暑假篇：復合？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0sjZSDHvY
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeYnHsysvS
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh89pJvNZu
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIrH3bsO7O
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz4FaF0FmH
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQulI9FmsM
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDfNRuJoHS
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7QzEIemzC
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lztnEZAi3
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP7CZyVGf5
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當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8HoEGWagT
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxKgs5nN1b
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu2hCTFYTd
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDnxOkaYrY
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs3FISUv8P
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfOlLFqLsw
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj00Y4r4qF
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonGk3sbntz
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNSW07ejX4
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc1VV57vII
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1kbPSkuSH
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzWVlobUAe
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfw9NihLlx
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa7FHfbH7j
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HabdKLkGl
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyohmYtkMWJ
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEd4mftWix
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH9QqAf4rX
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmlQNJRmU7
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrlllc3Hqi
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSqzneZ3du
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyzccW7qlS
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RCMWJiewV
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJFvGESHjx
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAOffHoMki
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EGqgiSFQP
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBs1SJuuaZ
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA47a10Ksf
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOfx5zTYU3
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAbcYR4FwC
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKjy8k0uZc
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtq0H24cu8
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6CfDigpGw
我必須想辦法……有了！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZrTbG6eo0
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「伏—」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxtPQuqhev
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZy0nWbybA
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuTCJRNE9i
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iQ4CaXRJd
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuECuQJ3lL
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO8SidYZV1
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlnYei6TBH
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s4wM5K91O
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ1LVWJyzW
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8oLWbulQD
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnKYu55cxn
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz1nNFZcnE
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmtsbK2TrY
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHd50OI0Pi
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThrI6DUo6K
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RiGVUSE5z
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9bVS9Bzk2
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9xMHXkmvU
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJcjeMc3uK
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZgpVCW8yc
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F6Y7RL1I1
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa1lp6EJeO
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk3WIA2IGj
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkteGtBb7lH
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFBFg59lHA
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMjaiDXGQu
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1MVjAeE5Y
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlagYtO24fh
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GWIw2vGGe
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SOBKVgK0X
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zvZr4Xv43
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wOpE89jEX
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeKA5xL6Vd
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99qGgc7fdf
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iCTMz209T
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmbKANFNGA
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8HT82Rg80
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz1MnteaKi
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpkCWc5gdX
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJhqukeIBM
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVx5EqCllg
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7lDUwXQ0m
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1Uyvcczld
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9Hx6oLJH6
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcl80JQuWz
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuElQxFp2G
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7ST8Qu1ni
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiHqXoa7QJ
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUboDRkzmI
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu1Cli2q2H
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1My7Pq4Om
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtpL8sc6pM
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtPuTbToAb
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzVVjMgpjN
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLGTdfm84f
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZJUh8e6tS
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOaesHQ6lj
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG9qdCQiM9
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhn6PLExoY
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnWL4xX3YX
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9mIgNiNUW
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtagUuAcMwr
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAtMWaNpwn
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8avdjsGQS
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitUztGWSna
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulxwTJhlZU
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMaGbbJU7B
537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA7Ydp0quf
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小番外：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4zE3K4rpj
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyKOStloLp
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN4Do07bQN
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwSQSMvbw1
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloF1GS3jqU
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作者閒聊：537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpqJ17HcoD
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aOqP8t0Vq
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