I've always believed there's no wrong way to becopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX4SSlAGQ7
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Because obviously there are bad people in the worldcopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTQMHzrq24
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When did it become a fad to want to die? copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtYLHSK8dN
When did we start to accumulate this shared experience copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡINBdP4lGoI
of suffering and stuttered apologies copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ9G1lp92W
for things we never could have controlled anyways? copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSJThTx0nL
How could I explain to my mother the years of breaking skin435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKINidVMg8
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just to feel anything akin to fullness?435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7F0EVcma2
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This whole mess I've gotten into of broken promisescopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡHViA45reeN
and broken people and breaking down on tile floors, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wKhsq6XY2
like little parts breaking off of a satellite.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg1anK2tHV
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When I was young I jumped onto the train of copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JgVgW8m48
itching every second to complain and run,copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4FiKi1hw6
because a mentality of "woe is me" copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡifRynAty8Q
is easier than to accept the flaws I have as human.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x0Y697y6R
I was told that the only way to be mature was to embrace cynicism, 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGwcGSQhdz
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That only the young still have dreams in their heartcopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeOAYCTsER
That it is worse to fail than never to start.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcZPoHuFUI
So I wore my depression like a badge of honor, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡsabQhsMb1F
my insomnia and antisocial tendencies as some sort of marker copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxCAuBwBIf
That I was living in the real world.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gae4nq4KU
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But the real world,copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjUTwWbllU
the real world is beautifulcopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBcFxvXytS
and real people are marvelous, 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F8fpQBI2r
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And the more I grow, feelings ebb and flow copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBUu1OSkbm
Like colors of the sunshine on the snow copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6vR7XQWUd
and the way a river flows with a certain serene calmnesscopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNzgCfz39N
And I finally have something akin to calmness copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdAJGof13A
in that aching thoracic cavity that I allowed to be empty copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HCr0WHisg
for so long. copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5VMDIeThf
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I used to feel so old, so on top of thingscopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZvnFUWDVD
convinced I was better than others because I possessedcopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOq0xnKR3g
a certain degree of suffering within my chest copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHd3hIomP6
But I know now that it was an adolescent ruse, 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyITdRTxfze
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a narcissistic choice to choose.435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9h8nMQpOo
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I would rather be dumb than cynical 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssXHkcshn6
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and I would rather be young than antisocial435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmL980ZCE1
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and I would rather be full and happy 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohsHCFrtWl
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than anything else in the world. 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb391ri4fM2
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So yes, talk to me. I'll take my earbuds out.435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBNqj8uA6m
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Call me on the phone, let me hear your voice.435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnk7XZn1iK
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Tell me about the new diet you're on, I'm proud of you.435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmKyfVIpSu
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Tell me about the tears that fell from your eyes 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad5ku7SovJ
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at the new soap episode last night.435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza6hoaa1mG
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Show me the pictures of your kids, 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl1wPFdIA5
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they're just growing up so fast, god, aren't we all?435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFY22V1MpF
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Paint me a picture with your wordscopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoumuzJ1Hd
Against the backdrop of the real world, this is the real worldcopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP0CTHtLuJ
and oh my god, I'm listening,435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ddXJE3hiV
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I've be waiting my entire life to just listen. copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU1d8kH49n
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I remind myself, on the haughty days copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡC14Dve3NoK
Where I believe that pain is knowledge copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGu78pKikq
and the world is ugly, and that we are all sheep, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE2zE8D34E
I start to feel the cynicism creep back in around the edgescopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k8jkxHvbf
of my eyes, disguise reality for a picture of darkness, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyJgY67hCh
I remember the way that my mom smiles copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaaGOCcpmU
when she is standing by the ocean, 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Lge0l7zDE
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and the sun is bearing down against waves bearing upon the shore,copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOzY4dOWug
and there is no one but the two of us, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡm62gRS1lhZ
nothing but that moment.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtrwlVgnud
How could I tell her that her smiles are wrong? copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡehBfeQNkKV
How could anything so beautiful be wrong? copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5Uf93LUyI
When I feel my mental disorders trying to tell me copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ki8JHqXLm
that the world is ugly, I can remember the way it felt 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNVcR4C59O
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to lay on the wet grass of my backyard in a hot summer rain, 435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL69xavVcjR
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holding his hand and yelling glee into the skiescopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07NCDHvWPh
feeling everything at once as though the emptiness couldn't get me anymorecopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53lfw9hSyV
The emptiness can't get me anymore. copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtqMDVMI1t
How could I remember anything else? copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡd48OJkA0sg
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So how could I think of a wrong way to rejoice in the world?435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUQwKZxtFw
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How could I take glee as naivete, or happiness as being dull, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2R3TM8ldh
There is nothing intelligent about looking into the face of a laughing childcopyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHBwAfE8D6
and feeling anything but warmth.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dcy0EJrUi
When I took my first steps, people clapped for me.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JDkEZqSYI
Why do we ever stop celebrating the little things? copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSYd2KQkci
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It is not a sin to be excited about the real world435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK0nsGXApj
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Because we as people are small, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxrofYzRht
and with all of the technology we have, we are still so small.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqku9mo1jn
And when the screens go out we only have as much as we place in each other.435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOIdniyuIM
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It is so easy to feel large, but on foot the world is full of crannies and nooks copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡfX43cqvrrn
so much larger than anything we've ever seen copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bz6O2RjPo
I thought I'd seen everything, but then I saw the sunset from a different angle, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡODwg6eYYNE
and everything changed.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHE2wQfT6H
How could I ever want to die without seeing that sunset again? copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tvptIu0cY
It made me feel so small. copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUG7AwH0D5
And we are all so small.435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9DAUZenb4
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But that does not mean that we are insignificant.copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoOKiHXjNf
Because the real world?435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsY0lQDklG
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The real world is extraordinary. copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡueeNH3cL6l
And the people in the real world, copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeqiJ3F4Pe
are the most god damn beautiful thing I've ever seen. copyright protection431ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy29RUdLRF
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