It all happened in a blur.20Please respect copyright.PENANA0RaU4Nj3e6
A single evening, stitched together with words I didn’t mean, silences I couldn’t break, and a downpour I’ll never forget.
It started with something small.20Please respect copyright.PENANACa6MzljWKx
A few messages. A few replies. A few misunderstandings.20Please respect copyright.PENANAjWxbcFXks3
So little, yet somehow, I made them… heavy.20Please respect copyright.PENANAN7hKs66QCy
Weighted them down with emotion I never learned how to express.
That day, we met — face to face.20Please respect copyright.PENANAMNOCJKFzUO
For once, no phones, no typing bubbles, no delays.20Please respect copyright.PENANAvews0xTPT4
Just her. And me.
We argued, gently.20Please respect copyright.PENANA9OMxPabYcf
More like scraping wounds that hadn’t healed.20Please respect copyright.PENANA3TQQ1i18CM
I brushed it off — said the words that hurt her weren’t even mine.20Please respect copyright.PENANAHd56TSoGfD
"That was just something ChatGPT wrote," I mumbled, eyes looking anywhere but her.20Please respect copyright.PENANAi5axLs0iSp
It was easier to lie, easier to detach.20Please respect copyright.PENANAWXlXRWZ5KF
Because admitting I meant every word would mean risking everything.20Please respect copyright.PENANAyIsXpNzFEH
And I wasn’t ready to lose her.20Please respect copyright.PENANAmEIcVEn416
Not yet.20Please respect copyright.PENANAAYwE86DtfK
Not ever.
"I just don’t want to say something you never wanted to hear," I said,20Please respect copyright.PENANA1nm8j3d140
But the truth was, I never even got to say what I really felt.
Then came something… unexpected.
A senior from my bus asked for a favor —20Please respect copyright.PENANAnXNHKEP7HF
She was staying at college late and needed help carrying her luggage to the bus.20Please respect copyright.PENANApFRmcJCPnD
I agreed.
And then, out of instinct or maybe longing,20Please respect copyright.PENANAKQM90YBF4m
I turned to Seren.
“Come with me?”
She said yes.
We walked together.20Please respect copyright.PENANATOs7vOfYYV
Not like we used to.20Please respect copyright.PENANASfukGgzOxy
The air was different.20Please respect copyright.PENANAa7gl5jYX0o
But still, she came.
We met the senior, carried the bags.20Please respect copyright.PENANAyxBq9TpDc7
The sun was low. The clouds darker.
As we neared my bus — Bus 495 now, no longer 222 —20Please respect copyright.PENANAToQVWlK9Nw
It began to drizzle.
And without thinking,20Please respect copyright.PENANAj0hYC1E5II
I handed her a small bag and told her to hold it over her head.20Please respect copyright.PENANAnGcC3FV4Em
A stupid gesture, clumsy and warm.20Please respect copyright.PENANAVQlAkwhqUH
Something straight out of the kind of slice-of-life drama.20Please respect copyright.PENANAdOqwJ8kf6l
And suddenly — I realized what I had done.
I was acting like I still had a place beside her.
I turned and ran to the bus, flushed with shame.
She followed. Quiet laughter in her steps.
By the time we reached the bus, the rain wasn’t gentle anymore.20Please respect copyright.PENANA6DnTT6ZTMq
It was pouring.
Her bus wasn’t beside mine anymore.20Please respect copyright.PENANA9636o7NpAO
It stood at the center of the soaked ground, distant.20Please respect copyright.PENANAP7Sq9v346h
Like her.
We waited under the bus shelter.20Please respect copyright.PENANAJztox6VWty
Time slowed.
We talked.
Not about the fight. Not about the awkwardness.20Please respect copyright.PENANAxVj80PPqPM
Just talked.20Please respect copyright.PENANA4ND8tVziQ1
About things that didn’t hurt.20Please respect copyright.PENANAdJEZSkhg7m
Like we used to.20Please respect copyright.PENANAgrkVlANtmr
And it felt like maybe — just maybe — the storm could pass.
But the rain didn’t stop.
We looked for an umbrella.20Please respect copyright.PENANAMcBIrmp4BG
Hoped someone would have one.
Then, through the curtains of rain,20Please respect copyright.PENANAueYzEdQlce
I saw Krish walking to his bus, holding an umbrella like a shield against the world.
Without thinking, I leapt.
Out into the storm.20Please respect copyright.PENANA5DsCBOuSbW
Through the cold.20Please respect copyright.PENANASzB07UVdvi
Feet sinking into mud.20Please respect copyright.PENANAjplc0qGRJm
Each step heavy — but not with water.
I ran after him, waited till he was close to his bus,20Please respect copyright.PENANA02RMx1omsF
Asked — no, pleaded — and grabbed the umbrella.
Then I ran back.
Drenched. Shivering. But somehow… relieved.
I handed her the umbrella.
She stepped forward, close.20Please respect copyright.PENANADDE0ZjTq3L
We shared the cover.
And as we are walking towards her bus.20Please respect copyright.PENANAd91JWbw7pl
Our shoulders touched.
For a moment —20Please respect copyright.PENANAVJQxRvVWHo
A second that felt like eternity —20Please respect copyright.PENANAxQDbBK1EHL
Everything froze.
And I knew.
I wasn’t meant to be the one holding the umbrella.20Please respect copyright.PENANAptPnYBLISW
I wasn’t meant to be the one by her side.
This was a borrowed moment.20Please respect copyright.PENANA0EynaPmE0G
A borrowed feeling.
And so, I stepped out.
Let the rain welcome me back.20Please respect copyright.PENANAISAkHgztPQ
Let it hide the tears that I couldn't let her see.
We walked to her bus together.20Please respect copyright.PENANA22z4lKni1Y
Her — warm, untouched by the storm.20Please respect copyright.PENANAhKHUzYTsYu
Me — soaked, alone beneath the sky.
When we reached, she turned and smiled.
I just smiled.20Please respect copyright.PENANAy8fKoH7DBE
No words.20Please respect copyright.PENANAzMpBldoFvb
Just the weight of goodbye unspoken.
And then she stepped onto her bus.20Please respect copyright.PENANAUbNKiQjmLn
And I turned away.20Please respect copyright.PENANAIU1tivtAHp
And the rain kept falling.
But it wasn’t just rain anymore.
It was the sky grieving with me.
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