暑假篇：復合？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nwnrfmyTt
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「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01gjhzaZtX
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWn0alYqyY
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW6Z8f8Hn1
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex2q4eVjdL
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9vdHhLx1q
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWr5JpobWd
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF5ERfgsS9
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXzP2QnNcX
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7HmzGoFBO
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60FJ605pE2
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarTSPfP7g8
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9fjxcJcXl
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLHRGD8I8Q
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThzQ1VzngF
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnumikhTlG
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreX78jQioH
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBsCdwLIAf
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqpvu0QHe2
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IxoXK2eXi
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvufCLzpLAo
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3HuN33JiL
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01xj8mHQjZ
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EPKaWQOfG
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO2WDosrIH
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KbC4UgxY4
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ywiziW9Fp
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgRREVbWpL
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4Z1BZJVTP
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a7weOxY4z
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGJbfTn0XZ
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mWPKn98py
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBAnHF16t1
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJtvQ44p4L
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mSV2eqSzS
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2VotI2KlJ
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSFpICzUhX
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RmrfJ3eso
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8E0Z1QNuhp
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo1uh9Ubbi
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPY6317nbS
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rYzk2zt5b
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqURSCo5F11
我必須想辦法……有了！538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKBz3xghhm
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkESQ5FL1T
「伏—」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcVNLs4XJO
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r9Z8ZupJ5
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR4Po0YRUW
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdJjM5c4yI
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JbtosT5hD
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxhEiymb2D
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMltn60K6x
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqBr1kaQur
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtMXLfoYnr
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySRe5odp95
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNccJD9QsZ
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCKOmmMu3m
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TUningjAo
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgQtVxrxDv
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKry9pfTn0
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQspMr53iJ
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f8649rYls
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs8BxUnlqW
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYpRUwm5UH
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTY4b0JR25
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphqGZAYRkL
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZO4BrJXkZ
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt6lVQKmSR
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMUzTLpfTF
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQhiOL002Y
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqok1XnWr6Z
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNTrBoGAVi
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IlF0BxysM
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAs74OSHc2
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ180RZXCske
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdJFR7YcVL
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhshjhxgAmG
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGojqximK5
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYDIXLOEVo
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23RDZy62F2
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SibS6oXEu
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9JXk5lUlB
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aXNVcjNXL
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2kgAGM04q
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfM4uTaB4T
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHShyQoghhv
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT8Wt4t0DN
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJj1JbrbPK
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzNM8dFqeG
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHZsccVIEY
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVS4mQQS0O
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxrAAdZG5I
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJYeU7bZDW
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR8g1phjrd
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQIhDFfGfF
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQSaQn4dne
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ45KTxJnW
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohiC3sS1sv
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVsBwqoxpd
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjr3vFneiL
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7HD5PTlD2
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BKaFbwKF7
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFU22rtb29
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXGiLdwRRh
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtQEGI7mdd
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywMVKXPtvd
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkneMcxsQzP
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu4W9wc9MG
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6Ixr1tfxf
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Px6TzZnp9
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZVx8Ybku9
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohicKtdLgv
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPzjS2T7dZ
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小番外：538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuKFRw6rUP
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50zPp6lKwl
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6LnUrSi1r
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlhYWEKoDX
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrepv1lhS4
538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMJWGCSvsw
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作者閒聊：538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R1daeo45w
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？538Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3HnjeBl7T
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