He is acutely aware that every time I step into his office now, I have something fucked up to tell him, and he’s right. I don’t say a word. Don’t know what to say. Just sit down in that one cushioned chair and pick at a loose thread on my sweatshirt.8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNl6e1tyRu 維尼
His green eyes sweep over me and his lips fall into a frown. He doesn’t appear to know what to say, how to start this conversation. That makes two of us. He pulls out a notepad from somewhere and sets a pen in between his teeth, his brown hair falling in his face.8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWu53pJLoq 維尼
“So, Kendall, why are you here today?”8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡigUsVjz6nB 維尼
I bite the inside of my cheek at the question and concentrate on the little paperweight on his desk. I haven’t looked at the name plate since I sat down, so I don’t even know his name. It doesn’t really matter. I don’t need to know.8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY6Ug5j2Sy 維尼
I open my mouth to speak, but close it, fast. I can hear my mom’s voice in my head, telling me this is a waste of time, that my mind is just overactive, and that I have a strong imagination.8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9AhmVkbud 維尼
I wish that’s all it was.8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14hPUYzZS5 維尼
I look at him, the doctor with no name, and I close my eyes. It’s easier for me to talk if I’m not looking at someone.8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDPBUL5v2E 維尼
“I have dreams,” I reply, finally.8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xWfCYibKs 維尼
I haven’t opened my eyes yet but I hear the chair he’s in groan because he’s leaning back in it. “Can you describe these dreams?” he asks.8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjcM3lKecV 維尼
I almost feel like laughing. “Sure I can.” I open my eyes, staring into his. "I can see them as clearly as I see you. They are all dead and I'm covered in their blood, thick and smelling of rust. They are ghostly, but their lips are stretched wide, almost like they're smiling at me."8964 copyright protection202ＰＥＮＡＮＡELvn3FSSm4 維尼
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