I've always believed there's no wrong way to becopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPjxhG78zo
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When did it become a fad to want to die? copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYggLUIBSA
When did we start to accumulate this shared experience copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVc5im2lD7
of suffering and stuttered apologies copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡXikxWA1muw
for things we never could have controlled anyways? copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRvS8gNRRF
How could I explain to my mother the years of breaking skin302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TZcGfLzO7
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just to feel anything akin to fullness?302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP33qdo6diP
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This whole mess I've gotten into of broken promisescopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRPNKX3xOV
and broken people and breaking down on tile floors, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgePUCIV3X
like little parts breaking off of a satellite.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB9wuTpWFF
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When I was young I jumped onto the train of copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3MWSGzBCD
itching every second to complain and run,copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡybfIHJB6Gh
because a mentality of "woe is me" copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAejkZB1Nr
is easier than to accept the flaws I have as human.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwujtmZ3XB
I was told that the only way to be mature was to embrace cynicism, 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrZZ33PWnF
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That only the young still have dreams in their heartcopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nWmHhmji9
That it is worse to fail than never to start.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPFe88B8bz
So I wore my depression like a badge of honor, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS5xOj2uaE
my insomnia and antisocial tendencies as some sort of marker copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh1MEJ302m
That I was living in the real world.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9McP1kYDt9
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But the real world,copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb4uYIe2Ih
the real world is beautifulcopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR3AH5VFIp
and real people are marvelous, 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tz4FfjrP8
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And the more I grow, feelings ebb and flow copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHfGceorg6
Like colors of the sunshine on the snow copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFYMgFSclA
and the way a river flows with a certain serene calmnesscopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡBavf2JFKzU
And I finally have something akin to calmness copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbC4RPjfgz
in that aching thoracic cavity that I allowed to be empty copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZflLv1DIm
for so long. copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡejxKzztej2
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I used to feel so old, so on top of thingscopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IQm3CS4gA
convinced I was better than others because I possessedcopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvUYftxIIR
a certain degree of suffering within my chest copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR0ZCe4dLq
But I know now that it was an adolescent ruse, 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEbC4p0aDi
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a narcissistic choice to choose.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04J03N3TJr
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I would rather be dumb than cynical 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNU8SAoc2d
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and I would rather be young than antisocial302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBRwdWVd7z
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and I would rather be full and happy 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7Df8H2bBM
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than anything else in the world. 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaAxjs8HEa
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.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZLMvZIrcP
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So yes, talk to me. I'll take my earbuds out.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IXEY5l1hX
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Call me on the phone, let me hear your voice.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU7nsqQA8u
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Tell me about the new diet you're on, I'm proud of you.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2twOZwxqI
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Tell me about the tears that fell from your eyes 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqrj5pprqG
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at the new soap episode last night.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeBvC3WsE4
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Show me the pictures of your kids, 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp7qWVqssQ
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they're just growing up so fast, god, aren't we all?302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPhD8m2xOt
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Paint me a picture with your wordscopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡPESB3p3gvz
Against the backdrop of the real world, this is the real worldcopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAXAEEymA9
and oh my god, I'm listening,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecHPHkTEMx
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I've be waiting my entire life to just listen. copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vkY7onbET
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I remind myself, on the haughty days copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOFV0EVB5C
Where I believe that pain is knowledge copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡha7B9fZxqE
and the world is ugly, and that we are all sheep, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaWVSO4efz
I start to feel the cynicism creep back in around the edgescopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPoRKovG0B
of my eyes, disguise reality for a picture of darkness, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡihMqSVFSs6
I remember the way that my mom smiles copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡxThuO9jToy
when she is standing by the ocean, 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJXPaULAne
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and the sun is bearing down against waves bearing upon the shore,copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8xjzqffiH
and there is no one but the two of us, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQBClqMEja
nothing but that moment.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMKBDbKU7A
How could I tell her that her smiles are wrong? copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFJHZi7exq
How could anything so beautiful be wrong? copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡWThxwCXihg
When I feel my mental disorders trying to tell me copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡsu3d6HoQBv
that the world is ugly, I can remember the way it felt 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz3Jcb6eJU
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to lay on the wet grass of my backyard in a hot summer rain, 302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX6qNOKGsw
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holding his hand and yelling glee into the skiescopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bHaoNRMEs
feeling everything at once as though the emptiness couldn't get me anymorecopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5dufGEIh3
The emptiness can't get me anymore. copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjpDBi3x8L
How could I remember anything else? copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgXrqmeh9S
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So how could I think of a wrong way to rejoice in the world?302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeagb0q6L0t
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How could I take glee as naivete, or happiness as being dull, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79L4AbrOtA
There is nothing intelligent about looking into the face of a laughing childcopyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe1FcYSRzP
and feeling anything but warmth.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdu4iMWE8l
When I took my first steps, people clapped for me.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡafuVk47LTB
Why do we ever stop celebrating the little things? copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAPng1m9TV
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It is not a sin to be excited about the real world302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs33bfehtY
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Because we as people are small, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡU67KuoLQxF
and with all of the technology we have, we are still so small.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvnUYaldTr
And when the screens go out we only have as much as we place in each other.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcWhCJ5mqx
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It is so easy to feel large, but on foot the world is full of crannies and nooks copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡG75ORzcDqK
so much larger than anything we've ever seen copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcfH6dRsrL
I thought I'd seen everything, but then I saw the sunset from a different angle, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3IBjfvxpI
and everything changed.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5QBUIb7mB
How could I ever want to die without seeing that sunset again? copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGN6nUkemM
It made me feel so small. copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gQJS9YoGn
And we are all so small.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEI9QIzWuA
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But that does not mean that we are insignificant.copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlJos6jMlF
Because the real world?302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt2twdILuc
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The real world is extraordinary. copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡqksTiggZgL
And the people in the real world, copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R6MfzTylf
are the most god damn beautiful thing I've ever seen. copyright protection298ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVBalGZTJd
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