I've always believed there's no wrong way to becopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JXAwyV1yz
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When did it become a fad to want to die? copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYhr1a5mmQ
When did we start to accumulate this shared experience copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MInaah5yd
of suffering and stuttered apologies copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡzukLGzcZ4I
for things we never could have controlled anyways? copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzH20Jc66z
How could I explain to my mother the years of breaking skin154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmCkMsDlXq
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just to feel anything akin to fullness?154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHr0ZSsvdO
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This whole mess I've gotten into of broken promisescopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiwBkxkxDq
and broken people and breaking down on tile floors, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Axse1Z4NB
like little parts breaking off of a satellite.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNNj6LS0Xq
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When I was young I jumped onto the train of copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHeKatL9xz
itching every second to complain and run,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZmyjtkbth
because a mentality of "woe is me" copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr8kVAnWmY
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I was told that the only way to be mature was to embrace cynicism, 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05xAxlA4nD
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That only the young still have dreams in their heartcopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWr3gmEEi1
That it is worse to fail than never to start.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTBjJVa319
So I wore my depression like a badge of honor, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHUMKdWgRh
my insomnia and antisocial tendencies as some sort of marker copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMeHQv3ual
That I was living in the real world.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNe77Y2h14
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But the real world,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2ccJ3HNyR
the real world is beautifulcopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84FnbMle4n
and real people are marvelous, 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnZwHLYl6W
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And the more I grow, feelings ebb and flow copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGr3Sb6AYE
Like colors of the sunshine on the snow copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7J7uUUQ9Z
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And I finally have something akin to calmness copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF10JUcQua
in that aching thoracic cavity that I allowed to be empty copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWhe3M8YCh
for so long. copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQKspiP0sD
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I used to feel so old, so on top of thingscopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡonJGBNsKL5
convinced I was better than others because I possessedcopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IWMbl40mw
a certain degree of suffering within my chest copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIxX6yZoMR
But I know now that it was an adolescent ruse, 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6Ed7D6z8j
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a narcissistic choice to choose.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9oUJWgj0D
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I would rather be dumb than cynical 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU1WqJIp4P
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and I would rather be young than antisocial154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQV042DaCM
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and I would rather be full and happy 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZWTUFPbZQ
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than anything else in the world. 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWKQTbzBAD
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So yes, talk to me. I'll take my earbuds out.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd1k6WZW7Z
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Call me on the phone, let me hear your voice.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWVxMOJlpk
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Tell me about the new diet you're on, I'm proud of you.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQhuce3BOM
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Tell me about the tears that fell from your eyes 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc0Ew7Bw3I
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at the new soap episode last night.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQFqorf7NE
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Show me the pictures of your kids, 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMvIhHWkjL
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they're just growing up so fast, god, aren't we all?154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WY8Bvfc1j
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Paint me a picture with your wordscopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3X1HC51Ro
Against the backdrop of the real world, this is the real worldcopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmMtGzSwyw
and oh my god, I'm listening,154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxaAYy2dGP
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I've be waiting my entire life to just listen. copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v93wQGCRx
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I remind myself, on the haughty days copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAxKiNgVH8
Where I believe that pain is knowledge copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ODaRa1yMT
and the world is ugly, and that we are all sheep, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nv0BABYyI
I start to feel the cynicism creep back in around the edgescopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3irNBf4wW
of my eyes, disguise reality for a picture of darkness, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyKQJC0KbM
I remember the way that my mom smiles copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhA9ibKTaj
when she is standing by the ocean, 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8CnRT4Neo
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and the sun is bearing down against waves bearing upon the shore,copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsCsil5j6h
and there is no one but the two of us, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KyGURSEL2
nothing but that moment.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn7kiCvPnL
How could I tell her that her smiles are wrong? copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5duywQDPW
How could anything so beautiful be wrong? copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVHtCBkug5
When I feel my mental disorders trying to tell me copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡxetEyLh4AF
that the world is ugly, I can remember the way it felt 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlkytW3J95
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to lay on the wet grass of my backyard in a hot summer rain, 154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24CdFALHOs
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holding his hand and yelling glee into the skiescopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0xeF60XbB
feeling everything at once as though the emptiness couldn't get me anymorecopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡC14n52GGQC
The emptiness can't get me anymore. copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Btt4Or7tV
How could I remember anything else? copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfWZtB6uzi
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So how could I think of a wrong way to rejoice in the world?154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGA94r28fg
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How could I take glee as naivete, or happiness as being dull, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iTZhmBoQa
There is nothing intelligent about looking into the face of a laughing childcopyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWl15Vrhax
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When I took my first steps, people clapped for me.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBP4B7rcwi
Why do we ever stop celebrating the little things? copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdeIejDFBO
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It is not a sin to be excited about the real world154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPCSn6OqPX
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Because we as people are small, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHR0q6k4LW
and with all of the technology we have, we are still so small.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYRIVMWjnI
And when the screens go out we only have as much as we place in each other.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS285HJRox
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It is so easy to feel large, but on foot the world is full of crannies and nooks copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYX8ZoeksZ
so much larger than anything we've ever seen copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkY82UVZej
I thought I'd seen everything, but then I saw the sunset from a different angle, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtQnfm6aZi
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How could I ever want to die without seeing that sunset again? copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSyB1BvWAJ
It made me feel so small. copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡfic6FssMDs
And we are all so small.154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUeU3im6rB
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But that does not mean that we are insignificant.copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡum73Y9Et5f
Because the real world?154Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYq0QO6FeW
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The real world is extraordinary. copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4B5q3d3jX
And the people in the real world, copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNkqQizuME
are the most god damn beautiful thing I've ever seen. copyright protection150ＰＥＮＡＮＡK00hrrvkmv
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