I've always believed there's no wrong way to becopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡctYg4Q8OrK
No right point of view, no right way to see172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAipZO8Qbs
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Because obviously there are bad people in the worldcopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRocgcJ2uA
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When did it become a fad to want to die? copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xmt9DFSFa
When did we start to accumulate this shared experience copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQSx0RG0YD
of suffering and stuttered apologies copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQikYWRTRX
for things we never could have controlled anyways? copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWVLp4o4X4
How could I explain to my mother the years of breaking skin172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMz35OzG8V
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just to feel anything akin to fullness?172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0puFHO01eM
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This whole mess I've gotten into of broken promisescopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3ltPLxeQv
and broken people and breaking down on tile floors, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5WedVacB6
like little parts breaking off of a satellite.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VuXweJ4Oo
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When I was young I jumped onto the train of copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOxR3KMdWo
itching every second to complain and run,copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6jO4Q2OUR
because a mentality of "woe is me" copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpeFf5XQut
is easier than to accept the flaws I have as human.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoiOflz2yw
I was told that the only way to be mature was to embrace cynicism, 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCynUYmJ7cU
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That only the young still have dreams in their heartcopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIUNn9SlZn
That it is worse to fail than never to start.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhL650rE20
So I wore my depression like a badge of honor, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtRNexvOf0
my insomnia and antisocial tendencies as some sort of marker copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOIeC6ovro
That I was living in the real world.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgFDnLEPqH
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But the real world,copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyiDNUJbqb
the real world is beautifulcopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡzirfWO0ADq
and real people are marvelous, 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2G96MXFs5
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And the more I grow, feelings ebb and flow copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeEbRs6BDw
Like colors of the sunshine on the snow copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdPdsL2tlF
and the way a river flows with a certain serene calmnesscopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC8V5ilXHF
And I finally have something akin to calmness copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zUILMaRoN
in that aching thoracic cavity that I allowed to be empty copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡoa1douYqXj
for so long. copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RWfM2y7Zf
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I used to feel so old, so on top of thingscopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ4L3tf2Ud
convinced I was better than others because I possessedcopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡm04jgRlOYl
a certain degree of suffering within my chest copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MoTv9u15W
But I know now that it was an adolescent ruse, 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtv59dUaf8
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a narcissistic choice to choose.172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRGkLEGuLT
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I would rather be dumb than cynical 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplW6u2SsHl
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and I would rather be young than antisocial172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiP3nYhh9w
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and I would rather be full and happy 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6o6qaL7Fw
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than anything else in the world. 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04SWbnY4PG
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So yes, talk to me. I'll take my earbuds out.172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4tEbUOW1t
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Call me on the phone, let me hear your voice.172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2ymYKJXOz
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Tell me about the new diet you're on, I'm proud of you.172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeXDto0H8F
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Tell me about the tears that fell from your eyes 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oKy3VsRSu
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at the new soap episode last night.172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllwUIvErts
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Show me the pictures of your kids, 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07GXLamMRv
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they're just growing up so fast, god, aren't we all?172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWTbvW7YOZ
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Paint me a picture with your wordscopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMoii2ZgPK
Against the backdrop of the real world, this is the real worldcopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡB849dEs0no
and oh my god, I'm listening,172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtalZ43vIvY
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I've be waiting my entire life to just listen. copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡYixnBPpA6f
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I remind myself, on the haughty days copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwfGkMYtlN
Where I believe that pain is knowledge copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡfj6MGIC6jI
and the world is ugly, and that we are all sheep, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEqI4ij9DV
I start to feel the cynicism creep back in around the edgescopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmsR3ME1gZ
of my eyes, disguise reality for a picture of darkness, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡOviViZDU5X
I remember the way that my mom smiles copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrB4aGmuQZ
when she is standing by the ocean, 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw6RuR2RDU
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and the sun is bearing down against waves bearing upon the shore,copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfrhbJgPEm
and there is no one but the two of us, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhOomY4IsV
nothing but that moment.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡISn5LHvqGV
How could I tell her that her smiles are wrong? copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFbMWmwdca
How could anything so beautiful be wrong? copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYsomOmrxP
When I feel my mental disorders trying to tell me copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfHKlssQS9
that the world is ugly, I can remember the way it felt 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5Qghmcol1
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to lay on the wet grass of my backyard in a hot summer rain, 172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoObKOgOjZj
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holding his hand and yelling glee into the skiescopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GLPq6iTWb
feeling everything at once as though the emptiness couldn't get me anymorecopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JpQGrA1Yy
The emptiness can't get me anymore. copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG62Q2UOke
How could I remember anything else? copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡksU5ilcAe8
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So how could I think of a wrong way to rejoice in the world?172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaPp2kh4bU
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How could I take glee as naivete, or happiness as being dull, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhbentAz4O
There is nothing intelligent about looking into the face of a laughing childcopyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ5A2c8FUI
and feeling anything but warmth.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaPzxZIV4F
When I took my first steps, people clapped for me.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoXRDkldTp
Why do we ever stop celebrating the little things? copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cg8cilkYf
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It is not a sin to be excited about the real world172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx0PNhc0Gx
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Because we as people are small, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf1rndKIyI
and with all of the technology we have, we are still so small.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBYotNlmkf
And when the screens go out we only have as much as we place in each other.172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14mdPauDut
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It is so easy to feel large, but on foot the world is full of crannies and nooks copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb7CCuQndo
so much larger than anything we've ever seen copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bZ4ztRVPb
I thought I'd seen everything, but then I saw the sunset from a different angle, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9IYOpctCc
and everything changed.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡldnsQ0XGob
How could I ever want to die without seeing that sunset again? copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5um4zWxqSn
It made me feel so small. copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2wk1lKePn
And we are all so small.172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNENcG7tLi
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But that does not mean that we are insignificant.copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdI8ih5QIX
Because the real world?172Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJQozDGLEm
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The real world is extraordinary. copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH5pwJRmkZ
And the people in the real world, copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6djevBklj
are the most god damn beautiful thing I've ever seen. copyright protection168ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzFhjljpMA
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