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#14

Pleasure and pain, they both feel the same

urmom

Nov 7, 2020

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Pleasure and pain

They both feel the same

When it hurts, I like it

When it feels good, I despise it

I don't know why

Maybe there's something wrong with me

But I think I mix up the two

You see?

You think it's torture?

Please! Give me more, sir

"I love you, baby"

Now that shit's a maybe

But I think I'm just craving

The pain

I think there's something wrong with my brain

I might be insane

Because I enjoy it when it hurts

But when it's good, it's so much worst

It'll stop eventually

It doesn't feel lovely

I don't want you to hug me

Spank me

Break me

Go reckless and crazy

Don't tell me that you love me

Grab me and fuck me

I don't want all this "good" shit

Now, come to think of it

You probably don't even mean it!

Oh fuck it! be toxic

I just want lots of it

The grit

The pain

It drives me insane

In the best and worst ways

The adrenaline pumping through my veins

Through my airways

I feel like you're planning it

This addiction

I'm developing

To this intoxication

I don't have any patience

I want it now!

And I want it loud!

It's the all-time high

This isn't a fucking lie

I want you to make me cry

And whine

And beg and scream

And sigh

All this shit I feel inside

The build-up

Not just in my mind

You're in-between my thighs

You scream "You're fucking mine!"

But when you tell me you love me

And that you just want to hug me

I feel like you're lying

And that I'll end up crying

And I feel like there are strings attached

To me

When you say, you just want to give me room to breathe and time to think

And that you'll never leave

And that you'll always be here for me

I feel that you're faking

That my heart will end up breaking

My body, shaking

And there's no mistaking....

I feel like those "good" words are bullshit

And now come to think of it

Fuck that "good" shit!

Make me yell and scream your name

Make me feel the pain

That should be your fucking aim

And this shit, treat it like a game

Cause that's probably all it is

And I'll be damned if I get attached

It feels like some evil plan you've hatched

And that it'll never last

And If you make me feel everything all at once, I'll stay

But if you're "good" and "loving"? Don't even say "hey"

Hurt me all night

Til that first sign of daylight

Do it just right

Cause if you say "I love you, I just might"

That shit is what causes me the most motherfucking fright

I don't see any of that "good" shit in sight

But that pain, just an inch away

Engraved in my brain

That shit is there to stay

But don't get me wrong, that's what I long

I don't have a problem with feeling it all

Cause pleasure and pain, they're the same

Just different names

And different sayings

But to me, if it hurts, I like it

If It's "good"?

Don't even try it.

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#14 Pleasure and pain, they both feel the same

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