I've always believed there's no wrong way to becopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkEfZ0mYkw
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Because obviously there are bad people in the worldcopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVttfO1gyR
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When did it become a fad to want to die? copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xsz1Ho2XW
When did we start to accumulate this shared experience copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnj4rWfwWo
of suffering and stuttered apologies copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrwHPsRfq8
for things we never could have controlled anyways? copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwFf6HWuJU
How could I explain to my mother the years of breaking skin141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjXSJkvIsV
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just to feel anything akin to fullness?141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QxN3IebLh
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This whole mess I've gotten into of broken promisescopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXizdpg9T0
and broken people and breaking down on tile floors, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kDl5l5Njl
like little parts breaking off of a satellite.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFxwyrsTcD
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When I was young I jumped onto the train of copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2ByoHUtud
itching every second to complain and run,copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVSmsrNUlZ
because a mentality of "woe is me" copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡy049YJYlEW
is easier than to accept the flaws I have as human.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzZe8nW2Rr
I was told that the only way to be mature was to embrace cynicism, 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ797I5euMpf
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That only the young still have dreams in their heartcopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiVUsTDqfh
That it is worse to fail than never to start.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRRm6ZK21C
So I wore my depression like a badge of honor, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡthiQplGZcq
my insomnia and antisocial tendencies as some sort of marker copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1JPWcIzDY
That I was living in the real world.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0PJnVI7YK
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But the real world,copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡomD8bzkU9X
the real world is beautifulcopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1XIKlEtsC
and real people are marvelous, 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJyMBi770z
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And the more I grow, feelings ebb and flow copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIxSQJrbEB
Like colors of the sunshine on the snow copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xC7fmsUQU
and the way a river flows with a certain serene calmnesscopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡw47AlnW41f
And I finally have something akin to calmness copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhYN9PxB0b
in that aching thoracic cavity that I allowed to be empty copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaIOhYbJS1
for so long. copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp6LZr8Vwa
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I used to feel so old, so on top of thingscopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡipa1er0pbT
convinced I was better than others because I possessedcopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPiyBiZKew
a certain degree of suffering within my chest copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqimASWAZ9
But I know now that it was an adolescent ruse, 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22qzQti5F3
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a narcissistic choice to choose.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMdtuiHY56
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I would rather be dumb than cynical 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUQMHs4Oz5
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and I would rather be young than antisocial141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB7OaYht3W
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and I would rather be full and happy 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpJKSd3Ac8
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than anything else in the world. 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq2xcKZhyz
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So yes, talk to me. I'll take my earbuds out.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlVI5OV8o8
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Call me on the phone, let me hear your voice.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6ykEL4D3C
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Tell me about the new diet you're on, I'm proud of you.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpznUkInmw
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Tell me about the tears that fell from your eyes 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmRO4XC061
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at the new soap episode last night.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n7HHLsLpw
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Show me the pictures of your kids, 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCWY0QiIdF
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they're just growing up so fast, god, aren't we all?141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf617V64y6b
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Paint me a picture with your wordscopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91nRC4mlxx
Against the backdrop of the real world, this is the real worldcopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaZDkwqSUp
and oh my god, I'm listening,141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfyHWgtp2T
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I've be waiting my entire life to just listen. copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwPVorZKNw
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I remind myself, on the haughty days copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRVI6SMzz9
Where I believe that pain is knowledge copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7Gc25E2Pr
and the world is ugly, and that we are all sheep, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Agqmheya
I start to feel the cynicism creep back in around the edgescopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa2TS8MEIl
of my eyes, disguise reality for a picture of darkness, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5tuivzWyp
I remember the way that my mom smiles copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7xZnXlFbT
when she is standing by the ocean, 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrwRpwIIfV
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and the sun is bearing down against waves bearing upon the shore,copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoOET69s3I
and there is no one but the two of us, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrPorcmMRy
nothing but that moment.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHHKALGAAh
How could I tell her that her smiles are wrong? copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLG7pzdz2h
How could anything so beautiful be wrong? copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUJ7jakFWc
When I feel my mental disorders trying to tell me copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDUVnuG45h
that the world is ugly, I can remember the way it felt 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou2pBXwGvC
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to lay on the wet grass of my backyard in a hot summer rain, 141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5SqNPHgfJ
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holding his hand and yelling glee into the skiescopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLuRGSmnWr
feeling everything at once as though the emptiness couldn't get me anymorecopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiPHklaW5c
The emptiness can't get me anymore. copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6waRY2LJA
How could I remember anything else? copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHl8z10VpX
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So how could I think of a wrong way to rejoice in the world?141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bbG3AcLjs
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How could I take glee as naivete, or happiness as being dull, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡW14h9EjazI
There is nothing intelligent about looking into the face of a laughing childcopyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WMo9xZHtw
and feeling anything but warmth.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBF5hZHUl5
When I took my first steps, people clapped for me.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡih6nyg1SrB
Why do we ever stop celebrating the little things? copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzxmYHUXoo
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It is not a sin to be excited about the real world141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHWK7yHDfd
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Because we as people are small, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM129ZJ4W7
and with all of the technology we have, we are still so small.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqRsAGJJdV
And when the screens go out we only have as much as we place in each other.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7j8y6Ygmd
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It is so easy to feel large, but on foot the world is full of crannies and nooks copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Eh1Gr1qvY
so much larger than anything we've ever seen copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXppqZ59Ji
I thought I'd seen everything, but then I saw the sunset from a different angle, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W8vUHNdgY
and everything changed.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhDZikqjKV
How could I ever want to die without seeing that sunset again? copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiTHHjGMtq
It made me feel so small. copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zme5hVTuc
And we are all so small.141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wobcrMpd5
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But that does not mean that we are insignificant.copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoRr5yLMlf
Because the real world?141Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVMPFUonxD
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The real world is extraordinary. copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFyhaK3Zm9
And the people in the real world, copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUxpmDY8pk
are the most god damn beautiful thing I've ever seen. copyright protection137ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCLdbq722V
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