I woke the next morning on the living room couch, my head nestled into the crook of Christian’s neck. He smelled of sweat and boy, and as I exhaled, I shook my head. I couldn’t do this now, think about him this way. It wasn’t right.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuDjs0LwO2
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Slowly, he shifted and drew his arms around my body, pulling me closer so that my nose touched the pulse of his neck. I tried to untangle his arms when he cracked one, groggy, hazel eye open. He smiled lazily and blinked.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lY88asqYA
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“You’re leaving?” he asked, frowning.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOL4kbtHVt
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“It’s morning,” I said. “Plus it’s my house and my mom should be getting up soon.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqATWduWbO
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“Kendall.” Christian’s voice was calm. “What’s wrong with your mom?”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtDuoRakez
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I glanced behind my shoulder at him; he was sitting up and looking at me with his hair hanging in his eyes. I shook my head and wrapped my fingers in my hair, determined not to pull it out under the circumstances.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1yDOvL9KM
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“Nothing’s wrong with her,” I said. “Why would you think that?”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXxDv9mmMK
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He stared at me, his lip twitching slightly. “Please. I’m not stupid. You could have called if you needed a place to stay.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37aKUMji7G
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“This is my home,” I replied, my fingers itching to touch him. “I have to stay here, to help my mom. You’d do the same for yours.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD36P969iN
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He nodded. “I would.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvK7POPB6Y
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What he was going to say was, I would if I had one438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGymzhUbdX
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Christian’s mom died in a car accident a few years ago, leaving him and his father to fend for themselves. All of this had been revealed the first night I met Christian, at a party over the summer. I had been sitting by myself and he had taken it upon himself to come over and talk to me.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡker7uEpUR0
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We had been inseparable since that night, when he asked for my number, and we’d constantly texted after that. I never told him about my dad, or my mom and her drinking problem, and it was supposed to stay that way, at least for awhile.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuX65V6Em8
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“I have to go to a new doctor,” I said into the silence. I wondered if he even cared about that, or if he thought I was crazy for even going. “My mom said she made an appointment today.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR1aczURZx
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“I didn’t know you were seeing a therapist,” he said softly. The couch shifted as he moved off of it and crouched in front of me, reaching to take my hands. “I’ll go with you, if you want. I know it’s scary when you’re doing something new.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3bomJajyw
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I smiled slightly and leaned my head against his shoulder. “Thank you,” I whispered. I lifted my head to look into his face, my voice tightening from what I was about to say. “There are things about me that you don’t know, that no one knows, and if you come with me, you’re going to hear all of it.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlO8ylEhk9
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“I don’t care,” he said, shaking his head. “I want to help.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSqKJ0RrcZ
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I sighed, wondering how he would see me after this day, if he would even want to see me again. I tried not to think about that as we walked out onto the porch, his hand on the small of my back.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64Mpzo5K9z
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“It will be okay,” he said. “I promise.”438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR9wuEl7sM
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When I turned to tell him I knew it would, that I’d be okay because I had a good friend with me, he bent his head and kissed me. 438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNSr8AxMLY
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