I was standing outside taking a drag from a cigarette when a car came into the parking lot, and since I didn’t have any other appointments today but this one, I knew exactly who it was. When Kendall got out, she looked up at me, her golden eyes glassy.490Please respect copyright.PENANAIiYG21ul9r
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I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.490Please respect copyright.PENANAPkCpVHLzTD
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Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—490Please respect copyright.PENANAqFCU4UsqEW
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“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”490Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z6aw3V8Uv
490Please respect copyright.PENANAh0Y2UFOiIc
I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.490Please respect copyright.PENANADqJJf5r433
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“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAHdfSCQJM3d
490Please respect copyright.PENANA57WWr0IZpq
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAna77NzNevh
490Please respect copyright.PENANAcGGfht603f
I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAeLvaAGvZC5
490Please respect copyright.PENANADVJLFb5itk
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.490Please respect copyright.PENANADSEqCg16O0
490Please respect copyright.PENANAteOqX9uJrN
As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.490Please respect copyright.PENANAQDi6vf7Imb
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.490Please respect copyright.PENANA4h3q3oLlKT
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Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.490Please respect copyright.PENANA9VXV1UU9gL
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I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAxZZHFoWmUP
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Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.490Please respect copyright.PENANAo6dMyGV3Hw
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My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”490Please respect copyright.PENANA4LY8XesKu7
490Please respect copyright.PENANAfuXryWWjUy
She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.490Please respect copyright.PENANARnTiEDNmvQ
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Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”490Please respect copyright.PENANArvgk5MhBSG
490Please respect copyright.PENANAdl4nermp3I
“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”490Please respect copyright.PENANACIbAwEYJI1
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Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAcn4TkINajg
490Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ac7imTt4Z
“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.490Please respect copyright.PENANAFl0EzWqVHk
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“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAWwRrfvUUts
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He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.490Please respect copyright.PENANAbrt70lNUem
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“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAbYHsTM7w8b
490Please respect copyright.PENANAYBVFCZ0Oem
“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.490Please respect copyright.PENANAeAlSsKjMb2
490Please respect copyright.PENANAoBVwq5yCND
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”490Please respect copyright.PENANA4TnBKPgYva
490Please respect copyright.PENANA7p5BVsA06F
“Okay,” she said.490Please respect copyright.PENANAXrzksumjhV
490Please respect copyright.PENANAZTN7BDp9Jk
“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.490Please respect copyright.PENANAWFWDPO4BCg
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“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAJNZqGjaoxV
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“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”490Please respect copyright.PENANA1eNjkKjRoW
490Please respect copyright.PENANA6PlN7F2WLO
“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAR7v37MC5lu
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“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”490Please respect copyright.PENANA0G5kMol3sw
490Please respect copyright.PENANAvmkFq2B6Ik
I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.490Please respect copyright.PENANAysVr37EdAA
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAL3coxviqBV
490Please respect copyright.PENANAUIUrew0h6s
I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.490Please respect copyright.PENANAPkCpVHLzTD
490Please respect copyright.PENANAHYhg7YaT5O
Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—490Please respect copyright.PENANAqFCU4UsqEW
490Please respect copyright.PENANA9pPngWopQQ
“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”490Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z6aw3V8Uv
490Please respect copyright.PENANAh0Y2UFOiIc
I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.490Please respect copyright.PENANADqJJf5r433
490Please respect copyright.PENANA9aVtRcnNmf
“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAHdfSCQJM3d
490Please respect copyright.PENANA57WWr0IZpq
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAna77NzNevh
490Please respect copyright.PENANAcGGfht603f
I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAeLvaAGvZC5
490Please respect copyright.PENANADVJLFb5itk
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.490Please respect copyright.PENANADSEqCg16O0
490Please respect copyright.PENANAteOqX9uJrN
As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.490Please respect copyright.PENANAQDi6vf7Imb
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.490Please respect copyright.PENANA4h3q3oLlKT
490Please respect copyright.PENANAmrQOwyQlc1
Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.490Please respect copyright.PENANA9VXV1UU9gL
490Please respect copyright.PENANALe8I3mKNZa
I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAxZZHFoWmUP
490Please respect copyright.PENANARedy95tuuX
Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.490Please respect copyright.PENANAo6dMyGV3Hw
490Please respect copyright.PENANARzodjs21lL
My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”490Please respect copyright.PENANA4LY8XesKu7
490Please respect copyright.PENANAfuXryWWjUy
She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.490Please respect copyright.PENANARnTiEDNmvQ
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Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”490Please respect copyright.PENANArvgk5MhBSG
490Please respect copyright.PENANAdl4nermp3I
“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”490Please respect copyright.PENANACIbAwEYJI1
490Please respect copyright.PENANAKst5yDDrdZ
Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAcn4TkINajg
490Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ac7imTt4Z
“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.490Please respect copyright.PENANAFl0EzWqVHk
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“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAWwRrfvUUts
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He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.490Please respect copyright.PENANAbrt70lNUem
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“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAbYHsTM7w8b
490Please respect copyright.PENANAYBVFCZ0Oem
“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.490Please respect copyright.PENANAeAlSsKjMb2
490Please respect copyright.PENANAoBVwq5yCND
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”490Please respect copyright.PENANA4TnBKPgYva
490Please respect copyright.PENANA7p5BVsA06F
“Okay,” she said.490Please respect copyright.PENANAXrzksumjhV
490Please respect copyright.PENANAZTN7BDp9Jk
“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.490Please respect copyright.PENANAWFWDPO4BCg
490Please respect copyright.PENANAYChl45KuoB
“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAJNZqGjaoxV
490Please respect copyright.PENANASPBr4i1vdU
“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”490Please respect copyright.PENANA1eNjkKjRoW
490Please respect copyright.PENANA6PlN7F2WLO
“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAR7v37MC5lu
490Please respect copyright.PENANAvu4PapeVlj
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”490Please respect copyright.PENANA0G5kMol3sw
490Please respect copyright.PENANAvmkFq2B6Ik
I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.490Please respect copyright.PENANAysVr37EdAA
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”490Please respect copyright.PENANAL3coxviqBV