暑假篇:復合?319Please respect copyright.PENANAG2jikXP1gj
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「你知唔知,當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」319Please respect copyright.PENANARLFYfJVH5H
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在Mandy說完這一句話後,換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。319Please respect copyright.PENANArPv64pWgv4
並隨即語帶疑惑說:「吓?你講真架?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAYbpMZSXdtg
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她點頭說:「可能無乜人記得,但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAWKad7qINs7
我沒有說話,只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。319Please respect copyright.PENANAZ97zvCSgtg
而她也繼續把話接下去:「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名,一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾,然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」319Please respect copyright.PENANAjN0csSVdex
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當年,我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘,不知道實際的情況。319Please respect copyright.PENANAb74K0GtxY7
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後,我不自覺地咽了咽口水。319Please respect copyright.PENANAg48DHtm5lH
不過接下來,我卻是把手放到了她的頭上,並開始撫摸著。319Please respect copyright.PENANAQhyjyoo1ze
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」319Please respect copyright.PENANADxi36bZQvM
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭,並說:「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面,真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗,即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」319Please respect copyright.PENANAOLxJKLfeHI
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此刻,我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。319Please respect copyright.PENANAuO5BioZwrV
因為我,先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。319Please respect copyright.PENANAC0ylsGhGCu
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。319Please respect copyright.PENANA7woHGVoY2n
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「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。319Please respect copyright.PENANAIWxHC3IGAV
「不過啲咩啦?」我問道,示意她把話接下去。319Please respect copyright.PENANALKMEVtMi12
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻,接著也再次與我對視並說:319Please respect copyright.PENANAl0jdfjOoAU
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」319Please respect copyright.PENANA0MR95SkY6s
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「說話?」我好奇地問道,想不到當時竟然還有後續。319Please respect copyright.PENANA5c1xJeF094
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人,然而又甩唔身,反而仲踩越深。」319Please respect copyright.PENANA8ydlG1BUq5
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。319Please respect copyright.PENANAQCbLR75k55
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而更強烈的內疚感,也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。319Please respect copyright.PENANAPHAJuCiuTV
使得我沒有說任何話回應她,只是如同一個啞子一樣,沉默下來。319Please respect copyright.PENANA2jvPnVAzRw
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Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。319Please respect copyright.PENANAb5dW7pKfdS
於是先凝視著我片刻,然後就走前了一步,並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。319Please respect copyright.PENANAnlfV7dsUrj
「阿侑同我一樣,都喺傻瓜……」319Please respect copyright.PENANAVEPpmm82H8
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAOVZnfqrLH2
「我傻喺因為,可以我同Ivy一樣,都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你,明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」319Please respect copyright.PENANAIGtPo4Xe6N
說著說著,她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光,聲音變得硬咽起來。319Please respect copyright.PENANAf6MC8nPGQV
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「玥玥,你唔好喊啊!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAMIBMMxLlwp
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間,我也開始變得不知所措起來。319Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1XSR2zSXo
明明只是喜歡一個人而且,為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累?319Please respect copyright.PENANAWNMv58E0vU
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人,難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎?319Please respect copyright.PENANAitg0Deem6x
我必須想辦法……有了!319Please respect copyright.PENANA1Cl98ZPkBv
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「伏—」319Please respect copyright.PENANA0tw8iVFncZ
在下一秒,淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy,被我一下子拉到懷裡,並緊緊擁抱著。319Please respect copyright.PENANA4SZTXJkDns
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話,那就由行動來代替吧!319Please respect copyright.PENANAlZdg0jGNIF
不過回想一下,這應該是我們再次相遇後,第一次由我來主動擁抱她。319Please respect copyright.PENANAzYw4HzmGss
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而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy,當然也隨即停止了哭泣。319Please respect copyright.PENANA6meLdIdyp0
取而代之就是愕然起來,並語帶驚訝地說:「阿侑,你做咩突然攬我……?」319Please respect copyright.PENANACO6EuX5qJx
「喺啊!因為我都諗唔到講咩好,所以直接攬住你算啦。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAyY2eDD1BX2
這個理由應該是我生平中,最爛的一個。319Please respect copyright.PENANA3FBg4T1t8K
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣,都算是某程度上的成功了吧?319Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4lhD3FVrF
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「哎吔,笑到我標眼水啦,邊有人諗唔到講咩,就直接攬住人架,哈哈。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAMuWOF2Kxkd
接下來,她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。319Please respect copyright.PENANA14teIU2VC0
而我也只好無耐地說:「諗住攬住當安慰嘛,點知原來會比人笑,咁唔攬囉!」319Please respect copyright.PENANAF7DGiq0hfy
「唔比!」她隨即一聲喊道,然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部,並再小小聲地說:「比我攬多陣先……」319Please respect copyright.PENANAr4o9X7wed5
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於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著,當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。319Please respect copyright.PENANAs76d5vEEbe
直至過了一會,她也放開了雙手。319Please respect copyright.PENANAZV4UoujU9X
因此我都同一時間放開了手,並後退兩步,與她四目交投。319Please respect copyright.PENANA4PrPeDwz6U
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此刻,雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠,可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。319Please respect copyright.PENANAXqQtuhfTji
「阿侑正傻瓜,整天在那天邊高高掛。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAMkPw8x9Qgx
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊?」我一臉疑惑地問道。319Please respect copyright.PENANAoYbrLa8qCE
「歌詞嚟架!不過唔喺重點,重點喺你真喺好傻,唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」319Please respect copyright.PENANArlmTkSVpyd
「吓?又關愛瑩……Venus事?」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。319Please respect copyright.PENANA7Mdj6U4LP7
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛,以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係?319Please respect copyright.PENANAKbeGXzB4S9
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「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。319Please respect copyright.PENANACDtOOngviU
於是我也不服輸,隨即皺著眉頭說:「又做咩啦?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAtQsEyY7Jgp
「如果我哋唔復合,咁做好朋友得唔得啊?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAnIoKV4dyhX
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後,馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。319Please respect copyright.PENANAS25gZLm1aN
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。319Please respect copyright.PENANAMa8LFjVwks
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「點解喺好朋友啊?」我立即好奇地問道她。319Please respect copyright.PENANAyKWRZLZidC
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係,會好似特別啲咁。」319Please respect copyright.PENANA49GCDNdUpE
她說著的同時,轉移了視線,似乎是想起了些事情。319Please respect copyright.PENANA4BCzHXwIk1
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但是我隨即也回應她:「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊?」319Please respect copyright.PENANAPc6lZIGHOD
我會這樣說,全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中,其實在不斷改變著。319Please respect copyright.PENANARxjuOS7Pl2
原來「好朋友」這個關係,最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。319Please respect copyright.PENANAid1TMQgljT
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係,甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。319Please respect copyright.PENANAdTYfzbaGrG
所以,到底「好朋友」這個關係,是發展於友誼上,還是感情上呢?319Please respect copyright.PENANAFM0WmOouc4
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「呵,佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫,就做得好朋友,而我就唔做得!」319Please respect copyright.PENANA69gcU1MiGt
Mandy說完後,便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。319Please respect copyright.PENANAp0rVlhm5Em
看著看著,便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。319Please respect copyright.PENANAuNRj2FwYeD
不,重點不是她可不可愛,而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情?!319Please respect copyright.PENANAVDM0LNo7NE
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「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。319Please respect copyright.PENANAr7dfxdFLvv
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案,並不禁用手掩著臉說:「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」319Please respect copyright.PENANA39z2RgGAfA
想不到,我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友,卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……319Please respect copyright.PENANAflVL67qrjq
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「嗱,你唔拒絕,我當你應承架啦!」她突然走到了我臉前說。319Please respect copyright.PENANAzUx5bbdf4b
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。319Please respect copyright.PENANAXR4d1RTqh2
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情,接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。319Please respect copyright.PENANAEBrUMJVT76
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子,我也不禁會心一笑。319Please respect copyright.PENANAxTBIpLc5DP
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當我一同走門口時,Mandy便向我伸手說道:「阿侑,情侶任務啊!」319Please respect copyright.PENANARg5mIjMxTQ
而我也馬上牽住了她的手:「知啦知啦,我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」319Please respect copyright.PENANAur7xM7v4TA
接下來,我與她,牽著手,在昏黃的路燈下,沿著小徑,往燒烤場的方向前往。319Please respect copyright.PENANAWYgOVVQ1os
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雖然,復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。319Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8rp9YIiwE
不過對於我們現階段來說,或許是最好的相處方式。319Please respect copyright.PENANAPrfPOllcCk
至於結局會是如何,此刻的我也不敢想像……319Please respect copyright.PENANAU6kvsV4YoQ
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「我不介意未來的發展,只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」319Please respect copyright.PENANAt1z1SFhwb0
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在返回燒烤場的途中,阿侑發現自己兩手空空,感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。319Please respect copyright.PENANAj0QuTCjHoM
不過他怎樣努力回想,都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。319Please respect copyright.PENANAoO7oyq8Cx8
而此時,一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上,被外面的月光照耀著。319Please respect copyright.PENANAy29nIDrdt0
然而,看來今晚的燒烤,它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。319Please respect copyright.PENANAizC85LaU3C
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作者閒聊:319Please respect copyright.PENANAAhW43qn2Up
故事標題《你好,我只是你的好朋友》,到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢?319Please respect copyright.PENANAuHUobUEaXa