I was standing outside taking a drag from a cigarette when a car came into the parking lot, and since I didn’t have any other appointments today but this one, I knew exactly who it was. When Kendall got out, she looked up at me, her golden eyes glassy.484Please respect copyright.PENANAM1J0YgzPXs
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I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.484Please respect copyright.PENANAsnGf8ZOubG
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Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—484Please respect copyright.PENANALbuQoQ5lNE
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“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”484Please respect copyright.PENANAfzUEnaotXU
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I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.484Please respect copyright.PENANAB5hp2ijkBQ
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“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAjJl9RU7s1M
484Please respect copyright.PENANAnBWW9yUy8S
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAvPIU4mlqc9
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I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAwGqL8uqXoS
484Please respect copyright.PENANADBoKgCCUbU
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.484Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ipjvk2fib
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As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.484Please respect copyright.PENANAbmYgbUGsJh
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.484Please respect copyright.PENANAyZjWMFLyh7
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Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.484Please respect copyright.PENANArx3iI4dbTn
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I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAzQwPxZAV6u
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Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.484Please respect copyright.PENANALpigIZNTsb
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My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”484Please respect copyright.PENANAqja7tyH7qG
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She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.484Please respect copyright.PENANA9B6emcMC2q
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Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”484Please respect copyright.PENANACbt8cUHsiS
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“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”484Please respect copyright.PENANAFqwRVcxzvB
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Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAs1IsJlQOoz
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“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.484Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fgix5ximI
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“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”484Please respect copyright.PENANADvpdEBq6Y4
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He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.484Please respect copyright.PENANAdIJEjWrUmP
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“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAi3eXERxx56
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“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.484Please respect copyright.PENANAXMSYyTgmD3
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“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”484Please respect copyright.PENANACR24dU2DbK
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“Okay,” she said.484Please respect copyright.PENANAwCFzKCfQkZ
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“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.484Please respect copyright.PENANA4QkYjhpaet
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“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAABeh6En6Sw
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“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAEn6tl93JTt
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“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAQI20Nc1bzK
484Please respect copyright.PENANAMKPYqw4VOV
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAP2LwMmVKWT
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I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.484Please respect copyright.PENANAghfXl8iY82
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAaFLgIhHvar
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I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.484Please respect copyright.PENANAsnGf8ZOubG
484Please respect copyright.PENANAxL1GZqDJDw
Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—484Please respect copyright.PENANALbuQoQ5lNE
484Please respect copyright.PENANAp62sDtXVzg
“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”484Please respect copyright.PENANAfzUEnaotXU
484Please respect copyright.PENANApHglsP0119
I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.484Please respect copyright.PENANAB5hp2ijkBQ
484Please respect copyright.PENANAfU997apbfv
“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAjJl9RU7s1M
484Please respect copyright.PENANAnBWW9yUy8S
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAvPIU4mlqc9
484Please respect copyright.PENANAAIsxmQGcJk
I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAwGqL8uqXoS
484Please respect copyright.PENANADBoKgCCUbU
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.484Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ipjvk2fib
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As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.484Please respect copyright.PENANAbmYgbUGsJh
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.484Please respect copyright.PENANAyZjWMFLyh7
484Please respect copyright.PENANAWwjZZ77F3K
Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.484Please respect copyright.PENANArx3iI4dbTn
484Please respect copyright.PENANArkIiJMemFL
I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAzQwPxZAV6u
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Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.484Please respect copyright.PENANALpigIZNTsb
484Please respect copyright.PENANAhUltWRBING
My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”484Please respect copyright.PENANAqja7tyH7qG
484Please respect copyright.PENANA5nEiHxirRk
She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.484Please respect copyright.PENANA9B6emcMC2q
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Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”484Please respect copyright.PENANACbt8cUHsiS
484Please respect copyright.PENANAoDgaYDl03i
“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”484Please respect copyright.PENANAFqwRVcxzvB
484Please respect copyright.PENANAknW9a9oWjQ
Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAs1IsJlQOoz
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“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.484Please respect copyright.PENANA2Fgix5ximI
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“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”484Please respect copyright.PENANADvpdEBq6Y4
484Please respect copyright.PENANAJPk4kqBbSj
He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.484Please respect copyright.PENANAdIJEjWrUmP
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“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAi3eXERxx56
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“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.484Please respect copyright.PENANAXMSYyTgmD3
484Please respect copyright.PENANAxEeqT5zUPn
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”484Please respect copyright.PENANACR24dU2DbK
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“Okay,” she said.484Please respect copyright.PENANAwCFzKCfQkZ
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“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.484Please respect copyright.PENANA4QkYjhpaet
484Please respect copyright.PENANA4Fho6mkOnx
“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAABeh6En6Sw
484Please respect copyright.PENANA35CbsY5Owd
“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAEn6tl93JTt
484Please respect copyright.PENANATsulVLy2DS
“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAQI20Nc1bzK
484Please respect copyright.PENANAMKPYqw4VOV
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAP2LwMmVKWT
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I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.484Please respect copyright.PENANAghfXl8iY82
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”484Please respect copyright.PENANAaFLgIhHvar