔住佢。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAuCZ5jYZr2H
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佢?睇呢係因為紀巴,亞儷果然係夾係我同佢中間。83Please respect copyright.PENANA4k80R2zSFq
過咗一陣我回覆佢:【嗯,明白。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAVgZmSXBmwc
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亞儷:【你比D時間我,呢個星期我地冷靜一下,我想諗清楚自己想要乜。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAxIoPwIrA9k
明明今朝仲好地地,點解返到屋企就好似變咗另一個人咁,呢一刻都唔知可以再講乜。83Please respect copyright.PENANAKACFyoQxmZ
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我:【嗯。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAktUQdGVYcs
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呢個星期每日我都有同佢打招呼,但係亞儷變得好冷淡完全零溝通,大部份MSG都係已讀不回,根本完全唔知佢個心係到諗乜,個感覺好難受。83Please respect copyright.PENANAmOmZzw4gss
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到咗十月十五號我生日嗰一日。83Please respect copyright.PENANAm5pL1jSWj9
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以往每朝起身第一件事就係check下手機睇下有無亞儷msg。83Please respect copyright.PENANA5fkvSOtxmb
呢個星期佢都無同我傾計亦無主動搵過我,就連講聲早晨都無。83Please respect copyright.PENANANCwppWn8ep
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完本今日打算朝早休息同亞儷過,現在只好一個人。83Please respect copyright.PENANAAJIeiPQYOF
起咗身坐又唔係企又唔係,於是落街行下散心。83Please respect copyright.PENANAcZ4llXOL7I
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行行下收到亞儷一個msg。83Please respect copyright.PENANASMUecB4o5q
係一張相,相中只係見到亞儷隻好白嘅手,手上攞住一張生日卡。83Please respect copyright.PENANAQNFkTgktHr
原來佢仲記得我今日生日,見到張卡好開心,佢係唔係諗通咗?83Please respect copyright.PENANA8k1bRouutQ
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即刻回佢一句:【多謝。】83Please respect copyright.PENANACXj59IVlQE
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當我繼續打字想問佢想唔想食lunch時見佢回咗一句:【一陣同你D同事食個豐富午餐。】83Please respect copyright.PENANA0Zl3GbAsQz
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幻想破滅,心情跌到谷底無晒心機,所以回咗句:【唔洗妳粗心。】83Please respect copyright.PENANA3GvI14NqE1
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講完呢句都知自己語氣唔好,於是再補飛:【Sorry,今日有D情緒。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAloRURn7BhH
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過咗一陣收到一句msg:【要道歉嗰個應該係我,抱歉打擾你平靜嘅生活。】83Please respect copyright.PENANA1GLV9VlwbO
望到呢句無名火起,乜野叫打擾我平靜嘅生活?當我係乜?玩完唔要?83Please respect copyright.PENANAueCCOCZN6m
而且喺我睇msg時發現到一樣野令我更加震驚嘅事,佢del晒我地以前嘅所有對話紀錄。83Please respect copyright.PENANAfq6AuRbBO9
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抑壓住嘅努火終於爆發。83Please respect copyright.PENANAX1m0Ms8gHv
我:【一星期前嘅今日我仲好開心咁拖住妳,仲諗緊生日去搵妳食飯,妳又同我講可能會有驚喜,估唔到今日已經由天堂掉落地獄,剛才仲發現妳已經將之前嘅對話全部del晒,妳知唔知每一個字我都係有放感情? 有必要去到咁絕情嗎?妳連對話都唔想留啫係已經有決定啦,咁做乜仲要留我係到做小丑?既然係咁就由我做呢個衰人,真係好唔想咁做,亞儷,對唔住。】83Please respect copyright.PENANAsr0JdO2GbY
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打完呢段野即刻del咗TG。83Please respect copyright.PENANAaI63XRmyC5
我知係好衝動,但嗰一刻真係控制唔到自己,有乜理由中午仲攬住我,夜晚就話過唔到自己嗰關?成日開口埋口都話最後一次見,根本無心開始個感覺好似比人玩一樣。83Please respect copyright.PENANAOZUOVtqZ0l
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亞默一直無出聲,直至我講完成件事,佢先話:[我覺得你太衝動,點解唔耐心D等,如果你肯放慢腳步成件事個結果可能唔一樣。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAPWmjTP5R2P
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我:[點放慢?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAIs9WgjaZb0
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亞默:[佢唔係話叫你比D時間佢冷靜一下咩?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAGLIlx6Knbg
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我:[佢連傾都唔想傾喎,而且你唔覺得佢玩我咩,成日開口埋口都係話最後一次見。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAdQmTDaAI3c
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亞默:[咁你有無問過佢點解咁講?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAVnA1DTP9nd
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我:[無…]83Please respect copyright.PENANAVewX60NgH9
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亞默:[凡事必有因,你應該問清楚先。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAo20qDk88Dw
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我:[算啦,人地都咁絕。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAgQms6uDrfE
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亞默:[不如你冷靜一下先啦。]83Please respect copyright.PENANANqsUSyj9Lj
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我:[我現在好唔冷靜咩?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAzKFTAnMJem
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亞默:[你話呢?收工啦,返屋企瞓一教再諗下有乜補救方法。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAtPNsOquBsI
返到屋企雖然好攰,但係成個腦都諗到實晒,瞓係床上面眼光光。83Please respect copyright.PENANAT4uuvvfsgj
明明好地地點解會搞成咁。83Please respect copyright.PENANAMxYTKfXNdg
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之後成個星期都食唔安瞓唔落,個人謝咗好多。無時無刻都係想住亞儷,開始後悔太衡動del咗TG,終於忍唔住再裝返,可惜已經搵唔到亞儷,而我亦只係得呢個唯一嘅聯絡方法。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0XV57zmuxi
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對於呢段感情無疾而終覺得好唔甘心。83Please respect copyright.PENANAWWrQXTL2mM
但係連搵佢都搵唔到,仲有乜補救方法。忽然我醒起佢話平日好鐘意一個人落去行海邊。83Please respect copyright.PENANArBveYx6M6U
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雖然機會渺茫但係點都要試一試。83Please respect copyright.PENANAAxKaAcLSQy
於是每晚都扮返工過去西環海邊坐係公園等,希望有一日可以見到亞儷。83Please respect copyright.PENANANDzK7f2sSz
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可惜坐咗成個月都唔見,開始心灰意冷,而且亦唔可以無了期咁等,比自己一個限期,如果呢個星期都仲係撞唔到就算,已經盡咗力。83Please respect copyright.PENANAFqd9IShnEU
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而今日已經係最後一日,夜晚去到公園先知原來今日有寵物嘉年華,好多人一家大細拖住d狗行嚟行去。83Please respect copyright.PENANAHr4jg6AD7J
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平日好清靜嘅公園居然塞得水洩不通。83Please respect copyright.PENANAZRo8OmovMl
咁情況莫講話搵人,就算係身邊行過都唔知,睇呢我同佢真係無緣。83Please respect copyright.PENANAooDTC1BfUu
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不過點都要盡最後努力,係公園搵個好d嘅位坐底周圍望,特別係一個單身女士嘅就望多兩眼。83Please respect copyright.PENANAqxcRsnJF6y
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越夜越多人好熱鬧,忽然留意到有一個著住運動衫嘅單身女士係海邊一個人行,佢身形都似係亞儷。83Please respect copyright.PENANAI4OtEWdvUk
即刻起身跑過去,當差唔多跑到佢身後準備叫佢時,見到佢行近一個著住灰西裝嘅男人,我個心離一離,如果亞儷約咗紀巴,咁仲叫唔叫佢好,唔知係唔係我跑過去太大動作,個女人留意到轉身望住我。83Please respect copyright.PENANAfHiyub2S8c
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見到佢個樣當堂鬆一口氣原來認錯人,只好扮無野轉身走人。83Please respect copyright.PENANAsNM5LokdhE
打算行返埋剛才個位,點知嗰到已經比一班細路霸咗係到玩緊。83Please respect copyright.PENANAw0Vep4ty83
算啦,搵個另一個位置。83Please respect copyright.PENANAqIgC6iuvy2
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行近海邊d欄杆挨住望向公園,睇住d人行嚟行去。83Please respect copyright.PENANAZEaHd4wCTe
就係呢個時候,聽到一把熟悉嘅女人聲音係我側邊發出。83Please respect copyright.PENANAzZGEFndRgm
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[仔呀,唔好玩得咁癲呀。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAYNIXJnePH3
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當然認得係亞儷把聲,立即望向右邊方向,可惜只係見到一對情侶企係到影相打卡,我個頭向外一伸果然見到亞儷。原來佢同我一樣挨係欄杆。終於等到佢呢一刻心情好興奮。83Please respect copyright.PENANAOYJAwntx3p
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就係我想向前行時,見到亞儷身邊有個白晒頭髮嘅男人坐係到,望落大佢好多。83Please respect copyright.PENANA3eeVk5kP65
個男人大叫:[亞仔,聽亞媽話唔好咁癲啦。]83Please respect copyright.PENANADRgNlHTSbY
我即刻成個人縮埋欄杆等兩個情侶遮住自己。83Please respect copyright.PENANAySgIxw02uA
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原來呢個男人就係佢老公,佢地一家人落嚟公園玩,睇呢我嚟得唔著時。83Please respect copyright.PENANAGxiV7pda3r
點算好?就算見到都唔可以叫佢,更加唔洗諗傾計。83Please respect copyright.PENANA8YKqHF4AeB
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當我仲諗緊點做好時,隔離兩個情侶居然行開。83Please respect copyright.PENANAnxodbNmgt4
仆街,今次避無可避,立即用風褸笠住個頭轉身成個人望向海坐。83Please respect copyright.PENANACzQKl32uLH
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睇呢亞儷只係掛住睇個仔無留意我係則邊,咁環境都係走吧啦。83Please respect copyright.PENANAGcJ9VDkwDk
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慢慢準備起身走時聽到亞儷講:[我地已經好耐無一家人落呢玩。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAT6hmre28xX
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佢老公無乜反應只係應咗聲:[嗯。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAdygmon61KI
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亞儷繼續講:[估唔到咁快個仔咁大個。]83Please respect copyright.PENANABSVgj2xCLj
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佢老公依舊好平淡咁應一聲:[嗯。]83Please respect copyright.PENANA7kq3w8A2XP
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亞儷對佢老公嘅反應好似預計之內咁,隔咗一陣佢話:[我想出年同亞仔一齊過澳洲。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAzU8lJTz6vz
聽到呢句好震驚,佢要走?83Please respect copyright.PENANAs6Q7naU2aI
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佢老公只係好冷淡咁答咗句:[好。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAXYuQGSgOyd
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睇呢佢地關係真係好差,忽然聽到佢老公話:[不如... 我同妳地一齊過去。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAc82DWMNCKv
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亞儷都有d愕然:[吓,你咁忙點走?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAApoQoI98rw
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佢老公嘆咗一口大氣話:[唉... 其實我都做咗咁多年野,係時候停底。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAfv4WIjbVQ5
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亞儷話:[你... 諗清楚先啦。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAetXXbmTrHO
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佢老公繼續講:[我想退休好耐,只係想盡自己能力搵多d,等妳地可以有d輕鬆日字過。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAijXORfW8Vc
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之後又話:[老婆,我知呢幾年我對妳態度好差,可能工作壓力太大,對唔住呀。]83Please respect copyright.PENANA1BZ0wlJxk3
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估唔到一個大男人居然會底聲下氣認錯,之後聽得出亞儷有d激動,聲音開始沙啞:[老公... 要講對唔住嗰個係我。]83Please respect copyright.PENANASQFa5uCEY3
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佢老公話:[算啦,唔好妳對唔住我,我對唔住妳啦,以後有乜就講唔好放係心入面。]83Please respect copyright.PENANA2MMD2m3Kty
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亞儷應咗一聲:[嗯。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAAdXktN2Oiq
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我忍唔住偷望佢地,見到亞儷挨係佢老公膊頭,兩公婆十指緊扣好。83Please respect copyright.PENANARlDBUXnduZ
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佢老公對住個仔講:[走啦,我地要返屋企啦。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAZVZrnC2qeK
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之後佢兩個起身行向個仔方向,個仔拖住亞儷。83Please respect copyright.PENANAXfKOvEtjAv
望住佢地一家三口好溫馨咁離開,睇呢已經無我出場嘅餘地。83Please respect copyright.PENANAotQIxbzEfD
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雖然唔係我預期咁樣,但係見到亞儷現在咁,對佢呢講應該係最好嘅結局,只好係呢到祝福佢地一家人係澳洲生活愉快。83Please respect copyright.PENANAP20ypo5D1q
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一個人慢慢離開公園行去坐過海巴士。83Please respect copyright.PENANA5Kjljgl7G3
上車前想再望多一眼呢到,因為我知道我今生都唔會再過嚟呢邊。83Please respect copyright.PENANA9WhN0R0kPD
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呢個景真係好靚,可惜我同呢到格格不入,就好似我同亞儷一樣。83Please respect copyright.PENANAHayXh50cHO
望咗一陣就轉身準備上車,突然聽到一把聲:[可唔可以陪我行一陣。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAqihQnvitTi
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係亞儷!另轉頭一望見到佢企係我後面。83Please respect copyright.PENANAAp4MLvyQFG
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我:[妳...點知我係到?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAfDD9i5UDW4
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亞儷話:[你件白色風褸好易認。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAdt5otCSTkK
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我地又好似當日係公園行咁。83Please respect copyright.PENANA0H5xSRrA2F
亞儷問:[點解你會係呢到嘅?]83Please respect copyright.PENANApf0jFWixL2
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無理由依加先同佢講已經等咗好多日架。83Please respect copyright.PENANAtW1aZ8dE55
我:[哦,咁啱送完貨見呢到咁熱鬧咪過嚟睇下囉,哈哈。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAo7h5WTA1pl
講完自己都覺得牽強。83Please respect copyright.PENANAjfdHBIpDAz
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亞儷話:[你瘦咗好多。]83Please respect copyright.PENANA6M6dkEGigf
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唔夠膽同佢講係因為掛住佢:[哈哈,唔減肥邊有市場呀。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAarWPWl0gvQ
亞儷笑一笑無出聲。83Please respect copyright.PENANAYRcWaqLdCA
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我:[妳唔係要返屋企嘅咩?]83Please respect copyright.PENANARlzhJZPwe5
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亞儷:[我同佢地講要買d野,叫佢地返去先。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAyDcJ7i4wx6
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我:[哦。]83Please respect copyright.PENANApZavzR84JT
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亞儷:[你剛才聽到晒我地嘅對話?]83Please respect copyright.PENANA7dXxncW5Tk
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我:[嗯。]83Please respect copyright.PENANARsJZj7KYnv
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我地又企返係海邊欄杆到。83Please respect copyright.PENANA9PEv9nBtC3
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亞儷:[你係唔係好多野想問我?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAH0MpqJdOym
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原本好多問題好多野想講,但係知道佢同老公和好,我諗已經唔重要。83Please respect copyright.PENANA4i1msUb0UW
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亞儷話:[紀巴從來都只係當佢係普通朋友,所以我唔介意同佢食飯,因為我知道無可能。但係你...其實每一次見你我都好驚,好怕比人見到,好怕老公知道,所以每一次我都提自己係最後一次見,可惜做唔到。我對你係真心。但係你唔知亦唔明白我嘅苦惱,當我見到你埋怨我時,我真係好失望好心痛。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAfxKopYVUFI
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呢一刻先知自己往作小人。83Please respect copyright.PENANA82r04BdQcW
望住亞儷好想攬住佢,當我向前行一步時,見到佢後退咗一步。呢一個動作話比我知,我地緣盡於此。83Please respect copyright.PENANAz7DBnAhvAS
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我:[對唔住,係我破壞呢一段關係。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAcQSSudNTig
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亞儷:[已經唔重要。]83Please respect copyright.PENANApNy0dXyKkw
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我忍唔住提出一個好過份嘅要求:[我地可唔可以做返普通朋友?]83Please respect copyright.PENANAOjxA38acZ5
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佢望住我搖搖頭眼角泛起淚光,一滴眼淚慢慢由眼角流落面上。83Please respect copyright.PENANAHL3RXIAdW5
亞儷:[好開心可以見返你,所以... 我地應該喺最開心時分開,只係記住呢一刻,我地曾經發過同一個夢,雖然只係好短暫,但係夢始終會醒,我相信我地永遠唔會忘記對方。]83Please respect copyright.PENANA17jr8GTpEU
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我:[係,妳講得啱,只係我執迷不悔唔識放手。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAsGkzkRbojm
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亞儷流住兩行眼淚講:[咁我地就現在分開,今次係最後一次見面,再見。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAJbFfVihQWD
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我:[儷,多謝妳係我生日前送上一份咁好嘅禮物比我,永遠都會記住拍拖嗰半日,真係好開心,再見。]83Please respect copyright.PENANAdCWYDSseDO
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只好忍住眼淚轉身離開,無再回頭望亞儷,上咗車去咗上層車尾最入嗰位,巴士開車慢慢離開,眼淚再忍唔住流落面上。83Please respect copyright.PENANAstfkFWFoom
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我同亞儷個關係正式畫上句號。83Please respect copyright.PENANAtoaAf7OPIC
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一年後83Please respect copyright.PENANAGzTPE4qzTh
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今日係2022年10月15日,係尼采嘅冥壽,亦係我嘅生日。83Please respect copyright.PENANA1KPe0B6gVE
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呢一年一切如常,間唔中開個交友app搵人吹下水呻下生活上嘅野,無再溝女啦。83Please respect copyright.PENANAtDwvxyf0uE
同老婆關係已經平淡到無乜好講,不過女人好利害,係無野講嘅情況之下依然搵到野鬧,真係佩服得五體投地。83Please respect copyright.PENANA8kI460R91L
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個囡... 咪繼續做隱青。83Please respect copyright.PENANACMxvLXwfcw
三個人只係住埋同一間屋,好似唔認識咁好陌生。83Please respect copyright.PENANAzEJWKlzVgc
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今日想平平靜靜咁過所以無慶祝,不過都搵個藉口買d野比自己。83Please respect copyright.PENANA051tCvsuYW
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唔知大家通常幾耐換一次手機?我就好少換,現在部手機都用咗五年,差唔多時候換部新。83Please respect copyright.PENANAjFYZ6Dognl
一向追求性價比嘅我當然係用大陸機,主要都係因為佢平,無法啦玩唔起iphone。83Please respect copyright.PENANAM81rDM7zWy
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用大陸機有好多問題,最大鑊一樣係收msg有delay,有時直頭收咗都無顯示好似無收過一樣,好多時有人搵都唔知,以前溝女收唔到msg好大鑊,現在都無乜所謂,反正無乜人會搵我。83Please respect copyright.PENANAhRjWevJYkb
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用新機最煩係要裝過晒d app,仲要backup好多野,係我backup時,無意中見到一個奇怪file,理論上del咗嘅野應該唔存在,但係居然比我搵到一個TG嘅temp file係到。83Please respect copyright.PENANAZnSyId78b4
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打開呢睇下,入面好多相同好多錄音。83Please respect copyright.PENANAMyVkr6m0bK
原來由我第一日用到我del app前嘅野通通係到,玩咗app五年同人傾計嘅所以紀錄就係濃縮係呢一個flie入面。83Please respect copyright.PENANAYNyGtHCjAc
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望望鐘差唔多夠鐘,我收起手機出咗街。83Please respect copyright.PENANAg28zf4JL04
中午時一條友去咗尖沙咀,去同亞儷一齊食過野嗰間餐廳食飯,好好彩仲坐返同一個位,我係喺呢到拖佢隻手。83Please respect copyright.PENANAM8z4JufnVz
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之後我又一個人睇戲,都係買返同一個位。83Please respect copyright.PENANA8hKngo5gQA
套戲講乜無留意,反正無睇,只係合埋眼幻想亞儷坐係側邊,用力攬住我嘅情景。83Please respect copyright.PENANAIts6qv5t3J
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散場之後一個人去咗海濱長廊坐。83Please respect copyright.PENANAvRp396EMLH
望住個海景依舊好靚,唔知亞儷係澳洲點呢?83Please respect copyright.PENANAVIwIu8Qenb
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每朝起身依然習慣望一望手機,希望收到佢嘅msg,就算係今日,我都期望收到佢一句簡單祝福。83Please respect copyright.PENANAM4WMRtwlYc
可惜自從嗰日起,佢好似係我生命入面消失咗一樣。83Please respect copyright.PENANAS4XcFbbpZZ
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攞起部舊手機,呢部機由我第一日玩app溝女用到今日總算功成身退。83Please respect copyright.PENANAeWDIpLyFQp
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開返今朝個TG temp file出呢,打開d舊相睇,再開返d錄音聽,樂敏、文欣、嘉倩,從來沒諗過會有機會再一次聽到佢地嘅聲音。83Please respect copyright.PENANAEFyonAj5oq
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五年,玩app咁耐識過嘅人,所有回憶返晒呢,唔知佢地現在生活如何?83Please respect copyright.PENANAfv6BIaTV07
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睇過晒所有相,聽過所有錄音,唯獨無亞儷。83Please respect copyright.PENANAm1bgwfEZpo
可能係因為之前佢del晒,所以乜都無晒。83Please respect copyright.PENANAW5UVBMhiZf
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望住部舊手機,記錄咗呢五年嘅光陰同回憶,係時候要同過去講再見,攞起部機用盡力一手將佢掉向海,部機好似變咗一粒流星咁,一道短暫而美麗嘅光線,畫破黑夜變成一度弧形慢慢落入大海。83Please respect copyright.PENANAaUTSG8l0s2
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男人三十而立,四十而不惑,五十而知天命。83Please respect copyright.PENANAmSaiXS3J2N
今日係我五十歲生日,人生進入另一個階段。83Please respect copyright.PENANAPqg12uidM8
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曾經有朋友幫我批命,話我無女人緣,我唔信命,堅持人定勝天。83Please respect copyright.PENANAaNAEmmydmF
我掙扎過,努力過,付出過,縱然結果唔係我想要,但係已經無憾。83Please respect copyright.PENANAJQjpwvwo8q
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賤男人周記~完~
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