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"What happened to John?" he asked. Then he shoved his hands deeper into his pockets. "I'm sorry."250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC1gvdJQ62
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"It's okay," I said, nodding. "He was shot two times in the chest. That's what the detective on his case told me. That's all I found out, really. I didn't want to press the issue, I guess."250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I8MrAZJyC
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Jude slouched his shoulders and dropped his head, closing his eyes. Then he reopened them, stepped forward and wrapped his arms around me, burying his face in my hair.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Saen2Gb3F
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"I know it's hard losing someone you care about," he whispered. "I'll help you, if you want. We'll find where he's buried and we'll say goodbye."250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN4LHKOrMQ
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"Thank you," I said softly.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRerhwXbo6z
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I wasn't aware that my arms were around his neck, that I was moving closer to him, until he cleared his throat and untangled himself from my body. It was strange, but it looked like he was rather reluctant to do it.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexYnaCTyiC
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"We're getting close," he said, looking back at me as he started to walk again. "Are you gonna be okay?"250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjSlBN1yeY
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"I'll be fine." I wasn't but he didn't need to know that.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwsw1662sV
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"Good." He smiled and took hold of my hand, pulling me across the street with him. He let go once we were on the other side and looked at me. "She'll be happy you came."250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35kBRQyXSj
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I smiled thinly as I looked up at the gates of the cemetery. We were inside before I realized, then walking down a rows of graves. The weather was nice and the grass was soft underneath my sneakers. When Jude stopped suddenly I almost slammed right into him. He was so still, his head turned to the left.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPYEhSgiM6
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"Kendall," he said, gazing at me. "Meet my sister, Abbie."250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXxkEhdg6g
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My eyes saw the granite, and the name etched into it, and the words beneath. My heart clenched inside my chest and I reached down to grip his hand, squeezing it until I thought mine might break. We stared at each other for a long time, the wind rustling around us, then Jude smirked, leaned down, and kissed me.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0vONwg8f1
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You see, this is the part where I should have pushed him away. I should have screamed at him, or hit him, or done something to get his lips off of mine. But I didn't. God, I didn't. I just let him keep kissing me. I let his tongue taste me, his hands hold my hips, pulling me against him, his breath quicken.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejYrsM9JXa
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A crow cawed overhead, making me jump, breaking us apart. I kept my eyes narrowed at the ground until I heard Jude walk a few feet and sit down. Then he stared talking.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefZQ50T0LZ
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"Ab, this is Kendall. She's a girl I know from school. I really like it here, but I miss you. Mom still cries when she thinks I'm not watching, and Dad, well, he started drinking again. Don't you think that's a bit ironic? He's drinking but I'm the one that gets sent to a shrink? It blows without you here."250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBBTkA7bRq
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When his shoulders started to shake and he reached a hand out to touch the grave, I realized he was crying. He was crying more than I had ever seen another boy cry in my entire life. I dropped to my knees beside him and took his hand and just held it. Before I knew what I was doing, my hands were in his hair, stroking, and I was laying my head against his shoulder.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6IgovLoYu
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"Thank you for coming with me," he said quietly, like someone else would overhear. "It really meant a lot that I could share this part of my life with you."250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOiuaJT0Ib
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I didn't know what to say, so we sat in silence, while the crow cawed again and left us to be alone together among the dead.250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM4hlVgaZ9